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The speaker describes “Excavation Pro,” killing the “old me” and digging six feet down to find not a coffin but a reflection—confronting their fears without flinching and declaring, “This is your funeral.” They write that they stopped being “medicine” and became “fangs,” letting venom in the vein and making those who crossed them “nauseous.” Apologies don’t work; forgiveness is the antidote but the speaker has “got none left.” They repeatedly warn that the “new layer” underneath is “flawless and dangerous,” leaving dead versions behind and harvesting what was planted.
The speaker also frames the change through shedding skin and leaving “letters” for everyone who failed them, folding names into paper squares, dropping them in a box without tears, and burying what they never said. They address “dad,” “mom,” “ex,” “friend,” and “older me,” including themes of never having a home, being alone, love like a tax, vanishing in cold wind, and learning that begging is a curse. They emphasize emptying weight, releasing themselves, and refusing closure or peace owed to others—choosing self-distance and self-release. They describe mental health as the best thing they ever hoarded, turning rented space in their head into vacancies by evicting a ghost.
They reject “living in” what hurt them, urge “stop living in it,” and describe recognizing deception: circling fake ones, sniffing out “serpents,” smiling while blades sharpen, and watching hunters become fleeing fish. They claim they don’t save those who pushed them off the deck, calling it overdue and leaving “deep blue silence” as what the other person will see. The speaker then shifts to work at midnight, digging plots for those who plotted their collapse, saying time is approved by their own hands, with references checked under nails and being hired by themselves to settle “scales.” They finish shifts with “one less trade or unmade,” denying mercy because the position is filled by the rebuilt self.
They later describe a “glitch” in their mind—waking to an unwanted text and repeating a “same story, different person.” Though on the surface they are a “king,” underneath they are a kid still fighting hidden trauma. They reference using “Xanny for the panic,” “Whiskey for the silence,” and headphones max to drown out violence, saying the war is in their skull. At 40-plus, they say they’re still not whole, questioning whether they’re broken, bent, or permanently wired wrong. They describe praying until knees bruise, talking to “fools” and demons, and progress bars that stop at 90%. Their ex, mom, and doctor label them “too much,” “too sensitive,” and prescribe meds—yet they remain “still breathing, still bleeding, still processing the stat,” ending with “System fail.”