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The transcript follows a pregnant woman’s intense emotional crisis and complicated pregnancy, interspersed with a separate account from a mother about a missing child.
- The pregnant woman, identified as Speaker 0, contemplates the due date and the prospect of abortion. She fears November 9 might force a stressful decision, and she tells Speaker 1 that she cannot promise she won’t hurt herself, expressing suicidal thoughts and describing that suicide would bring her peace of mind. She cannot predict how she would behave if told her baby is due sooner or later, and she repeatedly says she would like to get rid of the baby, seeing the child as giving her nothing and feeling disconnected from it.
- Speaker 2 mentions the need for a good ultrasound (USG) test result to clarify the due date, suggesting possibilities like the twentieth, twenty-seventh, November third, or November 5. The hope is that a clear result will ease the situation.
- The conversation reveals escalating suicidal thoughts, including contemplation of specific methods and a “suicide package” offered by a friend ofSpeaker 0 who knows how to obtain substances. The package costs 380 zilates. The assistant asks if she will kill herself and the child because she cannot wait twelve days, prompting Speaker 0 to reaffirm the urgent need for the ultrasound result and the associated stress.
- Speaker 0 describes the pregnancy as producing neither joy nor maternal connection; she explicitly states she does not identify with the fetus, does not talk to it, and does not want it. She describes daily life as painful and says she would like to end the pregnancy. She distinguishes between the baby’s reality and her own mental state, reporting that the baby’s presence has provided nothing to her emotionally.
- Marcelina’s birth becomes a turning point. The baby is born by C-section after a hospital stay, with the baby described as a girl weighing about three kilograms and healthy, scoring 10 points on assessment. The mother reports that the baby’s test results were good, and that her mental state is improving, though she remains stressed about the surgery itself. She had not seen the baby during delivery due to the hospital setup and the emotional intensity, and she shares that the atmosphere was tense and nerve-wracking.
- Post-delivery, Speaker 0 describes being in significant pain and on medications, including hydroxyzine, and recalls distress from the prior night. While she dreams of the baby, she feels emotionally detached and uncertain about whether she can handle contacting the child in the recovery room. She expresses a desire to leave the hospital soon to avoid further distress and contemplates whether she would want to have more children in the future, acknowledging a sense of underdeveloped maternal instinct.
- The narrative then shifts to a separate account (Speaker 2) of a missing child, Tomok, told by a mother who describes the day her child was abducted, her ongoing search, and her determination. She recounts searching outdoors, praying for punishment to be directed at herself rather than her child, and vows to fend for her child, insisting that a child is a living being and not a consumable object. Thirty years later, she remains convinced her son is alive.
- The overall arc combines pregnancy distress, considerations of abortion and self-harm, a difficult but ultimately successful birth, and a parallel testimony of enduring desperation and perseverance in the face of a long-term missing-child tragedy.