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@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This thread is Chapter 53, titled, “Diminution & Expulsion at the Third Trimester:” of *Dance of the Seven Veils II: *Prenatal/Perinatal Psychology, Mythology, & Your Divine Self* *Infant to Prenate, Veils Four-Six* by Michael Adzema … https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/1 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[D7V2] Which is Vol 3 in The Path of Ecstasy Series* Ch 53 is subtitled, “The Why & Way of Mind,or Ego, Separating fr Universal Consciousness… “Ejection fr “Eden” Happens to Everyone During Fetal Malnutrition: Suffering Builds a Character” https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/2 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[*Quotes/highlights:*] “In such manner...are the patterns of ego & ‘mind’ separated & severed from underlying & forgotten (but not unfelt) patterns of archetypal, karmic, psychic, & universal Self existing as body.” [] READ/DW CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology D7V2 53/3 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “The newly emergent conceptual bank is ripe for the impressions of society & culture.” [] READ &/or dwnl entire CH free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition D7V2 53/4 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[*Chapter 53 text begins:*] “The first fall from grace in coming into Form for all of us involves the events around conception...our peri-conceptional events. Before Form we were No-Form...formless.” READ CH https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #Ego #birth #prenatal D7V2 53/5 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We existed, for we are immortal. But without form. You might say our existence lie in the No-Form State. In coming into Form, we fall from grace...each of us, just as Lucifer (who is a metaphor for us) did.” READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego D7V2 53/6 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is not that we made a mistake in doing that. We are essentially Divine, so there are no errors. It is only our early Pain, especially our prenatal & perinatal pain,that causes us to make what is perfect into something that is wrong or bad.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/7 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Indeed, this chapter will help to explain how we do that in regards to death...in creating death at all, since we are immortal.” READ CHAPTER> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/8 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This coming into Form from No-From & this first fall from grace is explained in detail in the forthcoming volume in *Dance of the Seven Veils*.” READ &/or dwl entire CH free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psyche #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/9 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“That is the third volume, which is subtitled,*Peri-Conceptional/Transpersonal Psychology, Mythology, & Your Original Face...Cellular to Soulular*.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/10 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Coming from No-Form into Form existence is related to what Ken Wilber (1977) has called the *primary dualism*. In this we create matter & non-matter.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/11 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Yet time is not created. Our existence in the womb, as in the No-Form State, is timeless. There is no past & future. This is where we get our ideas of an Eternal Now.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/12 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Then something happens. We create time in the course of our perinatal experiences, beginning during our travails when we are still in the womb during the third trimester when things have started to get rough.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #birth D7V2 53/13 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Secondary Dualism—The Beginnings of Diminishing Divinity & of Our Becoming Just an Idea*” “Ontogenetically, it follows then, the second fall is birth..." READ &/or dwl entire CH free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #Ego #consciousness #prenatal D7V2 53/14 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
"...[the second fall is birth] & correlates with Ken Wilber’s *secondary dualism*, which he relates to the creation of time. As Wilber (1977) puts it, “the *why* of time’s genesis...it is nothing other than man’s *avoidance of death*.”” THREAD https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/15 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Wilber continues as follows, quoting Benoit (1955): “It is with the arising of the Existential Level that there occurs the infamous debate of ‘to be or not to be’; because at the moment man severs his organism from his environment, then,...” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/16 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”Suddenly he becomes conscious that his principle is not the principle of the universe, that there are things that exist independently of him, he becomes conscious of it in suffering from contact with the world-obstacle.”” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology D7V2 53/17 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“At this moment appears conscious fear of death, of the danger which the Not-Self represents for the Self.” READ &/or dwnld entire CH free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #perinatal D7V2 53/18 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Creation of Death in Encounter with the World-Obstacle* “We see that fear of death arises out of suffering from contact with the “world-obstacle.”” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/19 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The metaphorical reflections of this, biologically, are the fetus’s encounter with suffering in the later stages of pregnancy.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition D7V2 53/20 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The fetus encounters the “world-obstacle,” the uterus, with the confinedness in the womb & its attendant suffering increasing daily & hourly.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/21 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The fetus becomes even more conscious of this obstacle—& more identified with its physical form—in reaction to the Energy eruption from frustration.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/22 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Wall: The creation of pain, time, & death occurs with the encounter w the “World-Obstacle.”* “So it is here, farther along in the gestation process, that we feel the separation (from Divinity) w the encounter w the wall of the uterus.” https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/23 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“People use that metaphor: “I hit the wall.” In other words, “I’ve reached my limit.” This hearkens back to that time in the womb.” READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/24 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“S. Giora Shoham (1990) writes, “In the midst of his omnipresent egocentricity, he experiences disastrously hostile surroundings”” READ &/or dwnld entire CH free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal D7V2 53/25 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Though Shoham likens this to the “expulsion” phase of birth, this experience actually begins a little earlier, during the BPM II phase of birth—that is, in the late stages of pregnancy prior to the onset of labor.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psyche #womb #Ego D7V2 53/26 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Let me clarify this. With the primary split, what I am calling *Veil Seven*, occurring with the creation of sperm & egg from no-thing-ness, one’s intention can be different from the intention of Other.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego D7V2 53/27 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Indeed, one perspective on this is that a difference in intention *causes* the creation of sperm & egg. That is to say, the foundation of the world is wrought of an initial rebellion from God.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche #Periconceptional #consciousness D7V2 53/28 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“& with this we can compare the myth of Lucifer, which explains why, as I have put it, Lucifer represents everyperson. “Or as I view it, which I believe is the less “tainted” of the two perspectives & thus more likely to be true,..” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/29 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…the creation of the world begins out of Divinity’s intention to expand Experience through a process of forgetting, which makes additional experience possible. Or, more succinctly, God “just wants to have fun.”” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb D7V2 53/30 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Regardless, up until this point in the developments prior to birth, these two intentions have rarely been at odds: The self’s intentions to grow & to expand have been nurtured & aided, in a wonderfully synchronistic way, by the Other—” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/31 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“—in this case, specifically, by the environment of the mother’s body.” “Toward the end of pregnancy, however, the organism’s intentions to grow & expand are contrary to the environment’s intentions to resist its further growth in response.” https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/32 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“By this I mean simply that there are limits to the elasticity of the womb & the mother’s body, which result in its becoming an increasing & contrary factor, creating pressure & “weighing in” as a force against the fetus’s growth.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/33 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“To the fetus, however, with the possibility of a different perspective—a “bi-focal” world arising with the primary split—it is as if the environment has “turned against” or “betrayed” it.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/34 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“At any rate, this friction of opposing intentions (or perspectives) is Energy,just raw Energy until it is labeled. As Wilber put it: “As an e.g. of this entire movement, let us again use the mobilization of anger,as when a person strikes me.” https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/35 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The actual strike itself, in its simplest form, is just a movement of the universe, but as the primary dualism starts to occur, I sense a mobilization of energy arising within me.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/36 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“At this stage—before the primary dualism hardens—this energy is still pure, informal, intemporal….”” READ &/or dwnld entire CH free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #Eden #FetalMalnutrition D7V2 53/37 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Creation of Pleasure & Pain* “In our example, of course, it is not someone striking the fetus. It is something—felt at times as someone—opposing the fetus’s uninhibited growth.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal D7V2 53/38 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The pattern is the same, however, in that “in its simplest form” the actual blocking of the fetus’s free movement “is just a movement of the universe.” “However, then the prenate does what indeed we all did.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego D7V2 53/39 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Since we were not “wholly” enough to accept this pure energy as simply *our* energy, our Divinity—this is a consequence of the primary split in the creation of Form out of No-Formness, or Veil 7, coming about at conception—” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche D7V2 53/40 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[Since we were not “wholly” enough to accept this pure energy as simply *our* energy, our Divinity—] we make it “wrong,” we “label” it pain.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/41 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This, of course, is not conceptual labeling here since concepts do not exist as yet. Rather, it is pure, organismic avoidance/rejection...a kind of cosmic mistrust of the events that are occurring.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #prenatal D7V2 53/42 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We re-create this in later life every time we turn away from the discomforts & challenges of life instead of facing & embracing & learning the lessons for which these unwanted events have come to enlighten us.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego D7V2 53/43 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Therefore, out of the original creation of self & Other or organism & environment—with its concomitant of organism & obstacle (world-obstacle)—” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/44 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[out of the original creation of self & Other or organism & environment—] we have created the splitting of primary Energy into energy inside & energy coming from outside, into right & wrong, & therewith, pleasure & pain.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology D7V2 53/45 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*We create time to escape from an insufferable Now...therein we create death.* “Furthermore, since we cannot escape pain into space (we cannot move away or out...yet), we create another duality: the duality of time—of past & future.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/46 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Remember what was said earlier about Janus, the two-faced god, representing beginnings & the fact that it faces in two directions, past & future. Thus, time.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/47 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The fetus, in that time prior to birth (“up against the wall”), seeks to escape into memories of a sweetness just recently removed. With this move we have created the duality of life & death, of being & nonbeing.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psyche #womb #Ego D7V2 53/48 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We have created nonbeing in that we are trying to escape the Now into the past, which is a mere memory, an *idea*, a reflection only of the Now." THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/49 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Furthermore, in this way it can be said that the genesis of time lies in the mechanism of regression, or the drive to return to the womb...” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/50 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“….regardless that initially that time in the womb one seeks to create is an earlier womb state & one actually is still *in* the womb while seeking it!” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/51 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So it is that, also, we have the beginnings, the earliest template actually, of all later neurosis, which involves a retreat from the present, the Now, into an earlier time—a regression—that was blissful or more pleasurable.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche D7V2 53/52 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Creation of Loneliness & the Expulsion from Paradise at Birth* “S. Giora Shoham (1990) provides additional light on this second phase of separation.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/53 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[Shoham] mistakenly relates the second phase of separation to that between early & later orality during the toddler stage of development, meaning approximately age two to three. READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal D7V2 53/54 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However, for reasons having to do with this annoying (to me) fear of intellectuals to entertain the notion of prenatal consciousness, his second phase instead fits more perfectly with the phase of separation at birth, my Veil Four.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/55 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Shoham would have put it there [at birth], too, if he were operating out of a model acknowledging prenatal memory & consciousness & thus requiring placement of his previous phase, phase one, in the womb.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth D7V2 53/56 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Shoham notes, first of all, that the second phase of separation involves being ejected from “pantheistic togetherness” & that it is related to the mythical “expulsion from paradise.”” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/57 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Considering what has been said so far & what is known about the experience of being in the womb & of being born...for example, BPM I, followed by BPM II & BPM III, in Grof’s terminology...” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/58 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…it should be clear how the experiential & mythical components Shoham cites relate to the experience of birth. Instead.” READ &/or dwl entire CH free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/59 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Therefore, in the next part of this book, having to do with Veil Five, prenatal malnutrition, we will see how more accurately the beginning of that expulsion from pantheistic togetherness occurs a little earlier, during the third trimester.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/60 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Nonetheless, birth is the culminating & graphic depiction of that expulsion. Indeed, it might even be said that…” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition #Mind D7V2 53/61 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…the phase of fetal malnutrition, Veil Five, relates to that time in Eden when, with this beginning of mistrust of the Divine, Eve is tempted by the serpent, which would be the umbilicus, with its placenta, & the mother in general.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/62 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So it is that mistrust, temptation, crime & guilt—indeed, in the womb, w the onset of hypoxia & confinedness, one begins to feel guilty, for one wonders what one has done wrong to cause this change of state so drastically fr bliss to horror—” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/63 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[So it is that mistrust, temptation, crime & guilt] & separation from Divinity are the characteristics of both the time in Eden around the eating of the apple & the time in the third trimester.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness D7V2 53/64 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Birth as “Stern Judgment”* “Furthermore, Shoham writes that this expulsion from paradise “sees God condemning man to a cursed land in which he will live in sorrow all his temporal life.”” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/65 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This statement [by Shoham] expresses, indeed, the consequences of birth pain on a person’s life.” READ &/or dwl entire CH free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #Mind D7V2 53/66 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However, his statement that “the pantheistic neonate learns through deprivational interaction...that he is not with everything but against everything” is not quite true.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/67 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“By “deprivational interaction,” Shoham is referring to the insufficient satisfaction of needs which must, to some extent, occur postnatally with feeding, comfort, closeness deprivations.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/68 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Thus, with this instead occurring in the womb, it is not through *deprivational* interaction (not yet, anyway) but through *confrontational* interaction with the uterus…” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal D7V2 53/69 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…[it is through *confrontational* interaction with the uterus] in the manner previously described that the neonate first learns such a hard lesson:” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/70 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Which is that its size is contrary to its environment’s “intention” for it to “not grow.”” READ &/or dwnl entire CH free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #archetypes D7V2 53/71 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However, in that Veil 5 relating to the 3rd trimester is characterized, along with confinedness, w reduction or nutrients & O2 (you will see why in the next part, on the next Veil), there is that element of deprivation in the womb as well.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/72 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Regardless, as Shoham then points out, this event, surely enough, “gives way to the loneliness & encapsulated existence of the human individualized *separatum*.”” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal D7V2 53/73 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The upshot is that we become separated from our true self & our Divine nature at birth; at birth a second duality arises in us.” READ CHAPTER… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/74 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Or, in my framework, being more elaborate, it is the fourth separation, following the ones at conception, the womb, & prenatal malnutrition.” READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/75 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Or taking it to its beginnings in the womb, at the time of prenatal hell, Veil Five, with the separation of intentions—that is to say, for the child to grow, for the uterus (mother) to resist growth—" THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #prenatal D7V2 53/76 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“—[at the time of prenatal hell, Veil Five, with the separation of intentions] there is the beginnings of that separation & ultimate loneliness.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/77 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
““This separation,” like the earlier separation in the creation of sperm & ovum (we get into that, also, later on, with Veil Seven, which has to do with conception), “is also perceived by the organism as a catastrophe.”” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology D7V2 53/78 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is coupled with a transition from grace in the womb “to the harshness of temporal stern judgment.” For *stern judgment*, read *birth*.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/79 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Why is birth “stern judgment”? It is so because something happens in the womb that is with us for the rest of our lives. This coming up against the uterine wall is seen as a judgment by the fetus. I will explain why in a little bit.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/80 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Especially we will deal with this in the Veil to come, Veil Five, “Prenatal Hell...Third Trimester Malnutrition & Hypoxia.”” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #FetalMalnutrition D7V2 53/81 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is this aspect of the third trimester guilt, & the time in Eden after eating the apple, that is most associated with Shoham’s other quality of this expulsion.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/82 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“First, let me point out Shoham’s statement “the light of Infinity was boundless, eternal, imperceptible, & nondifferentiated” before creation.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/83 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Furthermore: “The motivation of the emanating Infinity in forming separate entities was to be able to confer grace on them.” This makes sense, “because within the unity of Infinity there can be no giving & no receiving.”” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology D7V2 53/84 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In this statement, we see that Shoham’s understanding of the why of the entire separation is similar to mine,..” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition #Mind D7V2 53/85 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…which [understanding] is that it is not about rebellion against God but about the Divine’s intention, in my words,“to have fun,” in Shoham’s, because otherwise there could “be no giving & receiving.”” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #prenatal D7V2 53/86 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“I feel my explanation is the better one, by the way, in that Shoham’s view does not explain why Divinity would even want “giving & receiving.” I mean out of everything, how does that come out as being the *sui generis* of it all.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/87 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In the vernacular, “Why is that even a thing?” Whereas my take on it explains that “giving & receiving” are aspects of the experience of God.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/88 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Further, [Shoham's] explanation does not encompass why there would be the opposite of “giving & receiving” that is to say, pain, evil, hate, & suffering.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardo #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/89 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Mine does, in that all are aspects of expanding the parameters of Experience, in glorification of the All-That-Is, which is what I put forth as being the *sui generis* of Existence & Divine Intention.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth D7V2 53/90 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However, Shoham’s prime motive of “giving & receiving” does bear fruit of its own.” READ &/or dwnl entire CH free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition D7V2 53/91 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“For it follows from it that one has to have an Other in order to have the joy of flowing in & flowing out. There was no flow-in, flow-out prior to the time of the creation of Form.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #birth #consciousness #prenatal D7V2 53/92 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However, Shoham claims that “the differentiation of the emanant is effected by its swallowing of harsh Dinim (stern judgments).”” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/93 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So originally, after the creation of sperm & egg, after the creation of form, the “differentiation”—that is to say, the continued elaboration of form, of the individual—is brought about by the encounter with stern judgments.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche D7V2 53/94 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“On the adult level, we would say “suffering builds character.” Better put, “suffering builds ‘a character’ (all right).”” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psyche #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition D7V2 53/95 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Loss of Harmony of Intention* “However on the prenatal level, this means that…” READ &/or dwnl entire CH free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition D7V2 53/96 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…after the original duality there is the continued possibility, not only for there to be giving & receiving (flowing in, flowing out), but for there to be differences in intention between the self & the Other.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego D7V2 53/97 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“& it is through the successive encounters with these differences or frictions of intention that the organism is stimulated to differentiate. In other words, the prenatal organism must grow in order to survive.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego D7V2 53/98 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“More & more the fetus comes up against “harsh reality” & this causes it to become more & more differentiated, to become more & more complex & less & less unitary.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psyche #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal D7V2 53/99 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The prenatal penultimate of this occurs, as mentioned, in the final stages of gestation in the fetus’s coming up against the resistance of the womb, which results in a *major* differentiation or complexity—the creation of another duality.” > https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/100 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“But all along, as well, there have been the “swallowings” of harsh *Dinims* that have resulted in differentiation & increased complexity:” READ &/or dwl entire CH free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/101 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“the incompleteness & inferiority feelings of the sperm & egg (they have only half the number of chromosomes, after all) leading to the need to unite,..” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal D7V2 53/102 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…the “survivor guilt” of the fertilized egg leading to cell multiplication, & the foundationlessness of the blastocyst leading to the need to implant in the uterine wall.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/103 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Yet for this entire time in the womb, while there are obstacles, there are also ways around them, not to mention the experience of grace all about (being synchronistically nurtured by the womb).” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness D7V2 53/104 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is akin to a stream flowing downhill, over & around rocks & debris; no stopping it. As a fetus, one’s intention is to grow & grow & grow.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/105 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So you’re expanding, you’re becoming blissful—you’re “blasting, billowing, bursting forth with the power of ten-billion butterfly sneezes.” Then all of a sudden: Boom! You hit a wall.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/106 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Now there is no bubbling blissfully over it, no courseway around it; no exit. “It is felt as a stern judgment: “What did I do wrong?” & this causes one to differentiate more.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/107 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“You no longer say: “Wow, I’m the whole universe.” Now you have to say: “I’m not what I thought I was.” This is the incipient Ego talking.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/108 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In a way, there is fear: there is this “aggressor” (the womb); you have to “defend” in a way. & the beginnings of defenses are most accurately the beginnings of Ego & of Ego boundary.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal D7V2 53/109 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*To Summarize* “To summarize, “The breaking of the vessels generated vileness in divinity & then vicariously in creation.”18 While Shoham considered this “breaking of the vessels” to be birth,..” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness D7V2 53/110 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…you are aware that I consider those vessels broken to be that of the ovarian sac of the mother & the testicles of the father—both of which are instrumental developments in creating the event of conception.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego D7V2 53/111 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“That is, the creation of sperm & ovum created the possibility of corruption, of difference in intention from that of the Divine. That is the beginning of “evil,” which is the opposite of “live.”” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness D7V2 53/112 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Or, another way of saying that, that is the beginning of having intentions other than the Divine’s intention which are pro-life & goodness, to have one’s that are self-destructive, anti-life, & thus its opposite, *evil*.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology D7V2 53/113 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“That is why the prenatal matrices I delineate are matrices of evil, the origins of evil. We’re getting there. Just hang on.” READ &/or dwnld entire CH free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/114 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Pitiable Result* “Then, “the expulsion of man from pantheistic paradise, resulted in the creation of the first human polar archetypes.”” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/115 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So with birth, beginning in the third trimester, there is the creation of the first polar archetypes—the creation of past & future, space & time, & birth & death.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal D7V2 53/116 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In such manner, then, are the patterns of Ego & “mind” separated & severed from underlying & forgotten (but not *unfelt*) patterns of archetypal, karmic, psychic, & universal Self existing as body.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psyche #womb #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/117 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The newly emergent conceptual bank is ripe for the impressions of society & culture. Hence, we see emerging & impinging on that “tabula rasa” the biosocial bands.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #primal D7V2 53/118 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“These [biosocial bands] are the impressions of parent & community, as described under the processes of Veil 3, the primal scene & loss of selfhood; & Veil Two, rites of passage & Identity. (See *Dance of the Seven Veils I*.)” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology D7V2 53/119 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“With all that I have advanced under consideration, now, you see that the end result of the series of “falls from grace” we go thru in the course of our leaving the Godhead & coming back into Form existence is a pitiful portrait of a human.” https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/120 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The process is consistent with one revealed as well in the *Tibetan Book of the Dead*, where the cycle of reincarnation involves descents from greater awareness in the course of coming into Form.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #womb #Ego #bardos #consciousness D7V2 53/121 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The “Wrathful Deities” of the Prenatal* “Additionally, *The Tibetan Book of the Dead* describes a pattern of descent from an opportunity, in our after-death state, for mergence with The Clear Light of the Void, into various bardos.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/122 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“These bardos are regions encountered in that descent—from the Divine possibility of mergence with The Clear Light—with each region corresponding to lesser, more devolved, states. That is, until emergence in Form, specifically birth, occurs.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/123 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In *Falls from Grace*, I showed how…” READ &/or dwnl entire CH free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition #Mind #archetypes #Self #gestation #Lucifer D7V2 53/124 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…several of those bardos, occurring just prior to birth, coincided with the experiences we now know to occur during our state of existence as egg cells in our mother’s bodies, as sperm inside our fathers,& during our womb existence.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/125 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“They are lesser states from the Light, yet the most profound descent occurs at birth, at that point completely living in a Form existence & dominated, now, by Time.” READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/126 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Prenatal—specifically that of fetal malnutrition during the last trimester of gestation (we’ll get into that next Veil)—& perinatal trauma causes this first major shutdown, this first major forgetting of our Divinity.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche #womb D7V2 53/127 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Indeed the second to the last bardo before birth, the Chonyid Bardo, characterized, according to *The Tibetan Book of the Dead* by the emergence of fearful & wrathful deities, correlates to our time just before birth of fetal malnutrition.” https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/128 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Most certainly, as you will see, our womb existence can be described as encountering blissful (during BPM I, Veil 6) then horrifically painful (fetal malnutrition, Veil 5), periods of the first two, then the third, trimesters, respectively.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/129 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“And from that bardo, it is said we proceed into the Sidpa Bardo, the “bardo of rebirth,” where we encounter visions related to a next birth.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/130 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Typically, this might include hallucinations arising from karmic material as well as of sexual imagery of passionately embracing men & women. This is clearly related, then, to birth itself, Veil Four.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth D7V2 53/131 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“& the intertwined images of lovers is provocatively suggestive of memory of the coming together of the chromosomal strands of DNA, which initiates the next cycle of birth,..” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/132 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…as well as [the intertwined images of lovers] symbolizes the desires that bring about incarnation in Form to begin with.” READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #Mind D7V2 53/133 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Note, however, that we flee from the wrathful deities into this sexuality, conception, & rebirth, for we are not ready for the Clear Light of liberation. The lining up of these bardos,..” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/134 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…with their blissful & hellacious correlates...karmically propelled, mind you...with the Veils I am proposing (4 through 6) is why I say that at birth & during fetal malnutrition our karmic strands are indelibly imprinted on our character.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/135 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is also why I claim we flee into birth into the world, being unable to retain our Divinity amid the assault of heavenly & demonic experiences." THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/136 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Which indeed we do: We escape from the excruciating pain of pre-birth fetal malnutrition by being born.” READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition #Mind D7V2 53/137 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is that prenatal hell, which is the next Veil—involving the compression & hypoxia occurring to virtually all of us during the third trimester of gestation—that we are ever trying futilely, pathetically to put behind us.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche D7V2 53/138 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*“In the Sweat of Thy Brow” & Mortality* “Furthermore, it is clear that by being tossed out of the Garden—forced to fill up our days with grueling hard work, for men, & forced to repress one’s sexuality & be dominated by men, for women— >… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/139 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[by being tossed out of the Garden] —so much of our time & attention would be taken up so that we would no longer have the leisure allowing us to fall into & realize (to “feel through to”) our prenatal & perinatal trauma…” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche D7V2 53/140 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…& the wisdom & knowledge of immortality that lies beyond it (which is enmeshed within the joy grids & the spiritual grids).” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/141 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Thus “God’s punishment” of ejection from Eden, metaphorically speaking, does take us away from our knowledge of our immortality.” READ &/or dwnl entire CH free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal D7V2 53/142 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Although early gatherer-hunters *did* have such leisure time & they did, & do, engage in shamanic practices & trance states, available to all in the community, young & old.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/143 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In these practices, sometimes with the help of *entheogens*—literally, “creating the divine within”—or what are commonly called *psychedelics* (meaning, “mind expanding”), though not always,..” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness D7V2 53/144 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…& sometimes employing non-drug psychotechnologies of consciousness expansion, these primal people actually have been able to re-capture that knowledge of our immortality.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/145 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Sometimes they have been able to “feel back through” the traumatic experiences blocking it & to re-experience that state—associated with our early prenatal state—of connection with Divinity.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/146 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Yet consider, has our situation in modern times changed all that?” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition #Mind #archetypes #Self #Lucifer #ThirdTrimester D7V2 53/147 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“You might say we have no spare time & we must fill up our days struggling to survive, to make money. However, if that is so, how does one account for the immense amount of time postmodern humans spend shopping, entertaining,..” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/148 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…being entertained by media, playing video games, taking the kids all about & everywhere, imbibing or smoking intoxicants & partying, spectating & talking about sports, watching television, & on the internet socializing.“ THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology D7V2 53/149 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Just an aside, but maybe it is simply a matter of priorities that keeps us from regaining again what we lost at the beginning of time.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/150 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Added to that, consider how much time people spend in boredom, whatever they are doing. It is not just adolescents who consider most of what they are doing to be “*bo*-ring.”” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal D7V2 53/151 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is just that teens are more honest about their lives & less removed from a memory of a time of wonder that is everyone’s childhood where life was delicious, fresh, & new, anything but boring.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness D7V2 53/152 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“If you are honest, you will admit that the great majority of the time you spend, even in activities, is less, often considerably less, than “juicy.”” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/153 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This is the life we are given by civilization, removed from vivid, unpredictable, endlessly exciting & rewarding, & profoundly growthful & spirit-infused experience.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/154 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“There is no ADD (attention deficit disorder) among pre-civilizational peoples. Why would one’s mind wander when the present is so thoroughly engaging, so thoroughly interesting?” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal D7V2 53/155 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Our lives in modernity are truly shallow & empty compared to the deep & fully feeling lives we had in Nature...are capable of...& could have again.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/156 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In which case, maybe the day has finally dawned for a return to Eden. Let us take up that auspicious prospect next.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #Mind #archetypes D7V2 53/157 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We take now a look at what is preventing our happiness, our return to Eden, & what can be said about changing that...about going hOMe.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/158 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This has been a thread of the entire Ch 53, “Diminution & Expulsion at the 3rd Trimester: of *Dance of the Seven Veils II* by Michael Adzema THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/159 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Chapter 53 is subtitled, “The Why & Way of Mind, or Ego, Separating from Universal Consciousness… “Ejection from “Eden” Happens to Everyone During Fetal Malnutrition: Suffering Builds a Character” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth D7V2 53/160 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
My book is subtitled, *Prenatal/Perinatal Psychology, Mythology, & Your Divine Self* *Infant to Prenate, Veils Four-Six* & it is Volume 3 in The Path of Ecstasy Series READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #bardos #primal D7V2 53/161 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
*Dance of the Seven Veils II* by Michael Adzema is being released in paperback & ebook any day now and might already be available when you read this. This is a complimentary chapter from the book. READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth D7V2 53/162 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The complete chapter is available online at the links in this thread. This link is to a pdf copy of Chapter 53, “Diminution & Expulsion at the Third Trimester” of *Dance of the Seven Veils II* To read &/or download a copy, click: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psyche D7V2 53/163 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
It is time now to regain the primal legacy of belongingness in Divinity & Nature which we lost when we claimed ourselves “crown of creation” & peak of the evolutionary pyramid. This book is a powerful aid in regaining one’s authentic self. … https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/164 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…if we do not regain our truer & underlying humanity, & instead, coming forth as we normally do, we continue acting out of our pain grids, we are not going to have a ‘human’ experience…” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/165 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…or even an Earthly life experience to be detailing & exploring, in the future, let alone people to hear about them.” READ &/or dwnl entire CH free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/166 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
In looking at these matrices embedded in us through our cellular & womb & birth experiences, it will be possible to have our best chance to get a look at existence outside of these matrices—the No-Form State. READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #primal D7V2 53/167 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
If you like & agree w these ideas & want more attention on them, feel free to download the chapter & pass it around, as you wish; use it to share this perspective & please send any comments/reviews of the book to me at sillymickel@yahoo.com https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/168 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The idea being I might be able to use your comments in describing it in my own sharing on social media. READ &/or dwl entire CH free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/169 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
@threadreaderapp unroll #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition #Mind #archetype #Self #gestation #Lucifer #ThirdTrimester #immortality #FallFromGrace #NoFormState #Wilber #PrimaryDualism #timelessness
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
@threadreaderapp “@reSeeIt save thread”
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
@threadreaderapp @reSeeIt @reSeeIt save thread
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This thread is Ch 51: “Birth—Genesis, the Fall: of *Dance of the 7 Veils II: *Prenatal/Perinatal Psychology, Mythology, & Your Divine Self* *Infant to Prenate, Veils 4-6* by Michael Adzema Which is Vol 3 in The Path of Ecstasy Series* https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/1
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Chapter 51 is subtitled, “The Meanings of the Serpent, the Tree of Life & of Knowledge of Good & Evil… “Our Prenatal & Perinatal Experiences Predispose Our Beliefs & Disguise Our Revelations” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psyche #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[*Quotes/highlights:*] “The Garden is the womb, God is the mother, the serpent is birth pain, the apple is meat, & the Tree of Life is the placenta.” [] READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/3
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “…in feeling thru our prenatal & perinatal pain & re-establishing our foundation within the joy grids of the early womb experience, we find ourselves, not just aware of our immortality,..” [] THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #primal #consciousness D7V2 51/4
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “…but also smack up against a fount that seems to emanate all wisdom, all knowledge. That is the Tree of Life, of which it is said we would live forever.” [] READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/5
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[ Chapter 51 text begins:] “As you would expect, birth dynamics occur a great deal within creation mythology.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis D7V2 51/6
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So it is that [birth dynamics are] easily visible within the creation myth most common in the Christian, Jewish, & Muslim worlds—concerning Eden & The Fall as in *Genesis*.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/7
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Garden Is the Womb* “Regarding the mythological Veil from birth that is thrown upon our doors of perception, then, we enter thru a familiar gate: Let us recall these words fr *Genesis* concerning our fall fr grace & expulsion from Eden:” https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/8
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
““And the LORD God commanded him, “You may eat freely from every tree of the garden, but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil; for in the day that you eat of it, you will surely die.””” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology D7V2 51/9
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Thereupon, after eating the fruit of that tree, at the urging of the serpent, the consequences are laid out: “”Unto the woman he said, “”I will greatly multiply thy sorrow & thy conception; “”in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children;” >… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/10
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”and thy desire shall be to thy husband, “”and he shall rule over thee. “”And unto Adam he said, “”Because thou has hearkened unto the voice of thy wife, “”and hast eaten of the tree, READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/11
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”of which I commanded thee, saying, “””Though shalt not eat of it:””” “”…cursed is the ground for thy sake;”” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis D7V2 51/12
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”in sorrow shalt thou eat of it all the days of thy life: “”thorns also & thistles shall it bring forth to thee; “”and thou shalt eat the herb of the field; “”in the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread,”” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth D7V2 51/13
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”…till thou return unto the ground; “for out of it wast thou taken: “for dust thou art, “and unto dust shalt thou return.”” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis D7V2 51/14
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”And Adam called his wife’s name; because she was the mother of all living. “”Unto Adam also & to his wife did the LORD God make coats of skins, & clothed them.”” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/15
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”And the LORD God said, Behold, the man is become as one of us, to know good & evil: & now, lest he put forth his hand, & take also of the tree of life, & eat, & live for ever:”” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 51/16
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”therefore the LORD God sent him forth from the garden of Eden, to till the ground from whence he was taken.”” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis #PMEs D7V2 51/17
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”So he drove out the man: & he placed at the east of the garden of Eden cherubim, & a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep the way of the tree of life.” (Genesis, 3: 16-24)” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/18
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“To start then, of the elements in Eden, what is the serpent? What the Tree of Life? What is the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil? What is God?” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/19
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“For that matter, what is the Garden? That part should at least be clear by now. The Garden represents our time, prenatally—it is a time in the womb characterized by all the qualities of Eden: connection with Divinity,...” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #psychology D7V2 51/20
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…[qualities of Eden: connection with Divinity,] harmony of everything, bliss & happiness, contentment, & all the rest. Looking at the meanings of the other elements brings some astonishing revelations.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psyche #myth #womb D7V2 51/21
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*And God Is Mom* “Beginning with the most obvious, it is clear enough who the God corollary is,which is one’s mother.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis D7V2 51/22
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is also Divinity Itself, as we are still, during our womb existence, connected to more expansive & supernatural powers & awareness at the same time as we are connected to our mother & are united with her in feeling & bonhomie.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/23
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“But what of the others? . “*The Serpent in Eden* “Well, the fact that it is a serpent that initiates this foofaraw in the Garden has meaning as well.” . “*Is Birth Pain*” . READ/DWL CH> https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 51/24
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Is Birth Pain* “As Michael C. Irving (1988) has revealed to us & I have related in several of my works, serpents, snakes, & dragons represent our birth pain for many reasons.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 51/25
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Among these are the fact that snakes can be crushing, as was the womb for us in the last stage of gestation & is the case during the birth process; & that their shape represents the birth canal, the birth “tunnel.”” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology D7V2 51/26
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“I would like to add that the fact that [snakes] are thought of as poisonous is directly connected with our experience in the third trimester of gestation.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/27
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“As I will explain as we go along, at that time we experience a matrix of feelings involved with being poisoned. & poisoned how?” READ &/or dwnl entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/28
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Well, this poisoning is caused by a backup of waste matter which is not being removed as efficiently as it had previously thru the umbilical cord. Poisoned by who? Why, by the umbilical cord! Which fits even more with a snake shape.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/29
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Sure enough, as I explained in detail in my book, *Prodigal Human* (2016) & as I have elaborated on, as well, in *Planetmates* (2014), it is our primal pain—specifically our prenatal & perinatal trauma—that pushes the discomfort…” READ/DW CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/30
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…& the “fevered brain” that causes humans to do the abominable things we end up doing in our “evolution” (our devolution, actually).” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden D7V2 51/31
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is the “serpent” of the repressed & potent traumas of our birth that speaks to us in the middle of the night casting doubt in our minds.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal D7V2 51/32
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is the snake of perinatal pain that drew Eve & then Adam (metaphorically speaking) to stray from our state of never-ending bliss.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal D7V2 51/33
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In actuality, a serpent of anxiety & mistrust of Nature, it was, who seduced our hominid ancestors to lose faith in the Divine Providence that we & the rest of Nature had relied on for millions of years.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb D7V2 51/34
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“A fear coiled within pushed them to expand the boundaries of the bounty already provided by Nature & the Divine into darker means of sustenance—the flesh of our “cousins,” specifically, our mammal planetmates.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth D7V2 51/35
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Apple Is Meat* “For, as it happens, we did that Edenal original “sin”...over the course of our millions of years of devolution...when humans began hunting, forgoing the ease & plenty attendant to foraging alone.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #devolution D7V2 51/36
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Then, in as radical...tho imperceptible & profoundly gradual...a turn as that depicted 4 Adam & Eve after they ate the apple, the rest of the horrible & unthinkable actions of humans—abominable fr the perspective of the rest of Nature—began.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/37
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“They were set into motion with the killing of planetmates. Hunting results in our straying from Nature & losing our connection with Divinity—being cast out of the Garden. The “serpent” made us do it; our perinatal pain did push us.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/38
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Let me be clear: The serpent, which is our birth trauma—specifically our prenatal & perinatal pain—caused anxiety in us & mistrust of Nature, & the Divine, to provide for us.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 51/39
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Hence, we disdained being merely foragers & began eating flesh that resembled our own—meat. This was the fruit of the tree of which we were warned not to eat. Meat was the apple in the Garden of Eden.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb D7V2 51/40
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It was our birth pain, the serpent, that pushed us to begin hunting & eating planetmate flesh like our own. We began standing upright as long as ten million years ago.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psyche #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/41
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“When we did, it resulted in birth pain for the infant along with prematurity of births. This caused the anxiety & basic mistrust that made hominids feel they needed to augment their diet with meat.” READ/DWL CH> https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb D7V2 51/42
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We began hunting approximately one & a half million years ago. “Thus, we lived in Eden until about one & a half million years ago, when humans began hunting.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/43
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The serpent—our prenatal & perinatal pain—began showing up in “Eden” somewhere between twelve million years ago & one & a half million years ago.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/44
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“For that is the time during which we gradually began our doubt about our existence, specifically about our survival—our ability to be sustained by the Universe, the Divine—& began to mistrust Divine Providence, the Great Mother.” READ/DWL CH> https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/45
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Eventually that resulted in us “eating the apple” (meat); & we left Eden. Indeed, approximately 1 1/2 million years ago our ancestors began consuming planetmate flesh like our own—mammalian flesh, red & bloody meat.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology D7V2 51/46
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Trees in Eden* “This leads us to ponder the question, then, what do we make of the two trees mentioned in Genesis—the one with the forbidden fruit & the one which would allow us to “live forever”?” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb D7V2 51/47
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil*” . READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis #PMEs #TreeOfLife #PainGrids #TreeOfKnowledgeOfGoodAndEvil #psyche D7V2 51/48
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The forbidden tree I have said involves the eating of meat, devolutionally, species-speaking; as well as it is about the beginning of prenatal trauma in attachment to a toxic placenta, individually speaking, in each of our lives.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/49
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“For this, then, what exactly is this Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil referred to in the biblical text? Why is it described as a tree?” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal D7V2 51/50
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Okay. Well, in eating the apple it is said we were “knowing good & evil.” We already knew “good” in the Garden. However, consuming planetmate flesh was“knowing evil.” Eating meat was evil, for eating flesh like our own is evil by definition.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/51
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Partaking of bloody flesh is the opposite of *live* (*evil* is *live* spelled backwards) for it requires death (the opposite of *live*, also) of something psychologically like us, so it is like killing ourselves or our kin.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth D7V2 51/52
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“You might think it unusual to consider that our primate progenitors would have such propensity for guilt about killing planetmates.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden D7V2 51/53
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We have been taught that the further we go back in our species history, the more “savage” & insensitive we were. This is not true, & it is one of the things we need to correct in our thinking to be able to see through the Veils thus far.” >… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/54
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[The fallacy that the further we go back in our species history, the more “savage” & insensitive we were] is linked up with the anthropocentrism we needed to overturn, which was Veil One. (Refer back to *Dance of the Seven Veils I*.)” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/55
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Why? Because we have throughout history this notion that beasts are savage,..” READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis D7V2 51/56
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…whereas as I have shown in the book previous to this, it is part of our species Ego, arising of our neurotic separation from Nature, which has us putting ourselves up on this throne above all of the “wild” world.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psyche D7V2 51/57
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Actually, however, we see much more in the way of compassion, empathy, & fellow feeling among our relatives in Nature & our earliest humans than exists in ourselves. Much of this has to do with the empathy that is natural to all species.” >… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/58
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“All species care for their young & that requires empathy. Furthermore, except for the instances where they need to kill so as to eat, all species interact peacefully...even charmingly, lovingly...with other species.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology D7V2 51/59
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This is something we know—indeed, our very description of Eden shows that we know what Nature untainted by us is like—yet we never voice it. We do not acknowledge this truth of the relatively far more peaceful & compassionate life of Nature;” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/60
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“in truth we push it further from our minds with mythologies of natural wildness & savagery as well as of corresponding human superiority & “civility.”” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/61
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We end up then not seeing this empathy & caring of the planetmates due to the fact that our species superiority has us projecting onto the natural world our worst qualities.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #mythology D7V2 51/62
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This is the same as how we civilized folk, going back as far as we can in our literary history—by that I mean it was extant in the earliest literary masterpiece, *The Epic of Gilgamesh*—” READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psyche #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/63
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*—[This is the same as how we civilized folk] project onto the people of nature...“natural” humans...that which we refuse to see in ourselves.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/64
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However, that ability to feel for others in view of the analysis I am presenting should not be so hard to see. It comes about from the fact that we are naturally, inherently one with All;” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/65
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“& the less we are separated from that awareness, the more we are able to feel & have access to the minds & emotions/feelings of others—others of our species & others of other species.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/66
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We lose this ability to “feel with” others, like & not so alike, in our “evolution” more than any species. Planetmates & earlier humans are more aligned with the Divinity inherent in Reality than we are.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb D7V2 51/67
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Hence our early less-devolved humans had more, not less, empathy for other species. This is not just speculation. We can see it in the many rituals, legends, myths, & beliefs of our most “primitive” humans…” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #womb D7V2 51/68
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…[in the many rituals of our most “primitive” humans] where much is done & said around feelings of regret for the taking of planetmate lives, fear of the blood of planetmates,& terror that the murdered (hunted) might return to seek revenge.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/69
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It follows that our most sensitive selves—that which lies deep inside us & is coincident with the selves of our earliest humans—would be abhorred by spilling the blood of creatures seen as not much different from ourselves, from humans.” ->… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/70
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“And since death is anti-life, & the opposite of *live* is *evil*, this hunting & murdering of planetmates was felt to be evil for much of our prehistory.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/71
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Even now, our more sensitive, less defended,& most “evolved” humans feel this supreme guilt & regret about taking or eating planetmate flesh. So we were uneasy w taking mammalian life,& it was done as under a cloud of darkness, akin to evil.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/72
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It was also done compulsively, arising of our unfelt perinatal feelings of mistrust of the world brought about through our first experiences of the world, at birth, which hardly lent themselves to feelings of reassurance. To put it mildly.” > https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/73
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Regardless, in “knowing” this evil, as it is said in *Genesis*, we began the godlike determination of life & death for planetmates who were similar to us; which had till then, & more correctly, been the purview of the Divine.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth D7V2 51/74
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In so doing, we began the “knowledge of good & evil”—which was the knowledge of killing, the determination of death of others. We became “as one of them,” the gods...exactly as said in the biblical rendering of the matter.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth D7V2 51/75
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Is also the third-trimester placenta, the toxic womb.* “However on the individual, the ontogenetic, not the devolutional, the phylogenetic, level, the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil is birth trauma.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth D7V2 51/76
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Most specifically [the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil] is the placenta in the third trimester, at the very beginnings of our birth trauma,..” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/77
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…which [Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil] has gradually become toxic & which initiates our descent from the Divine knowledge of bliss & goodness, which was our state prior to the beginnings of Pain at that time.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psyche D7V2 51/78
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is the tree, the placenta, which has now become both life-enhancing (good)—it still nourishes us, providing us w oxygen & nutrients—& life negating (evil) in that it is the source of the toxicity which has us feeling poisoned & irritated.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/79
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[Our wombular relationship with our placenta] was our earliest experience of being in a love-hate toxic relationship. Which we would then replicate endlessly & compulsively in our love lives,..” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/80
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…wondering why we “never learn” & always seem to pick partners who are bad for us. As one book title explains it, *Smart Women/Foolish Choices*. (1986).” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/81
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“More about this last part—the dual feelings toward everything that arises of our conflicted & dual relationship to the placenta—in Veil Five. Coming next, by the way.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/82
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Furthermore, I contend the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil represents the knowledge of our prenatal & perinatal traumas, as I am laying out in this book & in several of my others.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/83
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“For when we know good & evil, ie, we make mistakes in life—initially eating a forbidden apple, which is the symbolic expression of the adoption of killing for food (hunting) & the eating of meat—we begin being pestered w a guilty conscience.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/84
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Such mental agony would lead us eventually to the knowledge of our prenatal & perinatal origins...& more...if we were to follow it down into our feelings.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/85
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Why would the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil be our prenatal & perinatal pain? Well, this is indicated by the fact that it is a *tree* of the knowledge of good & evil.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 51/86
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This is the placenta of the 3rd trimester, for many reasons, which I go into in detail in other places. But simply put, the placenta even *looks* like a tree in its spreading of arteries & veins which resemble the expanding limbs of a tree.” https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/87
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Tree of Life Is the BPM I Placenta* “Now, what about the other tree? Because of these Edenal developments we are told we are banished from The Garden so that we do not also take of the Tree of Life, in which case we would live forever.” https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/88
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We will see as well (Veil Six) how the Tree of Life is specifically related to our earlier-in-the-womb experience of the first two trimesters which are characterized by bliss & feelings of immortality.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb D7V2 51/89
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“That it is “of life” is true in that it, the placenta, was our source of nourishment in the womb, without which we would have died. It was, literally, a *tree of life*.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #mythology D7V2 51/90
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“When you think about it, if you accept what I was saying at the outset about Eden representing our time in the womb, then it follows necessarily.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/91
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The only “tree of life” anywhere around for us at the time in the womb was exactly that: the life-giving placenta.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis D7V2 51/92
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Therefore the two trees represent the placenta at different times in the womb—the first two trimesters when it was “of life” & was bountiful,..” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/93
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…& the third trimester when it has a dual quality, is discomforting along with being life-giving & necessary & upon which we were dependent...unable to extricate ourselves from the bad situation.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/94
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Thus, we have the two trees representing two vastly different times in the womb, both prior to & during the “poisonous placenta” arising in the third trimester with prenatal malnutrition.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/95
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*How the Trees Are Related*” READ/DW CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis #PMEs #TreeOfLife #PainGrids #TreeOfKnowledgeOfGoodAndEvil #psyche #serpent #TheGarden D7V2 51/96
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“And beyond that, the way to process that Pain—emanating from eating of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil, actually being dependent for our survival in the womb on a toxic third-trimester placenta—is to release it in an emotive way.” … https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/97
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This Primal processing of our Pain, we have found, opens us to all the knowledge & bliss of the Universe—the Tree of Life, incl The Unapproved & Hidden—which our Pain has kept outside us in the same way moats keep out enemies from castles.” https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/98
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Or veils & curtains block the sun.” READ &/or DW entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #Genesis #TreeOfLife #PainGrids #TreeOfKnowledgeOfGoodAndEvil D7V2 51/99
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Noteworthy it is that in feeling thru our prenatal & perinatal pain—in one of the deep experiential, Primal, shamanic, entheogenic, or breathwork-related modalities—we eventually encounter the Tree of Life.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth D7V2 51/100
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Which [Tree of Life] represents remembering our time in proximity to & connected to that placenta, a time in which we remembered our immortality.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/101
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So, the Tree of Life, as said in the *Bible*, represents immortality as it is written, “lest he put forth his hand, & take also of the tree of life, & eat, & live for ever.”” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 51/102
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Tree of Life is The Unapproved & Hidden, is “the Everything.”* “Looking at this, I believe adds another provocative speculation:” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal D7V2 51/103
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Which is that in feeling through our prenatal & perinatal pain & re-establishing our foundation within the joy grids of the early womb experience, we find ourselves, not just aware of our immortality,..” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb D7V2 51/104
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…but also smack up against a fount that seems to emanate all wisdom, all knowledge. That is the Tree of Life, of which it is said we would live forever.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/105
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“A succinct way of defining the Tree of Life, then, is to say that it is the contents of the Unapproved & Hidden, which is our species unconscious...& beyond that All Knowledge.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 51/106
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[the Tree of Life, as the contents of the Unapproved & Hidden] is first & foremost knowledge of what we did in separating from Nature. It is the knowledge of our actual place in the array of living beings—i.e., planetmates.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth D7V2 51/107
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is what I am laying out in this book, in *Prodigal Human* & *Planetmates* preceding this...& in my other books on prenatal & perinatal psychology.” READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/108
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Yes, you read that correctly. My attempt in several of my works—in particular, *Prodigal Human* & *Planetmates*—is to reveal the Unapproved & Hidden. & I continue that here.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 51/109
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In those works, I have shown how it is the sorrow & travail of life, including that of a guilty conscience, incidentally, that triggers our deeper primal pain.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/110
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“For sorrow & mental anguish lead us...if we follow them, if we “feel” them...to their roots in our primal, our prenatal & perinatal pain. That is to say, if we process them, integrate them. How? Primarily by emoting them...e-moat-ing them.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/111
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*E-moat* (i.e., e-mote) is the combining of ex meaning “out” (out of, to go out) plus *moat*, which is a watery barrier of defenses around a castle.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/112
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“With castle representing us, i.e., our defended self, then to get out (ex) the moat, or to go out beyond the moat, means to get rid of the defenses (the moats) keeping out what is around & outside us.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb D7V2 51/113
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“What is outside, beyond our personal unconscious even, is The Unapproved & Hidden, the species unconscious." READ/DW CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis #PMEs D7V2 51/114
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Beyond that, outside even that, is *Everything*. It is the whole universe of Knowledge & Awareness we separate from in coming into Form.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal D7V2 51/115
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Therefore, “sinning”—by partaking of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil—leads us to knowledge of our primal Pain & to The Unapproved & Hidden & then to *Everything* beyond even that.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psyche #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/116
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Why? Well, *“sin” leads us to our Pain, for it is our Pain that causes us to “sin” in the first place*.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis #PMEs D7V2 51/117
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is the serpent, which is our prenatal & perinatal pain, which pushes us to go astray, to “sin”...which in the first instance for our species, that which got us ejected from Eden, was hunting, killing, the eating of meat.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth D7V2 51/118
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Why, again, would the 2 trees be related to our prenatal & perinatal pain? Well, let us look at that more closely. The Tree of Life & the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil are the 2 trees in Eden that are mentioned in *Genesis*.” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/119
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The Tree of Life is the good placenta, is associated with a knowledge of immortality, & is what we are blocked from approaching after being ejected from Eden.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/120
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil, on the other hand, is the tree from which Adam & Eve plucked their famous fruit, which got them “arrested” & “deported.” But what is the meaning of this “knowledge of good & evil”?” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth D7V2 51/121
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Looking into this we find that the phrase, “good & evil,” in Hebrew is טוֹב וָרָע, *tov V’ra*. It is translatable as “good & evil,” however it is said to be an example of a type of literary device known as *merism*.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psyche D7V2 51/122
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This figure of speech pairs opposite terms together, in order to create a general meaning. Thus, the phrase “good & evil” is another way of saying, “everything.”” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/123
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This can be compared with the Egyptian expression evil-good, which is used in a way, normally, to mean, “everything.” We see this in Greek literature as well. “I know all things, the good & the evil” writes Telemachus.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psyche D7V2 51/124
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So this tree in the Garden imparts knowledge of *tov V’ra*, “good & bad,” & whereas that is traditionally translated to mean “good & evil” it is actually a fixed expression with the meaning of “everything.”” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth D7V2 51/125
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“All this together, then, it is more understandable how in feeling back to that state of prenatal bliss-joy, immortality, & connection to Divinity one gets the feeling that one has access to all knowledge as well...knowledge of *everything*.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/126
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[one gets the feeling one has access to knowledge of *everything*.] As easy as turning on a faucet, as easy as being a river at its head, bubbling up from out of the earth. Mystics such as Sathya Sai Baba know that of which I speak.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/127
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Any of a great number of other spiritual teachers of a shamanistic bent I could name in the same way.” READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psyche #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal D7V2 51/128
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“As a consequence of my years of work clearing away the detritus of traumatic events & finding a foundation on a deeper level of the psyche characterized by harmony & bliss, I know something of the feeling, as well.” THREAD https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology D7V2 51/129
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“As I continue to draw from that fount, I am ever amazed at the comprehensive vision that becomes clear & sheds light on so much that is otherwise inexplicable or confused.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/130
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Both of the Edenal tragedies mentioned—in our individual lives, the birth trauma, & in our species devolution, the hunting—kept us from the Tree of Life,..” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/131
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…for [both Edenal tragedies—birth trauma & hunting—] kept us from experiencing our prenatal bliss, in conjunction with the placenta of our first two trimesters. The placenta of the first two trimesters is the Tree of Life.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth D7V2 51/132
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This has been a thread of the entire Ch 51, “Birth—Genesis, the Fall: “The Meanings of the Serpent, the Tree of Life & of Knowledge of Good & Evil… “Our Prenatal & Perinatal Experiences Predispose Our Beliefs & Disguise Our Revelations” https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/133
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
of *Dance of the Seven Veils II* by Michael Adzema My book is subtitled, *Prenatal/Perinatal Psychology, Mythology, & Your Divine Self* *Infant to Prenate, Veils Four-Six* & it is Volume 3 in The Path of Ecstasy Series READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth D7V2 51/134
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
*Dance of the Seven Veils II* by Michael Adzema is to be released in paperback & ebook in March, 2023. This is a complimentary chapter from the book. READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/135
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The complete chapter is available online at the links you can read the chapter, posted on the blog, or you can follow the directions there & download a free copy of Ch 51, “Birth—Genesis, the Fall” of *Dance of the 7 Veils II* by M. Adzema https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/136
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This is a pdf copy of Chapter 51, “Birth—Genesis, the Fall” of *Dance of the Seven Veils II* To read and/or download a copy, click link: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psyche #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI D7V2 51/137
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The book itself, *Dance of the Seven Veils II* will be out in a matter of weeks. So this is a sample chapter. READ &/or dwnl entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/138
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
It is time now to regain the primal legacy of belongingness in Divinity & Nature which we lost when we claimed ourselves “crown of creation” & peak of the evolutionary pyramid. This book is a powerful aid in regaining one’s authentic self. … https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/139
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…if we do not regain our truer & underlying humanity, & instead, coming forth as we normally do, we continue acting out of our pain grids, we are not going to have a ‘human’ experience…” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/140
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…or even an Earthly life experience to be detailing & exploring, in the future, let alone people to hear about them.” READ &/or DW entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/141
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
In looking at these matrices embedded in us through our cellular & womb & birth experiences, it will be possible to have our best chance to get a look at existence outside of these matrices—the No-Form State. READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth D7V2 51/142
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
If you like & agree w these ideas & want more attention on them, feel free to download the chapter & pass it around,as you wish; use it to share this perspective. & please send any comments/reviews of the book to me at sillymickel@yahoo.com https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/143
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
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@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This is a threaded version of Chapter 22, titled, “Healing Crisis: of the book, *Psychology of Apocalypse: *Ecopsychology, Activism, & the Prenatal Roots of Humanicide* by Michael Adzema READ BOOK… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/1
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Chapter 22 begins PART THREE of *Psychology of Apocalypse*, titled: “Healing Crisis & Regression in the Service of Humanity” THREAD https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer PA 22/2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[*Quotes/highlights:*] “We have this legacy where we think the opposite of insanity is sanity, usually conflated with ‘normality’ & conformity.” [] READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/3
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “These insane times, with the fate of the world in the balance, are the first time we are able to see that the opposite of insanity is not normality. It is heroism.” [] READ BOOK… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal PA 22/4
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “Heroism is the only sane response to an insane situation where lives are at stake...the only sane response.” [] READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/5
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Chapter 22, “Healing Crisis,” is subtitled, “Prenatal-Perinatal Awareness, “Being Weller but Appearing Sicker, “Trancing Versus Suffering, & We Shall Overcome” READ/DWL BOOK https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth PA 22/6
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[*Quotes/highlights:*] “This difference between trancing & suffering may be likened to the difference between being a fish in water & totally oblivious to that fact versus living out of water & experiencing a downpour.” [] THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology PA 22/7
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “When one is in less of a trance state, one is aware of alternative ways of being; in the example, that would be being dry.” [] READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal PA 22/8
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “Consequently, one suffers & struggles amidst these forces & options...& one has at least some ability to choose one’s actions.” [] READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal PA 22/9
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “Those of the Baby-Boomer—or Sixties—generation also indicate their closeness to their prenatal & perinatal in their campaigns against some of the act-outs of the pre- & perinatal….” [] THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #TheUnconscious PA 22/10
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “These include actions against pollution; a rejection of city life, with its gridlocks, pollution, & crowding, & a return to the country, in communes or otherwise;” [] READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal PA 22/11
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “an awareness & rejection of polluted foods & creation of a natural & organic foods movement;” [] READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer #psychohistory PA 22/12
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “& actions against global overpopulation including support for birth control, a pro-choice stance on abortion, & delaying of baby-making on their own parts along with a reduction in the size of their families.” [] THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth PA 22/13
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[*Chapter 22 text begins:*] “What does this all mean? What does this portend? What might be the outcome of this emerging prenatal-perinatal unconscious both causing as well as made stronger by the environmental apocalypse brewing?” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ PA 22/14
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Is it the end, & the planet will see millions of years of a Mars-like state of virtual deadness? Or will the future necessary for the continued survival of life sprout among us?” READ/DWL BOOK> https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/15
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Healing Crisis* “To answer what an emerging pre/perinatal unconscious might mean on a macrocosmic or societal-global scale, it is helpful to look at what an emerging pre/perinatal unconscious portends on the individual or microcosmic level.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/16
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“What we have learned from the experiential modalities—holotropic breathwork, primal therapy, entheogens, rebirthing, shamanism, gestalt, & others like them—is that unerringly people need to get “sicker” before they can get well.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psyche PA 22/17
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This should not be news to psychoanalysts or any of the other mainstream psychotherapists or counselors either.” READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/18
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Basically, the underlying repressed material must come to the “surface,” must become more conscious...& obviously when it becomes more conscious its accompanying symptoms are exacerbated.” READ BOOK… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/19
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This can be called a *healing crisis* in that the symptoms get worse, more obvious, more blatant; & there is a period of acting them out before integration & resolution happens.” READ BOOK> https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/20
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“There is an acute part of this process that can occur, which is termed a *spiritual emergency*.” READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal PA 22/21
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“When Grof talks about birth/death scenarios in the perinatal unconscious, he is including these sorts of healings, where one must“die” to one’s sickness b4 one can be “reborn” into another way of being, without those sick patterns or symptoms.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/22
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Degrees of Disease* “Applying this on the societal level, we see evidence of a drawn-out healing crisis going on for humanity over the better part of the last century.” READ BOOK> https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal PA 22/23
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“There has been a progression in human events & human personality, which has been most clearly evident in generational differences, changes in parenting modes, & a generational progression.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/24
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*It’s YOU! YOU’re the f&^$#r!* “This evolution began with complete dissociation from the prenatal-perinatal unconscious by those of the Fifties, the World-War-Two, & previous generations—hence complete projection of it on The Other.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/25
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Then, for many reasons, which we will get in to, this changed to lesser dissociations from the prenatal-perinatal unconscious by the generations since, Baby-Boomer & afterward.” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/26
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“These latter involve more awareness of these unconscious dynamics as being a part of oneself, hence there is less projection of it on The Other.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting PA 22/27
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Wounded deer.* “In this latter instance, there is more suffering from it & more individual acting-out of it, so that in a sense one appears “sicker”—” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/28
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”[one appears “sicker”]—the pre- & perinatal is more obvious in one’s behavior, taking more individual forms, & it is more easily recognized & seen to be a personal problem...a “sickness.”” THREAD https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/29
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“I describe this consciousness as being the way of the centaur, for it reflects Chiron, in ancient mythology, having an ongoing wound but eventually becoming a teacher & healer.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/30
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“To understand the ways the perinatal manifests depending upon one’s “closeness” to it, let us contrast the two extremes of being totally split off from it & being relatively close to it.” READ BOOK> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #TheUnconscious PA 22/31
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Sick, But Denying It—WWII Generation, Nazis, KKK, Right Wing, Tea Party* “First, let us take a look at what the perinatal appears like when it is completely split off from one’s conscious personality.” READ BOOK> https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness PA 22/32
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This total lack of interaction between the aware consciousness & the unconscious prenatal & perinatal entails a total repression & denial of it.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/33
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Can’t Know That You Don’t Know* “Consequently, one has absolutely no access to it; thus, one is in total ignorance of the underlying motivations of one’s actions.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth PA 22/34
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“One unconsciously acts out pre- & perinatal elements & traumas & manifests them in one’s behavior, rationalizing all the while that one has really good—non-perinatal, “real world”—reasons for why one is doing the things one is doing.” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ PA 22/35
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“More important still, what is “in the dark” inside of oneself appears in the outside world. It is projected on the people & events there & determines how one sees, interprets, & acts within it.” READ/DW BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/36
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*What’s in your head, zombie?* “Psychohistorians deem this state to be such an oblivious one that they use the term *trance-state* for it, fully intending all the implications & connotations that term engenders.” READ BOOK… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth PA 22/37
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“That is, they are saying that people who are this repressed & split off do their acting zombie-like & out of motivations completely hidden to themselves.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth PA 22/38
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Birth Woes ~ World Wars* “In such total ignorance, & of course being totally ignorant that one is in ignorance,..” READ/DWL BOOK https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer PA 22/39
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[In such total ignorance,] people in the past one-hundred years have been able to act out their perinatal underbellies in ways to make such hideous & all-encompassing wars as World War I & World War II possible.” READ BOOK… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth PA 22/40
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Leaving aside for a moment the myriad ways the perinatal has unconsciously been acted out in this Twenty-First Century in creating the current situation in which we are on the brink of extinction—” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness PA 22/41
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[extinction]—which can be considered the most serious consequences of this splitting off imaginable—simply focusing on last century’s major wars as evidence of perinatal acting-out alone is instructive.” READ/DW BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #birth #awareness PA 22/42
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The Nazis, in particular, were extreme in their dissociation from their perinatal, in their projection of it onto the Jews, & their consequent ability, operating within a trance state, to act it out in horrific ways on Jews & others.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/43
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Alice Miller & Lloyd deMause have each detailed the psychodynamics of this projection of primal pain—both perinatal & childhood—in the creation of the people that Adolf Hitler & the Nazis became in their adulthood.” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth PA 22/44
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The Nazis present us with the patterns of these processes of dissociation & projection in blatant & bold relief.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer PA 22/45
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The way Nazis, especially in concentration camps, acted out perinatal trauma on their prisoners has been described in great detail by Grof as well.” READ &/or dwlentire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/46
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Being “Weller,” But Appearing Sicker—Generations Since*” READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer #psychohistory #PMEs PA 22/47
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“As I said, contrasted with being completely split off—dissociated—from one’s perinatal unconscious, as the Fifties & WWII Generation are predominantly, is being less cut off from it & having some access to its energies.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche PA 22/48
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This means that rather than being totally & blindly driven by these forces, which are acting on one *indirectly*, one actually feels them somewhat:” READ BOOK… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Centaurs #parenting PA 22/49
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“One has a sense of their being a *part* of one’s experience as opposed to living within them so thoroughly that one has not a clue of their existence.” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/50
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This means that one has more options than to act them out. It also means they make one aware of one’s perinatal sickness. One feels them, suffers from them, struggles with them.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/51
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“On the other hand, one does not suffer or struggle from unconscious energies that one is compliant with & that are completely manifest & supported in one’s social & cultural environments—e.g., the worlds of the WWII & previous generations—” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/52
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[one does not suffer or struggle from unconscious energies that one is compliant with & that are completely manifest & supported in one’s social & cultural environments]—however destructive that makes one’s actions.” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth PA 22/53
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Trancing Versus Suffering* “This difference between trancing & suffering may be likened to the difference between being a fish in water & totally oblivious to that fact versus living out of water & experiencing a downpour.” READ BOOK> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psyche PA 22/54
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“When one is in less of a trance state, one is aware of alternative ways of being; in the example, that would be being dry.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #WoundedDeer PA 22/55
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Consequently, one suffers & struggles amidst these forces & options...& one has at least some ability to choose one’s actions.” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #WoundedDeer PA 22/56
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“These more aware folks might even become the screen upon which the deluded one will project his dark & twisted unseen insides, unknowingly. Cue Donald Trump & his band of unhappy followers.” READ/DW BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/57
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This person might even attack or war upon these others & be certain he is operating in a way that is fully justified. Ahem. Tho a look at matters with such curtains pulled to the side sees everything in a completely new & more positive light.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/58
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“I do not believe it is simply coincidence we are currently going from the Piscean Age—symbolized by fish in water—to the Aquarian Age—symbolized by a water bearer. This change was a big part of the consciousness during the Sixties,..” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ PA 22/59
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…& I think we are beginning to see why: Going from a state where one is oblivious to the forces around one to a state where one can see the things one is dealing with (carrying the water) is no small thing.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psyche #birth #awareness PA 22/60
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We are doing this with the perinatal unconscious as it arises in our lives, feelings, & social & physical environments.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #WoundedDeer PA 22/61
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We will see how other elements of our postmodern times—such as our multiculturalism, our most advanced state of knowledge in our social sciences, & our internet with its worldwide mind—provide that same quality to our times:” THREAD https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology PA 22/62
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We exist in a world, unlike any other time, where the factors & forces affecting us are visible, or easily revealed.” READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/63
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Hence for the first time we have the choice to act unconsciously, pushed by the cultural forces we were born into, or to struggle amid the mental dissonance of diverse, contrary, & often conflicting ways of looking at the same things.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/64
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It seems everything about evolution in humans has something to do with being between two mediums & the advance, the added perspective that comes with that,..” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Centaurs PA 22/65
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…going all the way back to being the only ape to take to the water so much as to become partly aquatic—placing our species between water & land, halfway between a dolphin & a chimpanzee.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/66
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“I think we are heading toward being like the fairies & angels we imagine—halfway between land & air, earth & heaven, most accurately, between this world of Form & the No-Form State—but that is a whole other publication of mine.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psyche PA 22/67
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Another analogy I have heard of this difference between the two modes of being either completely oblivious or being somewhat aware of one’s unconscious is that between living full-time in an Arctic environment...” THREAD https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #awareness PA 22/68
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…where one has to wear a heavy coat versus living in a milder climate. In the warmer climes, one is both aware of what it is like to not have a coat...one has capacity to feel better ways of being...” READ/DW BOOK https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness PA 22/69
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…as well as knowing how bulky, obstructing, & uncomfortable it is to have the coat on—so, suffering more from it, suffering from one’s pre- & perinatal underbellies.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth PA 22/70
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Finally, one is better able to decide when to have it on & not; one has more options. In the terms of primal psychology, one still has one’s defenses, just like before; but one can decide when to use them & when not to.” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psyche #birth PA 22/71
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Going through what we all experience at our life’s beginnings, it is impossible to not have a defensive structure constituting our egos.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting PA 22/72
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However, we have come a long way in our personal evolution when we can orchestrate those defenses as needed, while setting them to the side for the most part. Like having the choice when to put on the coat:” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness PA 22/73
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In cold weather—the psychological equivalent would be when in a truly hostile social environment—one might just want to wrap it round oneself, i.e., ones’ defenses, employed consciously, regardless it hampers one’s free movement.” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ PA 22/74
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“One analogy I find esp provocative for this difference between unconscious, oblivious trancing & freer, more aware suffering is the difference between watching a movie & being fully engrossed in it so that one does not know it is a movie,..” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view PA 22/75
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…which is equivalent to acting out unconsciously from one’s early imprints. Compare that to watching the same flick with equal interest, but being aware that one is in a theater.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/76
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“You can see where in the second instance one would feel there are more options; & one would feel that one could step back prior to finding oneself caught up in horrific actions.” READ BOOK> https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/77
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Wounded Deer & Centaurs* “However, being aware of one’s discomfort, i.e., having “more access” to the perinatal, one suffers like the wounded deer—” READ/DWL BOOK https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/78
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[the wounded deer]—the innocent who feels things & so struggles with society’s sickness that many others are unconsciously perpetrating. Nonetheless, with time & success in handling this pain, one can become the wounded *healer*—the Centaur.” > https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/79
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Now, why & how would this occur? As I have said, some access to the perinatal & more blatant & direct acting it out is exhibited by many of the Baby-Boomer generation.” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth PA 22/80
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This is in large part due to their having been raised in a way that required less in the way of ego defenses to keep their primal pain suppressed. Psychohistorians such as Glen Davis (1976) & Lloyd deMause…” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #birth #awareness PA 22/81
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…[psychohistorians] have detailed a slow advance of child-caring techniques, with generations since the WWII Generation being raised with more attention to their needs & less harshness & cruelty...increasingly more love.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology PA 22/82
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*“What the World Needs Now, Is…”* “Before anyone begins thinking “permissive” or “spare the rod, spoil the child,” let me point out I will be continually stressing how this development is not only a good thing...why wouldn’t love be good?...” https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ PA 22/83
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…[this development is not only a good thing] but is one of the few sources of hope for our future we really do have. “For less childhood pain & trauma means one is stronger & more able to face the even deeper perinatal pain.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche PA 22/84
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Choosing lesser evils.* “At any rate, the extreme acting-out & total dissociation from the pre/ perinatal exhibited by the WW2 Gen was followed, in the gens coming after, by less relative dissociation & less horrific forms of acting it out.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/85
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Quite simply, generations on an average had better ability to refrain from the more blatantly evil act-outs—wholesale murders & world wars, pogroms & genocide, inquisitions & witch-burning, racism & slavery.” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psyche #birth #awareness PA 22/86
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“They were more able to choose seemingly milder forms of suffering & self-destruction—polluting the atmosphere, water, & food; population explosions & crowding of cities; & traffic jams.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/87
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Of course, they are only seemingly milder because, though their dire effects are hidden from us—which is a problem in that the natural empathy that would be triggered in us that would move us to do something about them does not come into play—” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/88
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“—they are ultimately far more dire. The fact that there is such a gap between what we do & the consequences of them upon ourselves & our loved ones is probably the biggest hindrance to our being motivated to act.” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth PA 22/89
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“As an example of the way we act-out in lesser ways than war, tho, the common everyday traffic jam is especially instructive. Gridlock & traffic congestion re-create prenatal & perinatal dynamics as they replicate asphalt birth tunnels…” THREAD https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view PA 22/90
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…[asphalt birth tunnels] where one not only breathes exhaust fumes from trucks & other autos—fetal malnutrition, PME 3, poisoning—but also they can become gridlock at any moment,..” READ BOOK… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #TheUnconscious PA 22/91
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…[gridlock at any moment,] thus re-creating the intense frustration & no-exit hopelessness, & rage, of BPM II, especially that part of it related to PME 1, crowdedness, prenatal claustrophobia.” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/92
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Baby-Boomer Perinatal Awareness* “Other examples of the scenery of modern times where the perinatal is manifesting but is less projected onto another:” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/93
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*We Know *That* We Don’t Know...We Could Be Wrong* “Many Baby-Boomers had enough access to their perinatal underbellies to question the absolute rightness of the Vietnam War & so they campaigned against it.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psyche #birth #awareness PA 22/94
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This is indicative of closeness to the perinatal because it shows an ability to doubt one’s egocentric defenses—as given by society & family of origin—& to look at situations from the eyes of the Other.” READ BOOK> https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness PA 22/95
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So much was this evident in Boomers that some were even able to see the Vietnam War through the eyes of the enemy—exemplified by Jane Fonda’s trip to Hanoi, the waving of North Vietnamese flags at demonstrations,..” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology PA 22/96
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“& the carrying of little red books of the sayings of Chairman Mao Tse-tung.” READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #WoundedDeer #psychohistory PA 22/97
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*But it’s clear you’re wrong.* “Those of the Baby-Boomer—or Sixties—generation also indicate their closeness to their perinatal in their campaigns against some of the act-outs of the pre- & perinatal mentioned above:” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth PA 22/98
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“These include actions against pollution; a rejection of city life, with its gridlocks, pollution, & crowding, & a return to the country, in communes or otherwise;” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #Earth PA 22/99
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“an awareness & rejection of polluted foods & creation of a natural & organic foods movement;” READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal PA 22/100
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“& actions against global overpopulation including support for birth control, a pro-choice stance on abortion, & delaying of baby-making on their own parts along with a reduction in the size of their families.” READ/DW BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth PA 22/101
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The sexual excess that is characteristic of the perinatal, specifically BPM III, was evident in Boomers’ “free love” ideal & promiscuous sexual behavior.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/102
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Many more examples could be given. However, the proof of their closeness to their unconscious dynamics lies not only in their actions—as mentioned above,..” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/103
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…in their more blatant acting them out or in their actual actions against the blatant acting out, both of which indicate closer access—but also in the study of their unconscious dynamics.” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/104
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Kenneth Keniston (1965), in his classic work, found in his study of the psychodynamics of the Sixties generation when they were in their youth an unusual amount of perinatal symbolism & self-analysis.” … https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/105
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Among other traits, Keniston found these youth to be characterized by fantasies of a “rage to reenter” the womb; & a “fantasy of fusion” with the mother, which took pre- & perinatal forms of all kinds…” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/106
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…incl stories of wishing to dig one’s way back into the earth; a fascination w & wish to return to the past, the long forgotten,& the under ground;& a desire to find oblivion in some enveloping medium...even at the price of self-destruction!” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/107
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Some of the other noticeably perinatal elements of Sixties youth were existential angst, being enamored of death & dying, & a refusal of “normal” adulthood.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #Unconscious #primal #Centaurs PA 22/108
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Boomer Rage, Perinatally So* “We also see perinatal feelings in the focus of the Baby-Boomers on *empowerment*. This word appears to come up in every area of their lives.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #Unconscious #primal PA 22/109
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Hence Baby-Boomers are of course also closer to the frustration, rebellion, & yes, rage, that is part of the perinatal complex. We saw it exhibited by them in their anger at authority in the 60s, thr rebellion against the Vietnam War.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ PA 22/110
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*“Get the &%$ OFF me!” * “Keep in mind that a huge aspect of the perinatal is feelings of restriction, thus frustration, &, consequently rage against large entities of obstruction—like the womb was in relation to the small & helpless fetus.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view PA 22/111
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Aware of that, we see that the reason for their rage is simple & understandable. “Baby-Boomers, characterized as being closer to their unconscious, especially the perinatal, have more access to their anger:” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psyche #birth #awareness PA 22/112
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This means they feel their anger & are less likely to act it out in more hidden, disguised, & dire ways such as war-making, racism, & anti-Semitism.” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/113
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This does not mean their rage would not be troublesome. The perinatal lets no one get off scot free. We see lots of pre- & perinatal anger coming out in the last few decades in the phenomenon of the “angry electorate.”” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche PA 22/114
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The huge political & cultural divisions in America & around the world are themselves a measure of how deeply our global culture & its events are imbued with, pushed, & shaped by prenatal & perinatal dynamics…” READ BOOK… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth PA 22/115
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…[prenatal & perinatal dynamics] which are now, in a way unique to theses times, coming to the surface. Let me show you what I mean.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal PA 22/116
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This has been the entire Chapter 22, titled, “Healing Crisis: “Prenatal-Perinatal Awareness, “Being Weller but Appearing Sicker, Trancing Versus Suffering, “& We Shall Overcome” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/117
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
of *Psychology of Apocalypse: *Ecopsychology, Activism, & the Prenatal Roots of Humanicide* by Michael Adzema which is a comprehensive look at into the deepest psychological reaches of humans. THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/118
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
*Psychology of Apocalypse* seeks to explain how, with humans on the cusp of the end of all life on this planet, including their own, humans could look away. READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth PA 22/119
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
In doing so—i.e., seeking to understand why humans would be apathetic in the face of their own deaths, & all other Earth life— *Psychology of Apocalypse* presents a major new theory in psychology, the *Prenatal Matrix of Evil* or the PMEs. ->… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/120
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The *Prenatal Matrix of Human Evil* theory traces our drive to annihilation to the unique human experiences prior to birth, occurring in the third trimester, which arise of the fact that in our evolution humans became bipedal. READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view PA 22/121
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Bipedalism affected human psychology in that the new pelvic structure changed how babies would experience birth & gestation. READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Centaurs PA 22/122
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The resulting birth trauma & fetal malnutrition, unique in Nature, accounts for our drive to kill ourselves—*humanicide*. READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #prenatal #WoundedDeer PA 22/123
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The complete book is available online at the links. you can read the book, which is posted on the blog, or you can follow the directions there & download a free copy of *Psychology of Apocalypse*. READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness PA 22/124
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This is the completed document for *Psychology of Apocalypse* It is a pdf file& looks exactly as the book looks. https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view To read &/or download a copy, click link above: #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/125
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Feel free to download the book, pass it around, use it to help get word out to save the planet to whoever or to whatever outlet you know. Unless major actions by the world's governments happens fast, it is all over for life on planet Earth. … https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/126
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Unless major actions by the world's governments happens fast, it is all over for life on planet Earth. You can use your copy of *Psychology of Apocalypse* to get word out to whoever or to whatever outlet you know. READ/DW BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #birth PA 22/127
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
& please send any comments/reviews of the book to me at sillymickel@yahoo.com The idea being I might be able to use your comments in describing it in my own sharing on social media. -->… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #resist #FBR #activism #Earth #birth #climate #nuclear PA 22/128
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Finally, if what you prefer are paperback or ebook/Kindle versions, you may acquire them at the links below. Paperback: https://www.amazon.com/Psychology-Apocalypse-Ecopsychology-Activism-Humanicide/dp/1544657137/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1553369806&sr=1-10 & #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer #FBR PA 22/129
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
& Ebook/Kindle: https://www.amazon.com/Psychology-Apocalypse-Return-Grace-Book-ebook/dp/B07FV5WP4Y/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1553369806&sr=1-10 All my books are priced at cost or the minimum Amazon allows. #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer #psychohistory #PMEs #environment #FetalMalnutrition PA 22/130
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Up next, in *Psychology of Apocalypse: "Ecopsychology, Activism, & the Prenatal Roots of Humanicide* is Chapter 23 “Prenatal Politics, Generationally Speaking:” #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer PA 22/131
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Chapter 23 is subtitled, “Panicky Electorate, Biting the Feeding Hand, “Perinatally Oblivious Right-Wing “Hate Groups,” the Tea Party, & the Fifties Generation... “Perinatal Access of Millennials” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/132
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[*Quotes/highlights:*] “Can anyone at this point still maintain that the politics of the last few decades had anything at all to do with ideology or issues?” [] READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth PA 22/133
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “…without exception right-wingers’ reasons for rising up against the government—representing the overwhelming womb—has to do w frustrations, like the trapped fetus feels, in regard to ‘oppressive’ taxes, governmental red tape,..” [] THREAD https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ PA 22/134
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “…laws, & other regulations that they feel restrict their freedom...to move freely, as one wanted to but couldn’t, in the womb.” [] THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal PA 22/135
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “We experience compression (oppression), & frustration at our attempts to go forward, & what feels like hopeless unfairness & injustice, when in the throes of BPM II birth trauma.” [] READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #awareness #TheUnconscious #Earth PA 22/136
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “To see these facets of the fates of minorities, as in racism, or gender or sexual bias, points to this Millennial Generation’s closeness to their own perinatal oppression; hence their ability to empathize with oppressed minorities.” [] ->… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ PA 22/137
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
@threadreaderapp unroll #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer #psychohistory #PMEs #environment #FetalMalnutrition #pollution #womb #ecopsychology #humanicide #apocalypse #perinatal #consciousness #FBR
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The child hears everything go gradually very quiet as the whining slows, then stops, & shuffling noises impart to him that the other participants are backing away from the slab on which he lies.” READ/DWL CH… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #doctors #trauma D7V2 47/201
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The only sound remaining, then, is one rather distinct & ominous hiss of breathing which is very close. “Then he can feel it. Cold steel on his raw naked skin.” … https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #CutUmbilicalCord #perinatal #doctor #hospital #Trauma D7V2 47/202
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He feels the knife slice open his guts as it slashes a diagonal across his belly. The pain sears upward thru his brain. His mind panics as it seems he is having, all at the same time, every thought that could be had, & every feeling.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX D7V2 47/203
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He feels another diagonal rip through his skin to form what must be looking something like an *X*. Finally, in what is truly the last straw for him, he feels the point of the blade enter the center of his guts.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #cord D7V2 47/204
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Plunging downward at first, then being gradually turned when the wide-bladed knife is well inside. “The boy can no longer hang on.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #CutUmbilicalCord #trauma #baby #hospital #consciousness #perinatal #primal D7V2 47/205
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The glow is now completely extinguished. He gives up all protest & any longing he had known...any hope of sunshine, or any memories of how he’s grown.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #repression #baby #hospital #trauma #TheSplit #perinatal D7V2 47/206
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“One could say that he has died for, in a way, he has. Erased of all tracings, he is now but a void—a pathetic blank vastness in a pitifully fragile shell.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #repression #BlankSlate #TabulaRasa #trauma #baby D7V2 47/207
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“No longer is he child of Mother Earth; he has entered the World of Form.” * “THE END” * READ &/or dwnld CHAPTER AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #trauma #CreationOfEgo #repression #hospital #TheSplit #consciousness #perinatal #primal D7V2 47/208
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This has been a thread of the entire Chapter 47, “Forgetting: “Our Edenal Experience in the Womb & the Loss of a “Golden Age”... "an Account, in Fictional Form, of Being a Fetus” of my book, *Dance of the Seven Veils II* READ CH… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth D7V2 47/209
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
*Dance of the Seven Veils II* by Michael Adzema is subtitled, *Prenatal/Perinatal Psychology, Mythology, & Your Divine Self* *Infant to Prenate, Veils Four-Six* Which is Volume 3 in The Path of Ecstasy Series THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #psychology D7V2 47/210
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
*Dance of the Seven Veils II* by Michael Adzema is to be released in paperback & ebook in March, 2023. This is a complimentary chapter from the book. READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI D7V2 47/211
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The complete chapter is available online at the links. you can read the chapter, posted on the blog, or you can follow the directions there & download a free copy of Chapter 47,“Forgetting,” of *Dance of the Seven Veils II* by Michael Adzema https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX D7V2 47/212
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This is a pdf copy of Chapter 47,“Forgetting,” of *Dance of the Seven Veils II* To read &/or download a copy, click link: https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience #psyche D7V2 47/213
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The book itself, *Dance of the Seven Veils II* will be out in a matter of weeks. So this is a sample chapter. READ &/or dwl CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids D7V2 47/214
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
It is time now to regain the primal legacy of belongingness in Divinity & Nature which we lost when we claimed ourselves “crown of creation” & peak of the evolutionary pyramid. This book is a powerful aid in regaining one’s authentic self. … https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX D7V2 47/215
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…if we do not regain our truer & underlying humanity, & instead, coming forth as we normally do, we continue acting out of our pain grids,we are not going to have a ‘human’ experience…” THREAD https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/216
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…or even an Earthly life experience to be detailing & exploring, in the future, let alone people to hear about them.” READ &/or dwnl CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs D7V2 47/217
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
In looking at these matrices embedded in us through our cellular & womb & birth experiences, it will be possible to have our best chance to get a look at existence outside of these matrices—the No-Form State. THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology D7V2 47/218
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
If you like & agree w these ideas & want more attention on them, feel free to download the chapter & pass it around, as you wish; use it to share this perspective. & please send any comments/review of the book to me at sillymickel@yahoo.com https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t D7V2 47/219
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The idea being I might be able to use your comments in describing it in my own sharing on social media. READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience #psyche #bio #shamanic D7V2 47/220
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“No longer is his resolve as sound as when he spoke to his Mother.” READ &/or dwnld CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience #psyche #bio #shamanic D7V2 47/121
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Wondering aloud, then, if he can change his mind about the journey, he hears again that kind voice, which he realizes had been helping with occasional comments as the panorama had been unfolding. “It is for you to decide,” it says now.” ->… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX D7V2 47/122
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy, knowing that it is his decision & that he can turn away if he wishes, then also knows that he can not refuse it.” THREAD https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience D7V2 47/123
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Deep inside he realizes that in avoiding the adventure he would miss out on something truly beautiful which he saw in the lifetime that was spread before him.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal D7V2 47/124
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He remembers the love, there, as a shimmering jewel at the depths of a darkened sea; & instantly he is reminded of something that his Mother had said to him, though it is not as clear now.” READ CH> https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/125
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He knows that he cannot turn away from the lifetime without discovering the love he saw there.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience #psyche #bio #shamanic D7V2 47/126
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Though he has known happiness & love with his Mother, he can not shake the feeling that the love he saw in the World of Soma is somehow different, if not greater, & that there is more that he must learn about it all.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story D7V2 47/127
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He knows that experiencing & having that love inside him would make all the other things worth it. Once again his resolve to journey in the Realm of Flesh returns, stronger even than before.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/128
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“No sooner does he realize these things than he is aware of an oppressiveness which is now both of body & mind. He feels fainter as each moment passes.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI D7V2 47/129
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Objects go hazy & lose their shape before the boy’s eyes when, abruptly, he finds himself back in the forest, beneath the enveloping ferns.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids D7V2 47/130
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Yet things have changed drastically here! No longer does the boy feel protected & sustained by the forest environment. On the contrary, it is excruciatingly stuffy.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal D7V2 47/131
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The air is not damp & crisp but hot & stifling. & the undergrowth—which had shielded him formerly—has now grown to surround him so densely he can hardly move.” READ/DWL CH… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal D7V2 47/132
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“His nostrils are seared with a putrid odor; & he notices that the lilacs, whose sweet fragrance had served him so much pleasure previously, have rotted on the bushes around him.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 47/133
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy’s head begins to throb in reaction to the waterdrops falling on him from above.” READ &/or DW CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience #bio D7V2 47/134
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“They too have changed, becoming acrid & smelly like the breath of a stagnant, polluted pond, in contrast to the clear refreshing dewdrops they had once appeared to be.” READ/DWL CH… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal D7V2 47/135
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy is disgusted & dismayed by this change of events. In an almost unconscious, violent reaction born of revulsion, he tears himself w an effort from his slimy bonds & from his connection to his Mother, the Earth.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story D7V2 47/136
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He stands for a moment, just a single moment, amidst the havoc & disarray of foliage which had been his sustenance. He begins to run. On through the forest he charges, his revulsion more powerful than his exhaustion of mind.” READ CH> https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth D7V2 47/137
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He does not know where he is going; his running is almost instinctive. He finds himself scrambling downhill now. The going is tortuous through the denseness of tree & brush.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 47/138
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“His nostrils & skin are continually assaulted by a myriad of burning odors & acid moisture.” READ &/or dwl CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience D7V2 47/139
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy remembers being in this same forest before, several times w his Mother. He had thought it quite pleasant then. Fragrant, cool, colorful. The terrain is the same, but it is now as if everything about is thrown with a different light.” https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX D7V2 47/140
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The mushrooms have become toadstools. The trees do not offer shade. Instead they compel an eerie, horrifying gloominess. & the deer, rabbits, & other cuddly forest creatures have been replaced or transformed.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psyche D7V2 47/141
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Now thick snakes cling to branches & strike at him as he passes. Monstrous beasts reminiscent of grizzlies & gorillas rumble about. Off to his sides he can see them cutting tunnels in the underbrush as they go.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche D7V2 47/142
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“They loom up at him also, slunkered in the limbs of trees about him. They are massive, & the boy is awash in paralyzing fear as it occurs to him that they could easily crush him to half his size.” READ CH… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/143
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“With great will he forces himself to increase the pace of his running. “Suddenly, then, he bursts through an outer wall of foliage & is blasted by a glaringly bright sunlight.” READ/DWL CH… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/144
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy realizes he is on a beach, the ocean before him. No relief, however. His world has become an eerie, frightening contradiction; its only consistency is in its intensity.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 47/145
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“For despite the brightness of the day, the waves are crashing, pounding into the shore, pushed by a wind of hurricane force. They rush up nearly to the forest’s edge.” READ CH… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal D7V2 47/146
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Before the boy can react to this Nature gone berserk, he finds himself caught up in one gigantic wave which draws him under, pounding him with surf & sand on all sides & tumbling him about.” THREAD https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/147
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He feels himself being tugged across the grit & slime & out to sea. A gasp of horror escapes his mouth, to be replaced by a throatful of burning seawater.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI D7V2 47/148
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Not breathing, his lungs aching, the assaults of sensation, one upon the other, are reaching a peak bordering on insanity.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience D7V2 47/149
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Never has the boy known such intensity of feeling. It is as if his every nerve is panicking in the desperate urgency of the situation.” READ/DWL CH… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids D7V2 47/150
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Then the world becomes darker to him as he feels himself being dragged deeper & deeper, to depths unthinkable, & beyond even them until he no longer feels the sea around him. Rather, he seems to be far, far underground.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story D7V2 47/151
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy cannot move & seems to be contained, on all sides, by something very strong yet elastic. It is severely close. The boy sweats & struggles as he tries to get enough air & to stay comfortable in the enclosed place.” -->… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story D7V2 47/152
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He wonders where his Mother is & why she is allowing this to happen to him. Completely forgetting, in his desperation, all that had transpired between them in the previous happy times, the boy curses his Mother.” READ/DWL CH… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story D7V2 47/153
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“His oath is of little consequence as it begins to feel as if the weight of the entire world is upon him. He begins to wonder if he is dying. “The sensations are so excruciating he begins to think the only way to end it *is* to die.” THREAD> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html D7V2 47/154
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However, just as that thought occurs to him, the boy has a flash of an instance of one sunny day in a meadow with his Mother, & he knows that he doesn’t want to die, that he must live so he can be with her once again.” READ CH> https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story D7V2 47/155
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy suffers in this manner for a long time. More so—as the space he is in continues getting smaller.” READ/DWL CH https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience #psyche #bio D7V2 47/156
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He keeps wishing he could die to end it, knowing nonetheless that somehow he must hang on—though minutes seem like eternities—if he is ever to realize again that wonderful joy which has just so recently been removed from him.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth D7V2 47/157
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He struggles for air, for it seems there is not enough. He wants to panic, but he can not move to do so.” READ &/or DW CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids D7V2 47/158
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This scene is replayed in the boy’s mind over & over. Alternately, it provides him a slight sense of relief, filing off, as it does, the razor edges of his rage;” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal D7V2 47/159
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“but then it makes the pain all the more unbearable as it accentuates the hopelessness of his condition. “Eventually he can no longer even remember his Mother & the time that was before.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/160
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“All he can focus on is that he must live, for some reason or other, that his hanging on is the most important thing in the world.” READ CH… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #PMEs #PainGrids #experience D7V2 47/161
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Outside of this resolve all the boy knows is pain, all he can remember is pain—as everything else is sucked from his being. “He continues pulling for air, though he is by now quite exhausted.” READ/DWL CH> https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/162
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He wants to rest, ever so badly, but he knows that to do so would be to die. So he works at getting air. Mightily the boy struggles as his body aches with the effort.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal D7V2 47/163
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Mercifully, then, he loses consciousness for periods of time. & he alternates between states of hideous nightmares & of a waking horror.” READ CH> https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids D7V2 47/164
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Finally one day, at a point at which the boy no longer remembers who he is nor whether he is dead or alive, there is a change. Formerly his space was simply getting smaller. Now there is a kind of grumblingness in his surroundings.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t D7V2 47/165
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“A clearer awareness once more returns to him as he takes notice of this new event. Without warning, something shoots through him like a thunderbolt. His body convulses with the shock. Again it fires through him, then later again.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html D7V2 47/166
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He feels he is being awarded his last chance at being alive. Somehow he knows he must find the strength, from somewhere, to make it, though he is not exactly sure what “making it” means.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/167
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Despite this emergency awareness, he is not able to summon any more energy from his ravaged & wasted body. The boy feels it is all over but to die.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI D7V2 47/168
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However just at that moment, when surely all seems lost, he senses a sunny glow inside of his belly. It is in stark contrast to the hideous darkness that has become his whole world & all he can ever remember at this point.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth D7V2 47/169
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“From this radiant spot comes, at first, a trickle of energy, which flows up to his brain & casts a light in his mind, brightening his awareness just a bit.” READ CH> https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal D7V2 47/170
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Then this trickle increases & begins surging to his mind in the shape, once again, of images of devastating destruction & explosions.” THREAD https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids D7V2 47/171
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Though his body is racked with exhaustion, he is oblivious to the pain as he moves in the throes of this newfound energy. READ &/or dwl CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI D7V2 47/172
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Delirious with the images he is seeing of cataclysmic disruption, he begins to leer & hate.” READ CH… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #psyche #bio #shamanic #transpersonal D7V2 47/173
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“His desire for destruction & annihilation of the entire Universe & everyone in it pours out of him & washes through every corner of his being. He sees himself, with the world, in billions of tiny pieces scattered over all of space.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t D7V2 47/174
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He wishes to tear at his insides as he imagines himself ripping into his guts with knives, slashing & tearing & tossing the pieces to speed away into the Universe.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal D7V2 47/175
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The lightninglike jolts increase in intensity & frequency. With every one he becomes more & more hateful & delirious; he laughs fitfully & outrageously, spitting in the face of death.” READ CH… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/176
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The pain finally reaches such intensity that he truly does not know whether he has died or is still alive, or the difference between pleasure & pain, as his ecstasy merges with his searing electrical agony.” READ/DWL CH https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psyche D7V2 47/177
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“& just at that moment it happens. His world *does* explode...(and he blacks out). . *** . READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience #bio #shamanic #transpersonal D7V2 47/178
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
*** . “The boy has no idea how long he’s been asleep. Though it’s been only moments, it seems it could as easily have been an eternity.” READ CH… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids D7V2 47/179
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He still aches all over, but now there is a difference. No longer is it a tight enclosed place; on the contrary, there seems an immensity of space around him & he can move freely, though it hurts to do so.” READ/DWL CH> https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psyche D7V2 47/180
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The other most obvious thing about this different place is its incredible brightness. The light sears his eyeballs despite his attempts to cover them. Then he realizes he is shivering.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/181
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“A steel freezing wind whistles around him & chills him thru. His recent ordeal has roughened his body so it is as if every nerve—both inside & on the surface—is exposed. Thus even the shuddering, which he can not stop, is causing him pain.” https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX D7V2 47/182
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He is thoroughly exhausted & raw. Barely able to even move, he does manage to roll over,slightly, in his agony. In so doing he notices the surface he is on. Armor hard & chrome cold, it is all just too much. Once again, then, he blacks out.” https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t D7V2 47/183
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“When the boy awakens, he finds that his surroundings have changed again. Now his world is cluttered—w forms & objects, & figures of people too. But he cannot make anything out. His vision is blurred, out-of-focus,& everything is darker now.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html D7V2 47/184
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy tries to make sense out of it all, & it occurs to him that it might be some kind of jungle or forest that he is in, & that it must be nighttime. Then he realizes he is still lying on a hard surface.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology D7V2 47/185
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He tries to raise himself but finds he is tied down; he can not move. He has the terrifying thought that it might be some sort of stone slab to which he is strapped.” READ/DWL CH… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 47/186
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy’s vision clears then, just a little, & he views the figures around him as moving in what might be some sort of dance.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #doctors D7V2 47/187
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“They are dressed all in white & wear ghastly white masks which cover completely any human features they might possess.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #delivery #consciousness #perinatal #medical #primal #PMEs #PainGrids #doctors #hospital D7V2 47/188
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“A whining sound or eerie singing is in the background. The dancers seem 2b carrying branches from trees, one in each hand, which they twirl about thm, alternately high overhead & then on the ground, making patterns in the dirt as they move.” https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t D7V2 47/189
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“At times the participants seem to duel with the branches as in mock combat, & then to twirl away from each other. “This scene goes on for some time. The boy, in his utter weariness, begins to drift off.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psych #doctors D7V2 47/190
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Just then again, between the cracks of consciousness & unconsciousness, the glimmering of a sunny place comes through to him...though he cannot see it clearly & does not truly remember it.” >… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psyche #hospital #delivery #baby D7V2 47/191
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“A longing, a bittersweet poignancy envelops him, however, which he can not shake off. & indeed he does not wish to, for even in its painfulness it is still the sweetest thing he knows.” THREAD https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psyche #hospital #baby #delivery D7V2 47/192
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy wants something ever so badly but does not know what it is. All he can make of it is that something is terribly wrong. Inside he feels a flickering glow & a faintly remembered sweetness. Outside are darkness & frightening masks.” >… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html D7V2 47/193
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
““It is not supposed to be this way,” he screams. “Something is missing!” & the longing returns with aching force. Still, he continues screaming out his last remaining truth.” https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #baby #delivery #hospital #Pain #trauma D7V2 47/194
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Over & over he shouts the words, reddening himself, expending again the tiny bit of energy that accrued, in the vain hope that someone will hear. But it becomes obvious that from the figures around him there is little chance of consolation.” https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t D7V2 47/195
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It seems his screaming is entirely unheard, or else that it does not carry across some unseen barrier between them. At any rate, they go about thr actions completely oblivious to him.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #baby #trauma #hospital D7V2 47/196
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Just as he pauses to regain the energy to continue protesting these injustices—&, with all his soul in it, he would have gone on—he notices that the dancing has changed. Now they are approaching the slab on which he is lying.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth D7V2 47/197
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“But hardly to soothe him. One after another their branches are whipped down onto him. All over his body, from his face even to the bottoms of his feet, the whipping continues. “To his already raw body, this is an incredible assault.” THREAD https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t D7V2 47/198
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The burning pain pushes even the thought of protest from the boy’s mind. The figures pour what feels like saltwater over his devastated skin. It gets into his eyes & burns there in an especially excruciating way.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #bathe D7V2 47/199
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This thread is Chapter 53, titled, “Diminution & Expulsion at the Third Trimester:” of *Dance of the Seven Veils II: *Prenatal/Perinatal Psychology, Mythology, & Your Divine Self* *Infant to Prenate, Veils Four-Six* by Michael Adzema … https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/1 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[D7V2] Which is Vol 3 in The Path of Ecstasy Series* Ch 53 is subtitled, “The Why & Way of Mind,or Ego, Separating fr Universal Consciousness… “Ejection fr “Eden” Happens to Everyone During Fetal Malnutrition: Suffering Builds a Character” https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/2 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[*Quotes/highlights:*] “In such manner...are the patterns of ego & ‘mind’ separated & severed from underlying & forgotten (but not unfelt) patterns of archetypal, karmic, psychic, & universal Self existing as body.” [] READ/DW CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology D7V2 53/3 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “The newly emergent conceptual bank is ripe for the impressions of society & culture.” [] READ &/or dwnl entire CH free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition D7V2 53/4 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[*Chapter 53 text begins:*] “The first fall from grace in coming into Form for all of us involves the events around conception...our peri-conceptional events. Before Form we were No-Form...formless.” READ CH https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #Ego #birth #prenatal D7V2 53/5 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We existed, for we are immortal. But without form. You might say our existence lie in the No-Form State. In coming into Form, we fall from grace...each of us, just as Lucifer (who is a metaphor for us) did.” READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego D7V2 53/6 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is not that we made a mistake in doing that. We are essentially Divine, so there are no errors. It is only our early Pain, especially our prenatal & perinatal pain,that causes us to make what is perfect into something that is wrong or bad.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/7 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Indeed, this chapter will help to explain how we do that in regards to death...in creating death at all, since we are immortal.” READ CHAPTER> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/8 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This coming into Form from No-From & this first fall from grace is explained in detail in the forthcoming volume in *Dance of the Seven Veils*.” READ &/or dwl entire CH free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psyche #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/9 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“That is the third volume, which is subtitled,*Peri-Conceptional/Transpersonal Psychology, Mythology, & Your Original Face...Cellular to Soulular*.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/10 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Coming from No-Form into Form existence is related to what Ken Wilber (1977) has called the *primary dualism*. In this we create matter & non-matter.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/11 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Yet time is not created. Our existence in the womb, as in the No-Form State, is timeless. There is no past & future. This is where we get our ideas of an Eternal Now.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/12 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Then something happens. We create time in the course of our perinatal experiences, beginning during our travails when we are still in the womb during the third trimester when things have started to get rough.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #birth D7V2 53/13 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Secondary Dualism—The Beginnings of Diminishing Divinity & of Our Becoming Just an Idea*” “Ontogenetically, it follows then, the second fall is birth..." READ &/or dwl entire CH free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #Ego #consciousness #prenatal D7V2 53/14 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
"...[the second fall is birth] & correlates with Ken Wilber’s *secondary dualism*, which he relates to the creation of time. As Wilber (1977) puts it, “the *why* of time’s genesis...it is nothing other than man’s *avoidance of death*.”” THREAD https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/15 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Wilber continues as follows, quoting Benoit (1955): “It is with the arising of the Existential Level that there occurs the infamous debate of ‘to be or not to be’; because at the moment man severs his organism from his environment, then,...” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/16 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”Suddenly he becomes conscious that his principle is not the principle of the universe, that there are things that exist independently of him, he becomes conscious of it in suffering from contact with the world-obstacle.”” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology D7V2 53/17 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“At this moment appears conscious fear of death, of the danger which the Not-Self represents for the Self.” READ &/or dwnld entire CH free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #perinatal D7V2 53/18 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Creation of Death in Encounter with the World-Obstacle* “We see that fear of death arises out of suffering from contact with the “world-obstacle.”” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/19 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The metaphorical reflections of this, biologically, are the fetus’s encounter with suffering in the later stages of pregnancy.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition D7V2 53/20 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The fetus encounters the “world-obstacle,” the uterus, with the confinedness in the womb & its attendant suffering increasing daily & hourly.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/21 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The fetus becomes even more conscious of this obstacle—& more identified with its physical form—in reaction to the Energy eruption from frustration.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/22 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Wall: The creation of pain, time, & death occurs with the encounter w the “World-Obstacle.”* “So it is here, farther along in the gestation process, that we feel the separation (from Divinity) w the encounter w the wall of the uterus.” https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/23 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“People use that metaphor: “I hit the wall.” In other words, “I’ve reached my limit.” This hearkens back to that time in the womb.” READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/24 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“S. Giora Shoham (1990) writes, “In the midst of his omnipresent egocentricity, he experiences disastrously hostile surroundings”” READ &/or dwnld entire CH free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal D7V2 53/25 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Though Shoham likens this to the “expulsion” phase of birth, this experience actually begins a little earlier, during the BPM II phase of birth—that is, in the late stages of pregnancy prior to the onset of labor.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psyche #womb #Ego D7V2 53/26 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Let me clarify this. With the primary split, what I am calling *Veil Seven*, occurring with the creation of sperm & egg from no-thing-ness, one’s intention can be different from the intention of Other.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego D7V2 53/27 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Indeed, one perspective on this is that a difference in intention *causes* the creation of sperm & egg. That is to say, the foundation of the world is wrought of an initial rebellion from God.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche #Periconceptional #consciousness D7V2 53/28 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“& with this we can compare the myth of Lucifer, which explains why, as I have put it, Lucifer represents everyperson. “Or as I view it, which I believe is the less “tainted” of the two perspectives & thus more likely to be true,..” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/29 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…the creation of the world begins out of Divinity’s intention to expand Experience through a process of forgetting, which makes additional experience possible. Or, more succinctly, God “just wants to have fun.”” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb D7V2 53/30 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Regardless, up until this point in the developments prior to birth, these two intentions have rarely been at odds: The self’s intentions to grow & to expand have been nurtured & aided, in a wonderfully synchronistic way, by the Other—” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/31 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“—in this case, specifically, by the environment of the mother’s body.” “Toward the end of pregnancy, however, the organism’s intentions to grow & expand are contrary to the environment’s intentions to resist its further growth in response.” https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/32 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“By this I mean simply that there are limits to the elasticity of the womb & the mother’s body, which result in its becoming an increasing & contrary factor, creating pressure & “weighing in” as a force against the fetus’s growth.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/33 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“To the fetus, however, with the possibility of a different perspective—a “bi-focal” world arising with the primary split—it is as if the environment has “turned against” or “betrayed” it.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/34 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“At any rate, this friction of opposing intentions (or perspectives) is Energy,just raw Energy until it is labeled. As Wilber put it: “As an e.g. of this entire movement, let us again use the mobilization of anger,as when a person strikes me.” https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/35 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The actual strike itself, in its simplest form, is just a movement of the universe, but as the primary dualism starts to occur, I sense a mobilization of energy arising within me.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/36 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“At this stage—before the primary dualism hardens—this energy is still pure, informal, intemporal….”” READ &/or dwnld entire CH free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #Eden #FetalMalnutrition D7V2 53/37 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Creation of Pleasure & Pain* “In our example, of course, it is not someone striking the fetus. It is something—felt at times as someone—opposing the fetus’s uninhibited growth.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal D7V2 53/38 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The pattern is the same, however, in that “in its simplest form” the actual blocking of the fetus’s free movement “is just a movement of the universe.” “However, then the prenate does what indeed we all did.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego D7V2 53/39 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Since we were not “wholly” enough to accept this pure energy as simply *our* energy, our Divinity—this is a consequence of the primary split in the creation of Form out of No-Formness, or Veil 7, coming about at conception—” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche D7V2 53/40 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[Since we were not “wholly” enough to accept this pure energy as simply *our* energy, our Divinity—] we make it “wrong,” we “label” it pain.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/41 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This, of course, is not conceptual labeling here since concepts do not exist as yet. Rather, it is pure, organismic avoidance/rejection...a kind of cosmic mistrust of the events that are occurring.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #prenatal D7V2 53/42 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We re-create this in later life every time we turn away from the discomforts & challenges of life instead of facing & embracing & learning the lessons for which these unwanted events have come to enlighten us.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego D7V2 53/43 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Therefore, out of the original creation of self & Other or organism & environment—with its concomitant of organism & obstacle (world-obstacle)—” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/44 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[out of the original creation of self & Other or organism & environment—] we have created the splitting of primary Energy into energy inside & energy coming from outside, into right & wrong, & therewith, pleasure & pain.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology D7V2 53/45 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*We create time to escape from an insufferable Now...therein we create death.* “Furthermore, since we cannot escape pain into space (we cannot move away or out...yet), we create another duality: the duality of time—of past & future.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/46 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Remember what was said earlier about Janus, the two-faced god, representing beginnings & the fact that it faces in two directions, past & future. Thus, time.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/47 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The fetus, in that time prior to birth (“up against the wall”), seeks to escape into memories of a sweetness just recently removed. With this move we have created the duality of life & death, of being & nonbeing.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psyche #womb #Ego D7V2 53/48 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We have created nonbeing in that we are trying to escape the Now into the past, which is a mere memory, an *idea*, a reflection only of the Now." THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/49 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Furthermore, in this way it can be said that the genesis of time lies in the mechanism of regression, or the drive to return to the womb...” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/50 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“….regardless that initially that time in the womb one seeks to create is an earlier womb state & one actually is still *in* the womb while seeking it!” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/51 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So it is that, also, we have the beginnings, the earliest template actually, of all later neurosis, which involves a retreat from the present, the Now, into an earlier time—a regression—that was blissful or more pleasurable.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche D7V2 53/52 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Creation of Loneliness & the Expulsion from Paradise at Birth* “S. Giora Shoham (1990) provides additional light on this second phase of separation.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/53 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[Shoham] mistakenly relates the second phase of separation to that between early & later orality during the toddler stage of development, meaning approximately age two to three. READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal D7V2 53/54 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However, for reasons having to do with this annoying (to me) fear of intellectuals to entertain the notion of prenatal consciousness, his second phase instead fits more perfectly with the phase of separation at birth, my Veil Four.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/55 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Shoham would have put it there [at birth], too, if he were operating out of a model acknowledging prenatal memory & consciousness & thus requiring placement of his previous phase, phase one, in the womb.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth D7V2 53/56 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Shoham notes, first of all, that the second phase of separation involves being ejected from “pantheistic togetherness” & that it is related to the mythical “expulsion from paradise.”” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/57 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Considering what has been said so far & what is known about the experience of being in the womb & of being born...for example, BPM I, followed by BPM II & BPM III, in Grof’s terminology...” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/58 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…it should be clear how the experiential & mythical components Shoham cites relate to the experience of birth. Instead.” READ &/or dwl entire CH free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/59 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Therefore, in the next part of this book, having to do with Veil Five, prenatal malnutrition, we will see how more accurately the beginning of that expulsion from pantheistic togetherness occurs a little earlier, during the third trimester.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/60 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Nonetheless, birth is the culminating & graphic depiction of that expulsion. Indeed, it might even be said that…” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition #Mind D7V2 53/61 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…the phase of fetal malnutrition, Veil Five, relates to that time in Eden when, with this beginning of mistrust of the Divine, Eve is tempted by the serpent, which would be the umbilicus, with its placenta, & the mother in general.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/62 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So it is that mistrust, temptation, crime & guilt—indeed, in the womb, w the onset of hypoxia & confinedness, one begins to feel guilty, for one wonders what one has done wrong to cause this change of state so drastically fr bliss to horror—” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/63 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[So it is that mistrust, temptation, crime & guilt] & separation from Divinity are the characteristics of both the time in Eden around the eating of the apple & the time in the third trimester.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness D7V2 53/64 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Birth as “Stern Judgment”* “Furthermore, Shoham writes that this expulsion from paradise “sees God condemning man to a cursed land in which he will live in sorrow all his temporal life.”” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/65 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This statement [by Shoham] expresses, indeed, the consequences of birth pain on a person’s life.” READ &/or dwl entire CH free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #Mind D7V2 53/66 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However, his statement that “the pantheistic neonate learns through deprivational interaction...that he is not with everything but against everything” is not quite true.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/67 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“By “deprivational interaction,” Shoham is referring to the insufficient satisfaction of needs which must, to some extent, occur postnatally with feeding, comfort, closeness deprivations.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/68 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Thus, with this instead occurring in the womb, it is not through *deprivational* interaction (not yet, anyway) but through *confrontational* interaction with the uterus…” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal D7V2 53/69 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…[it is through *confrontational* interaction with the uterus] in the manner previously described that the neonate first learns such a hard lesson:” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/70 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Which is that its size is contrary to its environment’s “intention” for it to “not grow.”” READ &/or dwnl entire CH free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #archetypes D7V2 53/71 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However, in that Veil 5 relating to the 3rd trimester is characterized, along with confinedness, w reduction or nutrients & O2 (you will see why in the next part, on the next Veil), there is that element of deprivation in the womb as well.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/72 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Regardless, as Shoham then points out, this event, surely enough, “gives way to the loneliness & encapsulated existence of the human individualized *separatum*.”” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal D7V2 53/73 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The upshot is that we become separated from our true self & our Divine nature at birth; at birth a second duality arises in us.” READ CHAPTER… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/74 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Or, in my framework, being more elaborate, it is the fourth separation, following the ones at conception, the womb, & prenatal malnutrition.” READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/75 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Or taking it to its beginnings in the womb, at the time of prenatal hell, Veil Five, with the separation of intentions—that is to say, for the child to grow, for the uterus (mother) to resist growth—" THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #prenatal D7V2 53/76 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“—[at the time of prenatal hell, Veil Five, with the separation of intentions] there is the beginnings of that separation & ultimate loneliness.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/77 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
““This separation,” like the earlier separation in the creation of sperm & ovum (we get into that, also, later on, with Veil Seven, which has to do with conception), “is also perceived by the organism as a catastrophe.”” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology D7V2 53/78 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is coupled with a transition from grace in the womb “to the harshness of temporal stern judgment.” For *stern judgment*, read *birth*.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/79 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Why is birth “stern judgment”? It is so because something happens in the womb that is with us for the rest of our lives. This coming up against the uterine wall is seen as a judgment by the fetus. I will explain why in a little bit.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/80 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Especially we will deal with this in the Veil to come, Veil Five, “Prenatal Hell...Third Trimester Malnutrition & Hypoxia.”” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #FetalMalnutrition D7V2 53/81 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is this aspect of the third trimester guilt, & the time in Eden after eating the apple, that is most associated with Shoham’s other quality of this expulsion.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/82 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“First, let me point out Shoham’s statement “the light of Infinity was boundless, eternal, imperceptible, & nondifferentiated” before creation.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/83 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Furthermore: “The motivation of the emanating Infinity in forming separate entities was to be able to confer grace on them.” This makes sense, “because within the unity of Infinity there can be no giving & no receiving.”” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology D7V2 53/84 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In this statement, we see that Shoham’s understanding of the why of the entire separation is similar to mine,..” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition #Mind D7V2 53/85 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…which [understanding] is that it is not about rebellion against God but about the Divine’s intention, in my words,“to have fun,” in Shoham’s, because otherwise there could “be no giving & receiving.”” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #prenatal D7V2 53/86 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“I feel my explanation is the better one, by the way, in that Shoham’s view does not explain why Divinity would even want “giving & receiving.” I mean out of everything, how does that come out as being the *sui generis* of it all.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/87 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In the vernacular, “Why is that even a thing?” Whereas my take on it explains that “giving & receiving” are aspects of the experience of God.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/88 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Further, [Shoham's] explanation does not encompass why there would be the opposite of “giving & receiving” that is to say, pain, evil, hate, & suffering.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardo #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/89 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Mine does, in that all are aspects of expanding the parameters of Experience, in glorification of the All-That-Is, which is what I put forth as being the *sui generis* of Existence & Divine Intention.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth D7V2 53/90 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However, Shoham’s prime motive of “giving & receiving” does bear fruit of its own.” READ &/or dwnl entire CH free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition D7V2 53/91 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“For it follows from it that one has to have an Other in order to have the joy of flowing in & flowing out. There was no flow-in, flow-out prior to the time of the creation of Form.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #birth #consciousness #prenatal D7V2 53/92 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However, Shoham claims that “the differentiation of the emanant is effected by its swallowing of harsh Dinim (stern judgments).”” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/93 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So originally, after the creation of sperm & egg, after the creation of form, the “differentiation”—that is to say, the continued elaboration of form, of the individual—is brought about by the encounter with stern judgments.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche D7V2 53/94 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“On the adult level, we would say “suffering builds character.” Better put, “suffering builds ‘a character’ (all right).”” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psyche #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition D7V2 53/95 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Loss of Harmony of Intention* “However on the prenatal level, this means that…” READ &/or dwnl entire CH free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition D7V2 53/96 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…after the original duality there is the continued possibility, not only for there to be giving & receiving (flowing in, flowing out), but for there to be differences in intention between the self & the Other.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego D7V2 53/97 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“& it is through the successive encounters with these differences or frictions of intention that the organism is stimulated to differentiate. In other words, the prenatal organism must grow in order to survive.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego D7V2 53/98 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“More & more the fetus comes up against “harsh reality” & this causes it to become more & more differentiated, to become more & more complex & less & less unitary.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psyche #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal D7V2 53/99 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The prenatal penultimate of this occurs, as mentioned, in the final stages of gestation in the fetus’s coming up against the resistance of the womb, which results in a *major* differentiation or complexity—the creation of another duality.” > https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/100 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“But all along, as well, there have been the “swallowings” of harsh *Dinims* that have resulted in differentiation & increased complexity:” READ &/or dwl entire CH free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/101 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“the incompleteness & inferiority feelings of the sperm & egg (they have only half the number of chromosomes, after all) leading to the need to unite,..” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal D7V2 53/102 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…the “survivor guilt” of the fertilized egg leading to cell multiplication, & the foundationlessness of the blastocyst leading to the need to implant in the uterine wall.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/103 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Yet for this entire time in the womb, while there are obstacles, there are also ways around them, not to mention the experience of grace all about (being synchronistically nurtured by the womb).” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness D7V2 53/104 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is akin to a stream flowing downhill, over & around rocks & debris; no stopping it. As a fetus, one’s intention is to grow & grow & grow.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/105 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So you’re expanding, you’re becoming blissful—you’re “blasting, billowing, bursting forth with the power of ten-billion butterfly sneezes.” Then all of a sudden: Boom! You hit a wall.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/106 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Now there is no bubbling blissfully over it, no courseway around it; no exit. “It is felt as a stern judgment: “What did I do wrong?” & this causes one to differentiate more.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/107 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“You no longer say: “Wow, I’m the whole universe.” Now you have to say: “I’m not what I thought I was.” This is the incipient Ego talking.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/108 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In a way, there is fear: there is this “aggressor” (the womb); you have to “defend” in a way. & the beginnings of defenses are most accurately the beginnings of Ego & of Ego boundary.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal D7V2 53/109 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*To Summarize* “To summarize, “The breaking of the vessels generated vileness in divinity & then vicariously in creation.”18 While Shoham considered this “breaking of the vessels” to be birth,..” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness D7V2 53/110 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…you are aware that I consider those vessels broken to be that of the ovarian sac of the mother & the testicles of the father—both of which are instrumental developments in creating the event of conception.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego D7V2 53/111 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“That is, the creation of sperm & ovum created the possibility of corruption, of difference in intention from that of the Divine. That is the beginning of “evil,” which is the opposite of “live.”” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness D7V2 53/112 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Or, another way of saying that, that is the beginning of having intentions other than the Divine’s intention which are pro-life & goodness, to have one’s that are self-destructive, anti-life, & thus its opposite, *evil*.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology D7V2 53/113 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“That is why the prenatal matrices I delineate are matrices of evil, the origins of evil. We’re getting there. Just hang on.” READ &/or dwnld entire CH free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/114 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Pitiable Result* “Then, “the expulsion of man from pantheistic paradise, resulted in the creation of the first human polar archetypes.”” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/115 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So with birth, beginning in the third trimester, there is the creation of the first polar archetypes—the creation of past & future, space & time, & birth & death.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal D7V2 53/116 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In such manner, then, are the patterns of Ego & “mind” separated & severed from underlying & forgotten (but not *unfelt*) patterns of archetypal, karmic, psychic, & universal Self existing as body.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psyche #womb #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/117 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The newly emergent conceptual bank is ripe for the impressions of society & culture. Hence, we see emerging & impinging on that “tabula rasa” the biosocial bands.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #primal D7V2 53/118 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“These [biosocial bands] are the impressions of parent & community, as described under the processes of Veil 3, the primal scene & loss of selfhood; & Veil Two, rites of passage & Identity. (See *Dance of the Seven Veils I*.)” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology D7V2 53/119 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“With all that I have advanced under consideration, now, you see that the end result of the series of “falls from grace” we go thru in the course of our leaving the Godhead & coming back into Form existence is a pitiful portrait of a human.” https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/120 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The process is consistent with one revealed as well in the *Tibetan Book of the Dead*, where the cycle of reincarnation involves descents from greater awareness in the course of coming into Form.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #womb #Ego #bardos #consciousness D7V2 53/121 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The “Wrathful Deities” of the Prenatal* “Additionally, *The Tibetan Book of the Dead* describes a pattern of descent from an opportunity, in our after-death state, for mergence with The Clear Light of the Void, into various bardos.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/122 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“These bardos are regions encountered in that descent—from the Divine possibility of mergence with The Clear Light—with each region corresponding to lesser, more devolved, states. That is, until emergence in Form, specifically birth, occurs.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/123 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In *Falls from Grace*, I showed how…” READ &/or dwnl entire CH free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition #Mind #archetypes #Self #gestation #Lucifer D7V2 53/124 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…several of those bardos, occurring just prior to birth, coincided with the experiences we now know to occur during our state of existence as egg cells in our mother’s bodies, as sperm inside our fathers,& during our womb existence.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/125 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“They are lesser states from the Light, yet the most profound descent occurs at birth, at that point completely living in a Form existence & dominated, now, by Time.” READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/126 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Prenatal—specifically that of fetal malnutrition during the last trimester of gestation (we’ll get into that next Veil)—& perinatal trauma causes this first major shutdown, this first major forgetting of our Divinity.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche #womb D7V2 53/127 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Indeed the second to the last bardo before birth, the Chonyid Bardo, characterized, according to *The Tibetan Book of the Dead* by the emergence of fearful & wrathful deities, correlates to our time just before birth of fetal malnutrition.” https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/128 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Most certainly, as you will see, our womb existence can be described as encountering blissful (during BPM I, Veil 6) then horrifically painful (fetal malnutrition, Veil 5), periods of the first two, then the third, trimesters, respectively.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/129 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“And from that bardo, it is said we proceed into the Sidpa Bardo, the “bardo of rebirth,” where we encounter visions related to a next birth.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/130 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Typically, this might include hallucinations arising from karmic material as well as of sexual imagery of passionately embracing men & women. This is clearly related, then, to birth itself, Veil Four.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth D7V2 53/131 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“& the intertwined images of lovers is provocatively suggestive of memory of the coming together of the chromosomal strands of DNA, which initiates the next cycle of birth,..” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/132 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…as well as [the intertwined images of lovers] symbolizes the desires that bring about incarnation in Form to begin with.” READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #Mind D7V2 53/133 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Note, however, that we flee from the wrathful deities into this sexuality, conception, & rebirth, for we are not ready for the Clear Light of liberation. The lining up of these bardos,..” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/134 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…with their blissful & hellacious correlates...karmically propelled, mind you...with the Veils I am proposing (4 through 6) is why I say that at birth & during fetal malnutrition our karmic strands are indelibly imprinted on our character.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/135 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is also why I claim we flee into birth into the world, being unable to retain our Divinity amid the assault of heavenly & demonic experiences." THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/136 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Which indeed we do: We escape from the excruciating pain of pre-birth fetal malnutrition by being born.” READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition #Mind D7V2 53/137 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is that prenatal hell, which is the next Veil—involving the compression & hypoxia occurring to virtually all of us during the third trimester of gestation—that we are ever trying futilely, pathetically to put behind us.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche D7V2 53/138 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*“In the Sweat of Thy Brow” & Mortality* “Furthermore, it is clear that by being tossed out of the Garden—forced to fill up our days with grueling hard work, for men, & forced to repress one’s sexuality & be dominated by men, for women— >… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/139 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[by being tossed out of the Garden] —so much of our time & attention would be taken up so that we would no longer have the leisure allowing us to fall into & realize (to “feel through to”) our prenatal & perinatal trauma…” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche D7V2 53/140 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…& the wisdom & knowledge of immortality that lies beyond it (which is enmeshed within the joy grids & the spiritual grids).” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/141 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Thus “God’s punishment” of ejection from Eden, metaphorically speaking, does take us away from our knowledge of our immortality.” READ &/or dwnl entire CH free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal D7V2 53/142 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Although early gatherer-hunters *did* have such leisure time & they did, & do, engage in shamanic practices & trance states, available to all in the community, young & old.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/143 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In these practices, sometimes with the help of *entheogens*—literally, “creating the divine within”—or what are commonly called *psychedelics* (meaning, “mind expanding”), though not always,..” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness D7V2 53/144 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…& sometimes employing non-drug psychotechnologies of consciousness expansion, these primal people actually have been able to re-capture that knowledge of our immortality.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/145 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Sometimes they have been able to “feel back through” the traumatic experiences blocking it & to re-experience that state—associated with our early prenatal state—of connection with Divinity.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psyche #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/146 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Yet consider, has our situation in modern times changed all that?” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #FetalMalnutrition #Mind #archetypes #Self #Lucifer #ThirdTrimester D7V2 53/147 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“You might say we have no spare time & we must fill up our days struggling to survive, to make money. However, if that is so, how does one account for the immense amount of time postmodern humans spend shopping, entertaining,..” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2 53/148 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…being entertained by media, playing video games, taking the kids all about & everywhere, imbibing or smoking intoxicants & partying, spectating & talking about sports, watching television, & on the internet socializing.“ THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology D7V2 53/149 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Just an aside, but maybe it is simply a matter of priorities that keeps us from regaining again what we lost at the beginning of time.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/150 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Added to that, consider how much time people spend in boredom, whatever they are doing. It is not just adolescents who consider most of what they are doing to be “*bo*-ring.”” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal D7V2 53/151 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is just that teens are more honest about their lives & less removed from a memory of a time of wonder that is everyone’s childhood where life was delicious, fresh, & new, anything but boring.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness D7V2 53/152 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“If you are honest, you will admit that the great majority of the time you spend, even in activities, is less, often considerably less, than “juicy.”” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/153 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This is the life we are given by civilization, removed from vivid, unpredictable, endlessly exciting & rewarding, & profoundly growthful & spirit-infused experience.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos D7V2 53/154 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“There is no ADD (attention deficit disorder) among pre-civilizational peoples. Why would one’s mind wander when the present is so thoroughly engaging, so thoroughly interesting?” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal D7V2 53/155 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Our lives in modernity are truly shallow & empty compared to the deep & fully feeling lives we had in Nature...are capable of...& could have again.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/156 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In which case, maybe the day has finally dawned for a return to Eden. Let us take up that auspicious prospect next.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal #Mind #archetypes D7V2 53/157 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We take now a look at what is preventing our happiness, our return to Eden, & what can be said about changing that...about going hOMe.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/158 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This has been a thread of the entire Ch 53, “Diminution & Expulsion at the 3rd Trimester: of *Dance of the Seven Veils II* by Michael Adzema THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden D7V2 53/159 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Chapter 53 is subtitled, “The Why & Way of Mind, or Ego, Separating from Universal Consciousness… “Ejection from “Eden” Happens to Everyone During Fetal Malnutrition: Suffering Builds a Character” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth D7V2 53/160 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
My book is subtitled, *Prenatal/Perinatal Psychology, Mythology, & Your Divine Self* *Infant to Prenate, Veils Four-Six* & it is Volume 3 in The Path of Ecstasy Series READ CH… https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #bardos #primal D7V2 53/161 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
*Dance of the Seven Veils II* by Michael Adzema is being released in paperback & ebook any day now and might already be available when you read this. This is a complimentary chapter from the book. READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #womb #Ego #birth D7V2 53/162 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The complete chapter is available online at the links in this thread. This link is to a pdf copy of Chapter 53, “Diminution & Expulsion at the Third Trimester” of *Dance of the Seven Veils II* To read &/or download a copy, click: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psyche D7V2 53/163 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
It is time now to regain the primal legacy of belongingness in Divinity & Nature which we lost when we claimed ourselves “crown of creation” & peak of the evolutionary pyramid. This book is a powerful aid in regaining one’s authentic self. … https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2 53/164 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…if we do not regain our truer & underlying humanity, & instead, coming forth as we normally do, we continue acting out of our pain grids, we are not going to have a ‘human’ experience…” THREAD https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness D7V2 53/165 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…or even an Earthly life experience to be detailing & exploring, in the future, let alone people to hear about them.” READ &/or dwnl entire CH free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism D7V2 53/166 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
In looking at these matrices embedded in us through our cellular & womb & birth experiences, it will be possible to have our best chance to get a look at existence outside of these matrices—the No-Form State. READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view #psychology #primal D7V2 53/167 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rJu57XqfuLDEouGBZcAxg5air5pb3KsM/view
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
If you like & agree w these ideas & want more attention on them, feel free to download the chapter & pass it around, as you wish; use it to share this perspective & please send any comments/reviews of the book to me at sillymickel@yahoo.com https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2 53/168 https://wp.me/p1C4cs-2PX D7V2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The idea being I might be able to use your comments in describing it in my own sharing on social media. READ &/or dwl entire CH free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html #psychology #womb #Ego #birth #consciousness #prenatal #bardos #primal #symbolism #Eden #perinatal D7V2 53/169 https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/03/Ch53D7V2.html
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
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@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
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@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
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@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This thread is Ch 51: “Birth—Genesis, the Fall: of *Dance of the 7 Veils II: *Prenatal/Perinatal Psychology, Mythology, & Your Divine Self* *Infant to Prenate, Veils 4-6* by Michael Adzema Which is Vol 3 in The Path of Ecstasy Series* https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/1
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Chapter 51 is subtitled, “The Meanings of the Serpent, the Tree of Life & of Knowledge of Good & Evil… “Our Prenatal & Perinatal Experiences Predispose Our Beliefs & Disguise Our Revelations” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psyche #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[*Quotes/highlights:*] “The Garden is the womb, God is the mother, the serpent is birth pain, the apple is meat, & the Tree of Life is the placenta.” [] READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/3
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “…in feeling thru our prenatal & perinatal pain & re-establishing our foundation within the joy grids of the early womb experience, we find ourselves, not just aware of our immortality,..” [] THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #primal #consciousness D7V2 51/4
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “…but also smack up against a fount that seems to emanate all wisdom, all knowledge. That is the Tree of Life, of which it is said we would live forever.” [] READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/5
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[ Chapter 51 text begins:] “As you would expect, birth dynamics occur a great deal within creation mythology.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis D7V2 51/6
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So it is that [birth dynamics are] easily visible within the creation myth most common in the Christian, Jewish, & Muslim worlds—concerning Eden & The Fall as in *Genesis*.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/7
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Garden Is the Womb* “Regarding the mythological Veil from birth that is thrown upon our doors of perception, then, we enter thru a familiar gate: Let us recall these words fr *Genesis* concerning our fall fr grace & expulsion from Eden:” https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/8
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
““And the LORD God commanded him, “You may eat freely from every tree of the garden, but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil; for in the day that you eat of it, you will surely die.””” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology D7V2 51/9
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Thereupon, after eating the fruit of that tree, at the urging of the serpent, the consequences are laid out: “”Unto the woman he said, “”I will greatly multiply thy sorrow & thy conception; “”in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children;” >… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/10
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”and thy desire shall be to thy husband, “”and he shall rule over thee. “”And unto Adam he said, “”Because thou has hearkened unto the voice of thy wife, “”and hast eaten of the tree, READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/11
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”of which I commanded thee, saying, “””Though shalt not eat of it:””” “”…cursed is the ground for thy sake;”” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis D7V2 51/12
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”in sorrow shalt thou eat of it all the days of thy life: “”thorns also & thistles shall it bring forth to thee; “”and thou shalt eat the herb of the field; “”in the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread,”” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth D7V2 51/13
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”…till thou return unto the ground; “for out of it wast thou taken: “for dust thou art, “and unto dust shalt thou return.”” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis D7V2 51/14
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”And Adam called his wife’s name; because she was the mother of all living. “”Unto Adam also & to his wife did the LORD God make coats of skins, & clothed them.”” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/15
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”And the LORD God said, Behold, the man is become as one of us, to know good & evil: & now, lest he put forth his hand, & take also of the tree of life, & eat, & live for ever:”” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 51/16
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”therefore the LORD God sent him forth from the garden of Eden, to till the ground from whence he was taken.”” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis #PMEs D7V2 51/17
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”So he drove out the man: & he placed at the east of the garden of Eden cherubim, & a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep the way of the tree of life.” (Genesis, 3: 16-24)” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/18
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“To start then, of the elements in Eden, what is the serpent? What the Tree of Life? What is the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil? What is God?” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/19
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“For that matter, what is the Garden? That part should at least be clear by now. The Garden represents our time, prenatally—it is a time in the womb characterized by all the qualities of Eden: connection with Divinity,...” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #psychology D7V2 51/20
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…[qualities of Eden: connection with Divinity,] harmony of everything, bliss & happiness, contentment, & all the rest. Looking at the meanings of the other elements brings some astonishing revelations.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psyche #myth #womb D7V2 51/21
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*And God Is Mom* “Beginning with the most obvious, it is clear enough who the God corollary is,which is one’s mother.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis D7V2 51/22
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is also Divinity Itself, as we are still, during our womb existence, connected to more expansive & supernatural powers & awareness at the same time as we are connected to our mother & are united with her in feeling & bonhomie.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/23
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“But what of the others? . “*The Serpent in Eden* “Well, the fact that it is a serpent that initiates this foofaraw in the Garden has meaning as well.” . “*Is Birth Pain*” . READ/DWL CH> https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 51/24
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Is Birth Pain* “As Michael C. Irving (1988) has revealed to us & I have related in several of my works, serpents, snakes, & dragons represent our birth pain for many reasons.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 51/25
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Among these are the fact that snakes can be crushing, as was the womb for us in the last stage of gestation & is the case during the birth process; & that their shape represents the birth canal, the birth “tunnel.”” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology D7V2 51/26
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“I would like to add that the fact that [snakes] are thought of as poisonous is directly connected with our experience in the third trimester of gestation.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/27
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“As I will explain as we go along, at that time we experience a matrix of feelings involved with being poisoned. & poisoned how?” READ &/or dwnl entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/28
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Well, this poisoning is caused by a backup of waste matter which is not being removed as efficiently as it had previously thru the umbilical cord. Poisoned by who? Why, by the umbilical cord! Which fits even more with a snake shape.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/29
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Sure enough, as I explained in detail in my book, *Prodigal Human* (2016) & as I have elaborated on, as well, in *Planetmates* (2014), it is our primal pain—specifically our prenatal & perinatal trauma—that pushes the discomfort…” READ/DW CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/30
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…& the “fevered brain” that causes humans to do the abominable things we end up doing in our “evolution” (our devolution, actually).” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden D7V2 51/31
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is the “serpent” of the repressed & potent traumas of our birth that speaks to us in the middle of the night casting doubt in our minds.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal D7V2 51/32
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is the snake of perinatal pain that drew Eve & then Adam (metaphorically speaking) to stray from our state of never-ending bliss.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal D7V2 51/33
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In actuality, a serpent of anxiety & mistrust of Nature, it was, who seduced our hominid ancestors to lose faith in the Divine Providence that we & the rest of Nature had relied on for millions of years.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb D7V2 51/34
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“A fear coiled within pushed them to expand the boundaries of the bounty already provided by Nature & the Divine into darker means of sustenance—the flesh of our “cousins,” specifically, our mammal planetmates.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth D7V2 51/35
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Apple Is Meat* “For, as it happens, we did that Edenal original “sin”...over the course of our millions of years of devolution...when humans began hunting, forgoing the ease & plenty attendant to foraging alone.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #devolution D7V2 51/36
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Then, in as radical...tho imperceptible & profoundly gradual...a turn as that depicted 4 Adam & Eve after they ate the apple, the rest of the horrible & unthinkable actions of humans—abominable fr the perspective of the rest of Nature—began.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/37
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“They were set into motion with the killing of planetmates. Hunting results in our straying from Nature & losing our connection with Divinity—being cast out of the Garden. The “serpent” made us do it; our perinatal pain did push us.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/38
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Let me be clear: The serpent, which is our birth trauma—specifically our prenatal & perinatal pain—caused anxiety in us & mistrust of Nature, & the Divine, to provide for us.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 51/39
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Hence, we disdained being merely foragers & began eating flesh that resembled our own—meat. This was the fruit of the tree of which we were warned not to eat. Meat was the apple in the Garden of Eden.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb D7V2 51/40
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It was our birth pain, the serpent, that pushed us to begin hunting & eating planetmate flesh like our own. We began standing upright as long as ten million years ago.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psyche #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/41
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“When we did, it resulted in birth pain for the infant along with prematurity of births. This caused the anxiety & basic mistrust that made hominids feel they needed to augment their diet with meat.” READ/DWL CH> https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb D7V2 51/42
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We began hunting approximately one & a half million years ago. “Thus, we lived in Eden until about one & a half million years ago, when humans began hunting.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/43
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The serpent—our prenatal & perinatal pain—began showing up in “Eden” somewhere between twelve million years ago & one & a half million years ago.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/44
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“For that is the time during which we gradually began our doubt about our existence, specifically about our survival—our ability to be sustained by the Universe, the Divine—& began to mistrust Divine Providence, the Great Mother.” READ/DWL CH> https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/45
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Eventually that resulted in us “eating the apple” (meat); & we left Eden. Indeed, approximately 1 1/2 million years ago our ancestors began consuming planetmate flesh like our own—mammalian flesh, red & bloody meat.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology D7V2 51/46
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Trees in Eden* “This leads us to ponder the question, then, what do we make of the two trees mentioned in Genesis—the one with the forbidden fruit & the one which would allow us to “live forever”?” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb D7V2 51/47
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil*” . READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis #PMEs #TreeOfLife #PainGrids #TreeOfKnowledgeOfGoodAndEvil #psyche D7V2 51/48
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The forbidden tree I have said involves the eating of meat, devolutionally, species-speaking; as well as it is about the beginning of prenatal trauma in attachment to a toxic placenta, individually speaking, in each of our lives.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/49
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“For this, then, what exactly is this Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil referred to in the biblical text? Why is it described as a tree?” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal D7V2 51/50
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Okay. Well, in eating the apple it is said we were “knowing good & evil.” We already knew “good” in the Garden. However, consuming planetmate flesh was“knowing evil.” Eating meat was evil, for eating flesh like our own is evil by definition.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/51
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Partaking of bloody flesh is the opposite of *live* (*evil* is *live* spelled backwards) for it requires death (the opposite of *live*, also) of something psychologically like us, so it is like killing ourselves or our kin.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth D7V2 51/52
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“You might think it unusual to consider that our primate progenitors would have such propensity for guilt about killing planetmates.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden D7V2 51/53
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We have been taught that the further we go back in our species history, the more “savage” & insensitive we were. This is not true, & it is one of the things we need to correct in our thinking to be able to see through the Veils thus far.” >… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/54
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[The fallacy that the further we go back in our species history, the more “savage” & insensitive we were] is linked up with the anthropocentrism we needed to overturn, which was Veil One. (Refer back to *Dance of the Seven Veils I*.)” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/55
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Why? Because we have throughout history this notion that beasts are savage,..” READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis D7V2 51/56
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…whereas as I have shown in the book previous to this, it is part of our species Ego, arising of our neurotic separation from Nature, which has us putting ourselves up on this throne above all of the “wild” world.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psyche D7V2 51/57
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Actually, however, we see much more in the way of compassion, empathy, & fellow feeling among our relatives in Nature & our earliest humans than exists in ourselves. Much of this has to do with the empathy that is natural to all species.” >… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/58
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“All species care for their young & that requires empathy. Furthermore, except for the instances where they need to kill so as to eat, all species interact peacefully...even charmingly, lovingly...with other species.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology D7V2 51/59
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This is something we know—indeed, our very description of Eden shows that we know what Nature untainted by us is like—yet we never voice it. We do not acknowledge this truth of the relatively far more peaceful & compassionate life of Nature;” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/60
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“in truth we push it further from our minds with mythologies of natural wildness & savagery as well as of corresponding human superiority & “civility.”” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/61
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We end up then not seeing this empathy & caring of the planetmates due to the fact that our species superiority has us projecting onto the natural world our worst qualities.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #mythology D7V2 51/62
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This is the same as how we civilized folk, going back as far as we can in our literary history—by that I mean it was extant in the earliest literary masterpiece, *The Epic of Gilgamesh*—” READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psyche #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/63
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*—[This is the same as how we civilized folk] project onto the people of nature...“natural” humans...that which we refuse to see in ourselves.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/64
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However, that ability to feel for others in view of the analysis I am presenting should not be so hard to see. It comes about from the fact that we are naturally, inherently one with All;” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/65
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“& the less we are separated from that awareness, the more we are able to feel & have access to the minds & emotions/feelings of others—others of our species & others of other species.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/66
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We lose this ability to “feel with” others, like & not so alike, in our “evolution” more than any species. Planetmates & earlier humans are more aligned with the Divinity inherent in Reality than we are.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb D7V2 51/67
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Hence our early less-devolved humans had more, not less, empathy for other species. This is not just speculation. We can see it in the many rituals, legends, myths, & beliefs of our most “primitive” humans…” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #womb D7V2 51/68
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…[in the many rituals of our most “primitive” humans] where much is done & said around feelings of regret for the taking of planetmate lives, fear of the blood of planetmates,& terror that the murdered (hunted) might return to seek revenge.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/69
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It follows that our most sensitive selves—that which lies deep inside us & is coincident with the selves of our earliest humans—would be abhorred by spilling the blood of creatures seen as not much different from ourselves, from humans.” ->… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/70
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“And since death is anti-life, & the opposite of *live* is *evil*, this hunting & murdering of planetmates was felt to be evil for much of our prehistory.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/71
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Even now, our more sensitive, less defended,& most “evolved” humans feel this supreme guilt & regret about taking or eating planetmate flesh. So we were uneasy w taking mammalian life,& it was done as under a cloud of darkness, akin to evil.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/72
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It was also done compulsively, arising of our unfelt perinatal feelings of mistrust of the world brought about through our first experiences of the world, at birth, which hardly lent themselves to feelings of reassurance. To put it mildly.” > https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/73
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Regardless, in “knowing” this evil, as it is said in *Genesis*, we began the godlike determination of life & death for planetmates who were similar to us; which had till then, & more correctly, been the purview of the Divine.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth D7V2 51/74
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In so doing, we began the “knowledge of good & evil”—which was the knowledge of killing, the determination of death of others. We became “as one of them,” the gods...exactly as said in the biblical rendering of the matter.” READ/DWL CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth D7V2 51/75
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Is also the third-trimester placenta, the toxic womb.* “However on the individual, the ontogenetic, not the devolutional, the phylogenetic, level, the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil is birth trauma.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth D7V2 51/76
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Most specifically [the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil] is the placenta in the third trimester, at the very beginnings of our birth trauma,..” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/77
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…which [Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil] has gradually become toxic & which initiates our descent from the Divine knowledge of bliss & goodness, which was our state prior to the beginnings of Pain at that time.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psyche D7V2 51/78
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is the tree, the placenta, which has now become both life-enhancing (good)—it still nourishes us, providing us w oxygen & nutrients—& life negating (evil) in that it is the source of the toxicity which has us feeling poisoned & irritated.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/79
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[Our wombular relationship with our placenta] was our earliest experience of being in a love-hate toxic relationship. Which we would then replicate endlessly & compulsively in our love lives,..” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/80
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…wondering why we “never learn” & always seem to pick partners who are bad for us. As one book title explains it, *Smart Women/Foolish Choices*. (1986).” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/81
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“More about this last part—the dual feelings toward everything that arises of our conflicted & dual relationship to the placenta—in Veil Five. Coming next, by the way.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/82
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Furthermore, I contend the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil represents the knowledge of our prenatal & perinatal traumas, as I am laying out in this book & in several of my others.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/83
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“For when we know good & evil, ie, we make mistakes in life—initially eating a forbidden apple, which is the symbolic expression of the adoption of killing for food (hunting) & the eating of meat—we begin being pestered w a guilty conscience.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/84
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Such mental agony would lead us eventually to the knowledge of our prenatal & perinatal origins...& more...if we were to follow it down into our feelings.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/85
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Why would the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil be our prenatal & perinatal pain? Well, this is indicated by the fact that it is a *tree* of the knowledge of good & evil.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 51/86
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This is the placenta of the 3rd trimester, for many reasons, which I go into in detail in other places. But simply put, the placenta even *looks* like a tree in its spreading of arteries & veins which resemble the expanding limbs of a tree.” https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/87
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Tree of Life Is the BPM I Placenta* “Now, what about the other tree? Because of these Edenal developments we are told we are banished from The Garden so that we do not also take of the Tree of Life, in which case we would live forever.” https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/88
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We will see as well (Veil Six) how the Tree of Life is specifically related to our earlier-in-the-womb experience of the first two trimesters which are characterized by bliss & feelings of immortality.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb D7V2 51/89
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“That it is “of life” is true in that it, the placenta, was our source of nourishment in the womb, without which we would have died. It was, literally, a *tree of life*.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #mythology D7V2 51/90
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“When you think about it, if you accept what I was saying at the outset about Eden representing our time in the womb, then it follows necessarily.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/91
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The only “tree of life” anywhere around for us at the time in the womb was exactly that: the life-giving placenta.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis D7V2 51/92
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Therefore the two trees represent the placenta at different times in the womb—the first two trimesters when it was “of life” & was bountiful,..” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/93
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…& the third trimester when it has a dual quality, is discomforting along with being life-giving & necessary & upon which we were dependent...unable to extricate ourselves from the bad situation.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/94
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Thus, we have the two trees representing two vastly different times in the womb, both prior to & during the “poisonous placenta” arising in the third trimester with prenatal malnutrition.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/95
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*How the Trees Are Related*” READ/DW CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis #PMEs #TreeOfLife #PainGrids #TreeOfKnowledgeOfGoodAndEvil #psyche #serpent #TheGarden D7V2 51/96
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“And beyond that, the way to process that Pain—emanating from eating of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil, actually being dependent for our survival in the womb on a toxic third-trimester placenta—is to release it in an emotive way.” … https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/97
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This Primal processing of our Pain, we have found, opens us to all the knowledge & bliss of the Universe—the Tree of Life, incl The Unapproved & Hidden—which our Pain has kept outside us in the same way moats keep out enemies from castles.” https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/98
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Or veils & curtains block the sun.” READ &/or DW entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #Genesis #TreeOfLife #PainGrids #TreeOfKnowledgeOfGoodAndEvil D7V2 51/99
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Noteworthy it is that in feeling thru our prenatal & perinatal pain—in one of the deep experiential, Primal, shamanic, entheogenic, or breathwork-related modalities—we eventually encounter the Tree of Life.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth D7V2 51/100
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Which [Tree of Life] represents remembering our time in proximity to & connected to that placenta, a time in which we remembered our immortality.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/101
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So, the Tree of Life, as said in the *Bible*, represents immortality as it is written, “lest he put forth his hand, & take also of the tree of life, & eat, & live for ever.”” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 51/102
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*The Tree of Life is The Unapproved & Hidden, is “the Everything.”* “Looking at this, I believe adds another provocative speculation:” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal D7V2 51/103
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Which is that in feeling through our prenatal & perinatal pain & re-establishing our foundation within the joy grids of the early womb experience, we find ourselves, not just aware of our immortality,..” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb D7V2 51/104
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…but also smack up against a fount that seems to emanate all wisdom, all knowledge. That is the Tree of Life, of which it is said we would live forever.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/105
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“A succinct way of defining the Tree of Life, then, is to say that it is the contents of the Unapproved & Hidden, which is our species unconscious...& beyond that All Knowledge.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 51/106
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[the Tree of Life, as the contents of the Unapproved & Hidden] is first & foremost knowledge of what we did in separating from Nature. It is the knowledge of our actual place in the array of living beings—i.e., planetmates.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth D7V2 51/107
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is what I am laying out in this book, in *Prodigal Human* & *Planetmates* preceding this...& in my other books on prenatal & perinatal psychology.” READ/DW CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/108
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Yes, you read that correctly. My attempt in several of my works—in particular, *Prodigal Human* & *Planetmates*—is to reveal the Unapproved & Hidden. & I continue that here.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 51/109
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In those works, I have shown how it is the sorrow & travail of life, including that of a guilty conscience, incidentally, that triggers our deeper primal pain.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/110
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“For sorrow & mental anguish lead us...if we follow them, if we “feel” them...to their roots in our primal, our prenatal & perinatal pain. That is to say, if we process them, integrate them. How? Primarily by emoting them...e-moat-ing them.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/111
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*E-moat* (i.e., e-mote) is the combining of ex meaning “out” (out of, to go out) plus *moat*, which is a watery barrier of defenses around a castle.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/112
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“With castle representing us, i.e., our defended self, then to get out (ex) the moat, or to go out beyond the moat, means to get rid of the defenses (the moats) keeping out what is around & outside us.” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb D7V2 51/113
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“What is outside, beyond our personal unconscious even, is The Unapproved & Hidden, the species unconscious." READ/DW CH https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis #PMEs D7V2 51/114
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Beyond that, outside even that, is *Everything*. It is the whole universe of Knowledge & Awareness we separate from in coming into Form.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal D7V2 51/115
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Therefore, “sinning”—by partaking of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil—leads us to knowledge of our primal Pain & to The Unapproved & Hidden & then to *Everything* beyond even that.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psyche #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/116
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Why? Well, *“sin” leads us to our Pain, for it is our Pain that causes us to “sin” in the first place*.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI #Genesis #PMEs D7V2 51/117
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It is the serpent, which is our prenatal & perinatal pain, which pushes us to go astray, to “sin”...which in the first instance for our species, that which got us ejected from Eden, was hunting, killing, the eating of meat.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth D7V2 51/118
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Why, again, would the 2 trees be related to our prenatal & perinatal pain? Well, let us look at that more closely. The Tree of Life & the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil are the 2 trees in Eden that are mentioned in *Genesis*.” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/119
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The Tree of Life is the good placenta, is associated with a knowledge of immortality, & is what we are blocked from approaching after being ejected from Eden.” READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/120
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil, on the other hand, is the tree from which Adam & Eve plucked their famous fruit, which got them “arrested” & “deported.” But what is the meaning of this “knowledge of good & evil”?” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth D7V2 51/121
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Looking into this we find that the phrase, “good & evil,” in Hebrew is טוֹב וָרָע, *tov V’ra*. It is translatable as “good & evil,” however it is said to be an example of a type of literary device known as *merism*.” READ CH… https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psyche D7V2 51/122
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This figure of speech pairs opposite terms together, in order to create a general meaning. Thus, the phrase “good & evil” is another way of saying, “everything.”” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/123
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This can be compared with the Egyptian expression evil-good, which is used in a way, normally, to mean, “everything.” We see this in Greek literature as well. “I know all things, the good & the evil” writes Telemachus.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psyche D7V2 51/124
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So this tree in the Garden imparts knowledge of *tov V’ra*, “good & bad,” & whereas that is traditionally translated to mean “good & evil” it is actually a fixed expression with the meaning of “everything.”” READ CH> https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth D7V2 51/125
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“All this together, then, it is more understandable how in feeling back to that state of prenatal bliss-joy, immortality, & connection to Divinity one gets the feeling that one has access to all knowledge as well...knowledge of *everything*.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link D7V2 51/126
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[one gets the feeling one has access to knowledge of *everything*.] As easy as turning on a faucet, as easy as being a river at its head, bubbling up from out of the earth. Mystics such as Sathya Sai Baba know that of which I speak.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/127
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Any of a great number of other spiritual teachers of a shamanistic bent I could name in the same way.” READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psyche #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal D7V2 51/128
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“As a consequence of my years of work clearing away the detritus of traumatic events & finding a foundation on a deeper level of the psyche characterized by harmony & bliss, I know something of the feeling, as well.” THREAD https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology D7V2 51/129
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“As I continue to draw from that fount, I am ever amazed at the comprehensive vision that becomes clear & sheds light on so much that is otherwise inexplicable or confused.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology D7V2 51/130
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Both of the Edenal tragedies mentioned—in our individual lives, the birth trauma, & in our species devolution, the hunting—kept us from the Tree of Life,..” THREAD https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/131
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…for [both Edenal tragedies—birth trauma & hunting—] kept us from experiencing our prenatal bliss, in conjunction with the placenta of our first two trimesters. The placenta of the first two trimesters is the Tree of Life.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth D7V2 51/132
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This has been a thread of the entire Ch 51, “Birth—Genesis, the Fall: “The Meanings of the Serpent, the Tree of Life & of Knowledge of Good & Evil… “Our Prenatal & Perinatal Experiences Predispose Our Beliefs & Disguise Our Revelations” https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/133
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
of *Dance of the Seven Veils II* by Michael Adzema My book is subtitled, *Prenatal/Perinatal Psychology, Mythology, & Your Divine Self* *Infant to Prenate, Veils Four-Six* & it is Volume 3 in The Path of Ecstasy Series READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth D7V2 51/134
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
*Dance of the Seven Veils II* by Michael Adzema is to be released in paperback & ebook in March, 2023. This is a complimentary chapter from the book. READ/DWL CH… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/135
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The complete chapter is available online at the links you can read the chapter, posted on the blog, or you can follow the directions there & download a free copy of Ch 51, “Birth—Genesis, the Fall” of *Dance of the 7 Veils II* by M. Adzema https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html D7V2 51/136
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This is a pdf copy of Chapter 51, “Birth—Genesis, the Fall” of *Dance of the Seven Veils II* To read and/or download a copy, click link: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psyche #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall #primal #Eden #BPMI D7V2 51/137
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The book itself, *Dance of the Seven Veils II* will be out in a matter of weeks. So this is a sample chapter. READ &/or dwnl entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal #TheFall D7V2 51/138
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
It is time now to regain the primal legacy of belongingness in Divinity & Nature which we lost when we claimed ourselves “crown of creation” & peak of the evolutionary pyramid. This book is a powerful aid in regaining one’s authentic self. … https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/139
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…if we do not regain our truer & underlying humanity, & instead, coming forth as we normally do, we continue acting out of our pain grids, we are not going to have a ‘human’ experience…” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness D7V2 51/140
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…or even an Earthly life experience to be detailing & exploring, in the future, let alone people to hear about them.” READ &/or DW entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KHQHaSSEp8v2ak272su9NHbSIgl3fhU2/view?usp=share_link #birth #psychology #myth #womb #consciousness #perinatal #mythology #prenatal D7V2 51/141
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
In looking at these matrices embedded in us through our cellular & womb & birth experiences, it will be possible to have our best chance to get a look at existence outside of these matrices—the No-Form State. READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/birthgenesis-fall-meanings-of-serpent.html #birth #psychology #myth D7V2 51/142
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
If you like & agree w these ideas & want more attention on them, feel free to download the chapter & pass it around,as you wish; use it to share this perspective. & please send any comments/reviews of the book to me at sillymickel@yahoo.com https://wp.me/p1nzXz-1JD D7V2 51/143
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@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This is a threaded version of Chapter 22, titled, “Healing Crisis: of the book, *Psychology of Apocalypse: *Ecopsychology, Activism, & the Prenatal Roots of Humanicide* by Michael Adzema READ BOOK… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/1
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Chapter 22 begins PART THREE of *Psychology of Apocalypse*, titled: “Healing Crisis & Regression in the Service of Humanity” THREAD https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer PA 22/2
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[*Quotes/highlights:*] “We have this legacy where we think the opposite of insanity is sanity, usually conflated with ‘normality’ & conformity.” [] READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/3
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “These insane times, with the fate of the world in the balance, are the first time we are able to see that the opposite of insanity is not normality. It is heroism.” [] READ BOOK… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal PA 22/4
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “Heroism is the only sane response to an insane situation where lives are at stake...the only sane response.” [] READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/5
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Chapter 22, “Healing Crisis,” is subtitled, “Prenatal-Perinatal Awareness, “Being Weller but Appearing Sicker, “Trancing Versus Suffering, & We Shall Overcome” READ/DWL BOOK https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth PA 22/6
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[*Quotes/highlights:*] “This difference between trancing & suffering may be likened to the difference between being a fish in water & totally oblivious to that fact versus living out of water & experiencing a downpour.” [] THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology PA 22/7
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “When one is in less of a trance state, one is aware of alternative ways of being; in the example, that would be being dry.” [] READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal PA 22/8
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “Consequently, one suffers & struggles amidst these forces & options...& one has at least some ability to choose one’s actions.” [] READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal PA 22/9
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “Those of the Baby-Boomer—or Sixties—generation also indicate their closeness to their prenatal & perinatal in their campaigns against some of the act-outs of the pre- & perinatal….” [] THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #TheUnconscious PA 22/10
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “These include actions against pollution; a rejection of city life, with its gridlocks, pollution, & crowding, & a return to the country, in communes or otherwise;” [] READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal PA 22/11
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “an awareness & rejection of polluted foods & creation of a natural & organic foods movement;” [] READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer #psychohistory PA 22/12
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “& actions against global overpopulation including support for birth control, a pro-choice stance on abortion, & delaying of baby-making on their own parts along with a reduction in the size of their families.” [] THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth PA 22/13
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[*Chapter 22 text begins:*] “What does this all mean? What does this portend? What might be the outcome of this emerging prenatal-perinatal unconscious both causing as well as made stronger by the environmental apocalypse brewing?” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ PA 22/14
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Is it the end, & the planet will see millions of years of a Mars-like state of virtual deadness? Or will the future necessary for the continued survival of life sprout among us?” READ/DWL BOOK> https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/15
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Healing Crisis* “To answer what an emerging pre/perinatal unconscious might mean on a macrocosmic or societal-global scale, it is helpful to look at what an emerging pre/perinatal unconscious portends on the individual or microcosmic level.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/16
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“What we have learned from the experiential modalities—holotropic breathwork, primal therapy, entheogens, rebirthing, shamanism, gestalt, & others like them—is that unerringly people need to get “sicker” before they can get well.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psyche PA 22/17
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This should not be news to psychoanalysts or any of the other mainstream psychotherapists or counselors either.” READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/18
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Basically, the underlying repressed material must come to the “surface,” must become more conscious...& obviously when it becomes more conscious its accompanying symptoms are exacerbated.” READ BOOK… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/19
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This can be called a *healing crisis* in that the symptoms get worse, more obvious, more blatant; & there is a period of acting them out before integration & resolution happens.” READ BOOK> https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/20
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“There is an acute part of this process that can occur, which is termed a *spiritual emergency*.” READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal PA 22/21
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“When Grof talks about birth/death scenarios in the perinatal unconscious, he is including these sorts of healings, where one must“die” to one’s sickness b4 one can be “reborn” into another way of being, without those sick patterns or symptoms.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/22
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Degrees of Disease* “Applying this on the societal level, we see evidence of a drawn-out healing crisis going on for humanity over the better part of the last century.” READ BOOK> https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal PA 22/23
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“There has been a progression in human events & human personality, which has been most clearly evident in generational differences, changes in parenting modes, & a generational progression.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/24
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*It’s YOU! YOU’re the f&^$#r!* “This evolution began with complete dissociation from the prenatal-perinatal unconscious by those of the Fifties, the World-War-Two, & previous generations—hence complete projection of it on The Other.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/25
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Then, for many reasons, which we will get in to, this changed to lesser dissociations from the prenatal-perinatal unconscious by the generations since, Baby-Boomer & afterward.” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/26
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“These latter involve more awareness of these unconscious dynamics as being a part of oneself, hence there is less projection of it on The Other.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting PA 22/27
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Wounded deer.* “In this latter instance, there is more suffering from it & more individual acting-out of it, so that in a sense one appears “sicker”—” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/28
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“”[one appears “sicker”]—the pre- & perinatal is more obvious in one’s behavior, taking more individual forms, & it is more easily recognized & seen to be a personal problem...a “sickness.”” THREAD https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/29
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“I describe this consciousness as being the way of the centaur, for it reflects Chiron, in ancient mythology, having an ongoing wound but eventually becoming a teacher & healer.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/30
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“To understand the ways the perinatal manifests depending upon one’s “closeness” to it, let us contrast the two extremes of being totally split off from it & being relatively close to it.” READ BOOK> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #TheUnconscious PA 22/31
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Sick, But Denying It—WWII Generation, Nazis, KKK, Right Wing, Tea Party* “First, let us take a look at what the perinatal appears like when it is completely split off from one’s conscious personality.” READ BOOK> https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness PA 22/32
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This total lack of interaction between the aware consciousness & the unconscious prenatal & perinatal entails a total repression & denial of it.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/33
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Can’t Know That You Don’t Know* “Consequently, one has absolutely no access to it; thus, one is in total ignorance of the underlying motivations of one’s actions.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth PA 22/34
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“One unconsciously acts out pre- & perinatal elements & traumas & manifests them in one’s behavior, rationalizing all the while that one has really good—non-perinatal, “real world”—reasons for why one is doing the things one is doing.” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ PA 22/35
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“More important still, what is “in the dark” inside of oneself appears in the outside world. It is projected on the people & events there & determines how one sees, interprets, & acts within it.” READ/DW BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/36
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*What’s in your head, zombie?* “Psychohistorians deem this state to be such an oblivious one that they use the term *trance-state* for it, fully intending all the implications & connotations that term engenders.” READ BOOK… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth PA 22/37
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“That is, they are saying that people who are this repressed & split off do their acting zombie-like & out of motivations completely hidden to themselves.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth PA 22/38
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Birth Woes ~ World Wars* “In such total ignorance, & of course being totally ignorant that one is in ignorance,..” READ/DWL BOOK https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer PA 22/39
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[In such total ignorance,] people in the past one-hundred years have been able to act out their perinatal underbellies in ways to make such hideous & all-encompassing wars as World War I & World War II possible.” READ BOOK… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth PA 22/40
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Leaving aside for a moment the myriad ways the perinatal has unconsciously been acted out in this Twenty-First Century in creating the current situation in which we are on the brink of extinction—” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness PA 22/41
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[extinction]—which can be considered the most serious consequences of this splitting off imaginable—simply focusing on last century’s major wars as evidence of perinatal acting-out alone is instructive.” READ/DW BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #birth #awareness PA 22/42
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The Nazis, in particular, were extreme in their dissociation from their perinatal, in their projection of it onto the Jews, & their consequent ability, operating within a trance state, to act it out in horrific ways on Jews & others.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/43
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Alice Miller & Lloyd deMause have each detailed the psychodynamics of this projection of primal pain—both perinatal & childhood—in the creation of the people that Adolf Hitler & the Nazis became in their adulthood.” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth PA 22/44
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The Nazis present us with the patterns of these processes of dissociation & projection in blatant & bold relief.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer PA 22/45
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The way Nazis, especially in concentration camps, acted out perinatal trauma on their prisoners has been described in great detail by Grof as well.” READ &/or dwlentire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/46
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Being “Weller,” But Appearing Sicker—Generations Since*” READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer #psychohistory #PMEs PA 22/47
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“As I said, contrasted with being completely split off—dissociated—from one’s perinatal unconscious, as the Fifties & WWII Generation are predominantly, is being less cut off from it & having some access to its energies.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche PA 22/48
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This means that rather than being totally & blindly driven by these forces, which are acting on one *indirectly*, one actually feels them somewhat:” READ BOOK… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Centaurs #parenting PA 22/49
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“One has a sense of their being a *part* of one’s experience as opposed to living within them so thoroughly that one has not a clue of their existence.” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/50
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This means that one has more options than to act them out. It also means they make one aware of one’s perinatal sickness. One feels them, suffers from them, struggles with them.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/51
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“On the other hand, one does not suffer or struggle from unconscious energies that one is compliant with & that are completely manifest & supported in one’s social & cultural environments—e.g., the worlds of the WWII & previous generations—” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/52
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[one does not suffer or struggle from unconscious energies that one is compliant with & that are completely manifest & supported in one’s social & cultural environments]—however destructive that makes one’s actions.” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth PA 22/53
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Trancing Versus Suffering* “This difference between trancing & suffering may be likened to the difference between being a fish in water & totally oblivious to that fact versus living out of water & experiencing a downpour.” READ BOOK> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psyche PA 22/54
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“When one is in less of a trance state, one is aware of alternative ways of being; in the example, that would be being dry.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #WoundedDeer PA 22/55
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Consequently, one suffers & struggles amidst these forces & options...& one has at least some ability to choose one’s actions.” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #WoundedDeer PA 22/56
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“These more aware folks might even become the screen upon which the deluded one will project his dark & twisted unseen insides, unknowingly. Cue Donald Trump & his band of unhappy followers.” READ/DW BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/57
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This person might even attack or war upon these others & be certain he is operating in a way that is fully justified. Ahem. Tho a look at matters with such curtains pulled to the side sees everything in a completely new & more positive light.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/58
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“I do not believe it is simply coincidence we are currently going from the Piscean Age—symbolized by fish in water—to the Aquarian Age—symbolized by a water bearer. This change was a big part of the consciousness during the Sixties,..” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ PA 22/59
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…& I think we are beginning to see why: Going from a state where one is oblivious to the forces around one to a state where one can see the things one is dealing with (carrying the water) is no small thing.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psyche #birth #awareness PA 22/60
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We are doing this with the perinatal unconscious as it arises in our lives, feelings, & social & physical environments.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #WoundedDeer PA 22/61
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We will see how other elements of our postmodern times—such as our multiculturalism, our most advanced state of knowledge in our social sciences, & our internet with its worldwide mind—provide that same quality to our times:” THREAD https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology PA 22/62
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“We exist in a world, unlike any other time, where the factors & forces affecting us are visible, or easily revealed.” READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/63
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Hence for the first time we have the choice to act unconsciously, pushed by the cultural forces we were born into, or to struggle amid the mental dissonance of diverse, contrary, & often conflicting ways of looking at the same things.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/64
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It seems everything about evolution in humans has something to do with being between two mediums & the advance, the added perspective that comes with that,..” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Centaurs PA 22/65
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…going all the way back to being the only ape to take to the water so much as to become partly aquatic—placing our species between water & land, halfway between a dolphin & a chimpanzee.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/66
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“I think we are heading toward being like the fairies & angels we imagine—halfway between land & air, earth & heaven, most accurately, between this world of Form & the No-Form State—but that is a whole other publication of mine.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psyche PA 22/67
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Another analogy I have heard of this difference between the two modes of being either completely oblivious or being somewhat aware of one’s unconscious is that between living full-time in an Arctic environment...” THREAD https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #awareness PA 22/68
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…where one has to wear a heavy coat versus living in a milder climate. In the warmer climes, one is both aware of what it is like to not have a coat...one has capacity to feel better ways of being...” READ/DW BOOK https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness PA 22/69
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…as well as knowing how bulky, obstructing, & uncomfortable it is to have the coat on—so, suffering more from it, suffering from one’s pre- & perinatal underbellies.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth PA 22/70
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Finally, one is better able to decide when to have it on & not; one has more options. In the terms of primal psychology, one still has one’s defenses, just like before; but one can decide when to use them & when not to.” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psyche #birth PA 22/71
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Going through what we all experience at our life’s beginnings, it is impossible to not have a defensive structure constituting our egos.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting PA 22/72
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However, we have come a long way in our personal evolution when we can orchestrate those defenses as needed, while setting them to the side for the most part. Like having the choice when to put on the coat:” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness PA 22/73
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“In cold weather—the psychological equivalent would be when in a truly hostile social environment—one might just want to wrap it round oneself, i.e., ones’ defenses, employed consciously, regardless it hampers one’s free movement.” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ PA 22/74
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“One analogy I find esp provocative for this difference between unconscious, oblivious trancing & freer, more aware suffering is the difference between watching a movie & being fully engrossed in it so that one does not know it is a movie,..” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view PA 22/75
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…which is equivalent to acting out unconsciously from one’s early imprints. Compare that to watching the same flick with equal interest, but being aware that one is in a theater.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/76
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“You can see where in the second instance one would feel there are more options; & one would feel that one could step back prior to finding oneself caught up in horrific actions.” READ BOOK> https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/77
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Wounded Deer & Centaurs* “However, being aware of one’s discomfort, i.e., having “more access” to the perinatal, one suffers like the wounded deer—” READ/DWL BOOK https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/78
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[the wounded deer]—the innocent who feels things & so struggles with society’s sickness that many others are unconsciously perpetrating. Nonetheless, with time & success in handling this pain, one can become the wounded *healer*—the Centaur.” > https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/79
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Now, why & how would this occur? As I have said, some access to the perinatal & more blatant & direct acting it out is exhibited by many of the Baby-Boomer generation.” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth PA 22/80
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This is in large part due to their having been raised in a way that required less in the way of ego defenses to keep their primal pain suppressed. Psychohistorians such as Glen Davis (1976) & Lloyd deMause…” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #birth #awareness PA 22/81
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…[psychohistorians] have detailed a slow advance of child-caring techniques, with generations since the WWII Generation being raised with more attention to their needs & less harshness & cruelty...increasingly more love.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology PA 22/82
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*“What the World Needs Now, Is…”* “Before anyone begins thinking “permissive” or “spare the rod, spoil the child,” let me point out I will be continually stressing how this development is not only a good thing...why wouldn’t love be good?...” https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ PA 22/83
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…[this development is not only a good thing] but is one of the few sources of hope for our future we really do have. “For less childhood pain & trauma means one is stronger & more able to face the even deeper perinatal pain.” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche PA 22/84
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Choosing lesser evils.* “At any rate, the extreme acting-out & total dissociation from the pre/ perinatal exhibited by the WW2 Gen was followed, in the gens coming after, by less relative dissociation & less horrific forms of acting it out.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/85
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Quite simply, generations on an average had better ability to refrain from the more blatantly evil act-outs—wholesale murders & world wars, pogroms & genocide, inquisitions & witch-burning, racism & slavery.” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psyche #birth #awareness PA 22/86
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“They were more able to choose seemingly milder forms of suffering & self-destruction—polluting the atmosphere, water, & food; population explosions & crowding of cities; & traffic jams.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/87
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Of course, they are only seemingly milder because, though their dire effects are hidden from us—which is a problem in that the natural empathy that would be triggered in us that would move us to do something about them does not come into play—” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/88
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“—they are ultimately far more dire. The fact that there is such a gap between what we do & the consequences of them upon ourselves & our loved ones is probably the biggest hindrance to our being motivated to act.” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth PA 22/89
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“As an example of the way we act-out in lesser ways than war, tho, the common everyday traffic jam is especially instructive. Gridlock & traffic congestion re-create prenatal & perinatal dynamics as they replicate asphalt birth tunnels…” THREAD https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view PA 22/90
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…[asphalt birth tunnels] where one not only breathes exhaust fumes from trucks & other autos—fetal malnutrition, PME 3, poisoning—but also they can become gridlock at any moment,..” READ BOOK… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #TheUnconscious PA 22/91
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…[gridlock at any moment,] thus re-creating the intense frustration & no-exit hopelessness, & rage, of BPM II, especially that part of it related to PME 1, crowdedness, prenatal claustrophobia.” THREAD… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/92
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Baby-Boomer Perinatal Awareness* “Other examples of the scenery of modern times where the perinatal is manifesting but is less projected onto another:” THREAD… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/93
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*We Know *That* We Don’t Know...We Could Be Wrong* “Many Baby-Boomers had enough access to their perinatal underbellies to question the absolute rightness of the Vietnam War & so they campaigned against it.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psyche #birth #awareness PA 22/94
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This is indicative of closeness to the perinatal because it shows an ability to doubt one’s egocentric defenses—as given by society & family of origin—& to look at situations from the eyes of the Other.” READ BOOK> https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness PA 22/95
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“So much was this evident in Boomers that some were even able to see the Vietnam War through the eyes of the enemy—exemplified by Jane Fonda’s trip to Hanoi, the waving of North Vietnamese flags at demonstrations,..” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology PA 22/96
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“& the carrying of little red books of the sayings of Chairman Mao Tse-tung.” READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #WoundedDeer #psychohistory PA 22/97
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*But it’s clear you’re wrong.* “Those of the Baby-Boomer—or Sixties—generation also indicate their closeness to their perinatal in their campaigns against some of the act-outs of the pre- & perinatal mentioned above:” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth PA 22/98
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“These include actions against pollution; a rejection of city life, with its gridlocks, pollution, & crowding, & a return to the country, in communes or otherwise;” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #Earth PA 22/99
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“an awareness & rejection of polluted foods & creation of a natural & organic foods movement;” READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal PA 22/100
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“& actions against global overpopulation including support for birth control, a pro-choice stance on abortion, & delaying of baby-making on their own parts along with a reduction in the size of their families.” READ/DW BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth PA 22/101
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The sexual excess that is characteristic of the perinatal, specifically BPM III, was evident in Boomers’ “free love” ideal & promiscuous sexual behavior.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/102
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Many more examples could be given. However, the proof of their closeness to their unconscious dynamics lies not only in their actions—as mentioned above,..” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/103
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…in their more blatant acting them out or in their actual actions against the blatant acting out, both of which indicate closer access—but also in the study of their unconscious dynamics.” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/104
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Kenneth Keniston (1965), in his classic work, found in his study of the psychodynamics of the Sixties generation when they were in their youth an unusual amount of perinatal symbolism & self-analysis.” … https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/105
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Among other traits, Keniston found these youth to be characterized by fantasies of a “rage to reenter” the womb; & a “fantasy of fusion” with the mother, which took pre- & perinatal forms of all kinds…” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/106
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…incl stories of wishing to dig one’s way back into the earth; a fascination w & wish to return to the past, the long forgotten,& the under ground;& a desire to find oblivion in some enveloping medium...even at the price of self-destruction!” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/107
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Some of the other noticeably perinatal elements of Sixties youth were existential angst, being enamored of death & dying, & a refusal of “normal” adulthood.” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #Unconscious #primal #Centaurs PA 22/108
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*Boomer Rage, Perinatally So* “We also see perinatal feelings in the focus of the Baby-Boomers on *empowerment*. This word appears to come up in every area of their lives.” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #Unconscious #primal PA 22/109
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Hence Baby-Boomers are of course also closer to the frustration, rebellion, & yes, rage, that is part of the perinatal complex. We saw it exhibited by them in their anger at authority in the 60s, thr rebellion against the Vietnam War.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ PA 22/110
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“*“Get the &%$ OFF me!” * “Keep in mind that a huge aspect of the perinatal is feelings of restriction, thus frustration, &, consequently rage against large entities of obstruction—like the womb was in relation to the small & helpless fetus.” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view PA 22/111
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Aware of that, we see that the reason for their rage is simple & understandable. “Baby-Boomers, characterized as being closer to their unconscious, especially the perinatal, have more access to their anger:” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psyche #birth #awareness PA 22/112
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This means they feel their anger & are less likely to act it out in more hidden, disguised, & dire ways such as war-making, racism, & anti-Semitism.” READ BOOK… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/113
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This does not mean their rage would not be troublesome. The perinatal lets no one get off scot free. We see lots of pre- & perinatal anger coming out in the last few decades in the phenomenon of the “angry electorate.”” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche PA 22/114
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The huge political & cultural divisions in America & around the world are themselves a measure of how deeply our global culture & its events are imbued with, pushed, & shaped by prenatal & perinatal dynamics…” READ BOOK… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth PA 22/115
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…[prenatal & perinatal dynamics] which are now, in a way unique to theses times, coming to the surface. Let me show you what I mean.” THREAD https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal PA 22/116
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This has been the entire Chapter 22, titled, “Healing Crisis: “Prenatal-Perinatal Awareness, “Being Weller but Appearing Sicker, Trancing Versus Suffering, “& We Shall Overcome” READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #Boomers #TheUnconscious PA 22/117
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
of *Psychology of Apocalypse: *Ecopsychology, Activism, & the Prenatal Roots of Humanicide* by Michael Adzema which is a comprehensive look at into the deepest psychological reaches of humans. THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/118
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
*Psychology of Apocalypse* seeks to explain how, with humans on the cusp of the end of all life on this planet, including their own, humans could look away. READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth PA 22/119
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
In doing so—i.e., seeking to understand why humans would be apathetic in the face of their own deaths, & all other Earth life— *Psychology of Apocalypse* presents a major new theory in psychology, the *Prenatal Matrix of Evil* or the PMEs. ->… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/120
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The *Prenatal Matrix of Human Evil* theory traces our drive to annihilation to the unique human experiences prior to birth, occurring in the third trimester, which arise of the fact that in our evolution humans became bipedal. READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view PA 22/121
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Bipedalism affected human psychology in that the new pelvic structure changed how babies would experience birth & gestation. READ &/or dwnld entire CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Centaurs PA 22/122
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The resulting birth trauma & fetal malnutrition, unique in Nature, accounts for our drive to kill ourselves—*humanicide*. READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #prenatal #WoundedDeer PA 22/123
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The complete book is available online at the links. you can read the book, which is posted on the blog, or you can follow the directions there & download a free copy of *Psychology of Apocalypse*. READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psychology #birth #awareness PA 22/124
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This is the completed document for *Psychology of Apocalypse* It is a pdf file& looks exactly as the book looks. https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view To read &/or download a copy, click link above: #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs PA 22/125
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Feel free to download the book, pass it around, use it to help get word out to save the planet to whoever or to whatever outlet you know. Unless major actions by the world's governments happens fast, it is all over for life on planet Earth. … https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html PA 22/126
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Unless major actions by the world's governments happens fast, it is all over for life on planet Earth. You can use your copy of *Psychology of Apocalypse* to get word out to whoever or to whatever outlet you know. READ/DW BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #birth PA 22/127
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
& please send any comments/reviews of the book to me at sillymickel@yahoo.com The idea being I might be able to use your comments in describing it in my own sharing on social media. -->… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ #resist #FBR #activism #Earth #birth #climate #nuclear PA 22/128
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Finally, if what you prefer are paperback or ebook/Kindle versions, you may acquire them at the links below. Paperback: https://www.amazon.com/Psychology-Apocalypse-Ecopsychology-Activism-Humanicide/dp/1544657137/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1553369806&sr=1-10 & #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer #FBR PA 22/129
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
& Ebook/Kindle: https://www.amazon.com/Psychology-Apocalypse-Return-Grace-Book-ebook/dp/B07FV5WP4Y/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1553369806&sr=1-10 All my books are priced at cost or the minimum Amazon allows. #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer #psychohistory #PMEs #environment #FetalMalnutrition PA 22/130
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Up next, in *Psychology of Apocalypse: "Ecopsychology, Activism, & the Prenatal Roots of Humanicide* is Chapter 23 “Prenatal Politics, Generationally Speaking:” #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer PA 22/131
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
Chapter 23 is subtitled, “Panicky Electorate, Biting the Feeding Hand, “Perinatally Oblivious Right-Wing “Hate Groups,” the Tea Party, & the Fifties Generation... “Perinatal Access of Millennials” THREAD… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers PA 22/132
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“[*Quotes/highlights:*] “Can anyone at this point still maintain that the politics of the last few decades had anything at all to do with ideology or issues?” [] READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth PA 22/133
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “…without exception right-wingers’ reasons for rising up against the government—representing the overwhelming womb—has to do w frustrations, like the trapped fetus feels, in regard to ‘oppressive’ taxes, governmental red tape,..” [] THREAD https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ PA 22/134
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “…laws, & other regulations that they feel restrict their freedom...to move freely, as one wanted to but couldn’t, in the womb.” [] THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2022/02/psychology-of-apocalypse-ecopsychology_5.html #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal PA 22/135
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “We experience compression (oppression), & frustration at our attempts to go forward, & what feels like hopeless unfairness & injustice, when in the throes of BPM II birth trauma.” [] READ/DWL BOOK… https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gewWZG2FMuHTErNLFej90s8jOadOMfwm/view #psyche #awareness #TheUnconscious #Earth PA 22/136
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
[] “To see these facets of the fates of minorities, as in racism, or gender or sexual bias, points to this Millennial Generation’s closeness to their own perinatal oppression; hence their ability to empathize with oppressed minorities.” [] ->… https://wp.me/p1n96g-3FZ PA 22/137
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
@threadreaderapp unroll #psychology #birth #awareness #Boomers #TheUnconscious #primal #Earth #Centaurs #parenting #prenatal #WoundedDeer #psychohistory #PMEs #environment #FetalMalnutrition #pollution #womb #ecopsychology #humanicide #apocalypse #perinatal #consciousness #FBR
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The child hears everything go gradually very quiet as the whining slows, then stops, & shuffling noises impart to him that the other participants are backing away from the slab on which he lies.” READ/DWL CH… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #doctors #trauma D7V2 47/201
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The only sound remaining, then, is one rather distinct & ominous hiss of breathing which is very close. “Then he can feel it. Cold steel on his raw naked skin.” … https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #CutUmbilicalCord #perinatal #doctor #hospital #Trauma D7V2 47/202
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He feels the knife slice open his guts as it slashes a diagonal across his belly. The pain sears upward thru his brain. His mind panics as it seems he is having, all at the same time, every thought that could be had, & every feeling.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX D7V2 47/203
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He feels another diagonal rip through his skin to form what must be looking something like an *X*. Finally, in what is truly the last straw for him, he feels the point of the blade enter the center of his guts.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #cord D7V2 47/204
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Plunging downward at first, then being gradually turned when the wide-bladed knife is well inside. “The boy can no longer hang on.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #CutUmbilicalCord #trauma #baby #hospital #consciousness #perinatal #primal D7V2 47/205
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The glow is now completely extinguished. He gives up all protest & any longing he had known...any hope of sunshine, or any memories of how he’s grown.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #repression #baby #hospital #trauma #TheSplit #perinatal D7V2 47/206
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“One could say that he has died for, in a way, he has. Erased of all tracings, he is now but a void—a pathetic blank vastness in a pitifully fragile shell.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #repression #BlankSlate #TabulaRasa #trauma #baby D7V2 47/207
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“No longer is he child of Mother Earth; he has entered the World of Form.” * “THE END” * READ &/or dwnld CHAPTER AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #trauma #CreationOfEgo #repression #hospital #TheSplit #consciousness #perinatal #primal D7V2 47/208
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This has been a thread of the entire Chapter 47, “Forgetting: “Our Edenal Experience in the Womb & the Loss of a “Golden Age”... "an Account, in Fictional Form, of Being a Fetus” of my book, *Dance of the Seven Veils II* READ CH… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth D7V2 47/209
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
*Dance of the Seven Veils II* by Michael Adzema is subtitled, *Prenatal/Perinatal Psychology, Mythology, & Your Divine Self* *Infant to Prenate, Veils Four-Six* Which is Volume 3 in The Path of Ecstasy Series THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #psychology D7V2 47/210
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
*Dance of the Seven Veils II* by Michael Adzema is to be released in paperback & ebook in March, 2023. This is a complimentary chapter from the book. READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI D7V2 47/211
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The complete chapter is available online at the links. you can read the chapter, posted on the blog, or you can follow the directions there & download a free copy of Chapter 47,“Forgetting,” of *Dance of the Seven Veils II* by Michael Adzema https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX D7V2 47/212
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
This is a pdf copy of Chapter 47,“Forgetting,” of *Dance of the Seven Veils II* To read &/or download a copy, click link: https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience #psyche D7V2 47/213
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The book itself, *Dance of the Seven Veils II* will be out in a matter of weeks. So this is a sample chapter. READ &/or dwl CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids D7V2 47/214
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
It is time now to regain the primal legacy of belongingness in Divinity & Nature which we lost when we claimed ourselves “crown of creation” & peak of the evolutionary pyramid. This book is a powerful aid in regaining one’s authentic self. … https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX D7V2 47/215
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…if we do not regain our truer & underlying humanity, & instead, coming forth as we normally do, we continue acting out of our pain grids,we are not going to have a ‘human’ experience…” THREAD https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/216
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“…or even an Earthly life experience to be detailing & exploring, in the future, let alone people to hear about them.” READ &/or dwnl CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs D7V2 47/217
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
In looking at these matrices embedded in us through our cellular & womb & birth experiences, it will be possible to have our best chance to get a look at existence outside of these matrices—the No-Form State. THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology D7V2 47/218
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
If you like & agree w these ideas & want more attention on them, feel free to download the chapter & pass it around, as you wish; use it to share this perspective. & please send any comments/review of the book to me at sillymickel@yahoo.com https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t D7V2 47/219
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
The idea being I might be able to use your comments in describing it in my own sharing on social media. READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience #psyche #bio #shamanic D7V2 47/220
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“No longer is his resolve as sound as when he spoke to his Mother.” READ &/or dwnld CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience #psyche #bio #shamanic D7V2 47/121
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Wondering aloud, then, if he can change his mind about the journey, he hears again that kind voice, which he realizes had been helping with occasional comments as the panorama had been unfolding. “It is for you to decide,” it says now.” ->… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX D7V2 47/122
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy, knowing that it is his decision & that he can turn away if he wishes, then also knows that he can not refuse it.” THREAD https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience D7V2 47/123
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Deep inside he realizes that in avoiding the adventure he would miss out on something truly beautiful which he saw in the lifetime that was spread before him.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal D7V2 47/124
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He remembers the love, there, as a shimmering jewel at the depths of a darkened sea; & instantly he is reminded of something that his Mother had said to him, though it is not as clear now.” READ CH> https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/125
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He knows that he cannot turn away from the lifetime without discovering the love he saw there.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience #psyche #bio #shamanic D7V2 47/126
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Though he has known happiness & love with his Mother, he can not shake the feeling that the love he saw in the World of Soma is somehow different, if not greater, & that there is more that he must learn about it all.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story D7V2 47/127
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He knows that experiencing & having that love inside him would make all the other things worth it. Once again his resolve to journey in the Realm of Flesh returns, stronger even than before.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/128
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“No sooner does he realize these things than he is aware of an oppressiveness which is now both of body & mind. He feels fainter as each moment passes.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI D7V2 47/129
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Objects go hazy & lose their shape before the boy’s eyes when, abruptly, he finds himself back in the forest, beneath the enveloping ferns.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids D7V2 47/130
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Yet things have changed drastically here! No longer does the boy feel protected & sustained by the forest environment. On the contrary, it is excruciatingly stuffy.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal D7V2 47/131
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The air is not damp & crisp but hot & stifling. & the undergrowth—which had shielded him formerly—has now grown to surround him so densely he can hardly move.” READ/DWL CH… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal D7V2 47/132
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“His nostrils are seared with a putrid odor; & he notices that the lilacs, whose sweet fragrance had served him so much pleasure previously, have rotted on the bushes around him.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 47/133
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy’s head begins to throb in reaction to the waterdrops falling on him from above.” READ &/or DW CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience #bio D7V2 47/134
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“They too have changed, becoming acrid & smelly like the breath of a stagnant, polluted pond, in contrast to the clear refreshing dewdrops they had once appeared to be.” READ/DWL CH… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal D7V2 47/135
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy is disgusted & dismayed by this change of events. In an almost unconscious, violent reaction born of revulsion, he tears himself w an effort from his slimy bonds & from his connection to his Mother, the Earth.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story D7V2 47/136
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He stands for a moment, just a single moment, amidst the havoc & disarray of foliage which had been his sustenance. He begins to run. On through the forest he charges, his revulsion more powerful than his exhaustion of mind.” READ CH> https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth D7V2 47/137
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He does not know where he is going; his running is almost instinctive. He finds himself scrambling downhill now. The going is tortuous through the denseness of tree & brush.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 47/138
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“His nostrils & skin are continually assaulted by a myriad of burning odors & acid moisture.” READ &/or dwl CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience D7V2 47/139
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy remembers being in this same forest before, several times w his Mother. He had thought it quite pleasant then. Fragrant, cool, colorful. The terrain is the same, but it is now as if everything about is thrown with a different light.” https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX D7V2 47/140
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The mushrooms have become toadstools. The trees do not offer shade. Instead they compel an eerie, horrifying gloominess. & the deer, rabbits, & other cuddly forest creatures have been replaced or transformed.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psyche D7V2 47/141
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Now thick snakes cling to branches & strike at him as he passes. Monstrous beasts reminiscent of grizzlies & gorillas rumble about. Off to his sides he can see them cutting tunnels in the underbrush as they go.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche D7V2 47/142
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“They loom up at him also, slunkered in the limbs of trees about him. They are massive, & the boy is awash in paralyzing fear as it occurs to him that they could easily crush him to half his size.” READ CH… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/143
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“With great will he forces himself to increase the pace of his running. “Suddenly, then, he bursts through an outer wall of foliage & is blasted by a glaringly bright sunlight.” READ/DWL CH… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/144
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy realizes he is on a beach, the ocean before him. No relief, however. His world has become an eerie, frightening contradiction; its only consistency is in its intensity.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 47/145
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“For despite the brightness of the day, the waves are crashing, pounding into the shore, pushed by a wind of hurricane force. They rush up nearly to the forest’s edge.” READ CH… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal D7V2 47/146
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Before the boy can react to this Nature gone berserk, he finds himself caught up in one gigantic wave which draws him under, pounding him with surf & sand on all sides & tumbling him about.” THREAD https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/147
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He feels himself being tugged across the grit & slime & out to sea. A gasp of horror escapes his mouth, to be replaced by a throatful of burning seawater.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI D7V2 47/148
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Not breathing, his lungs aching, the assaults of sensation, one upon the other, are reaching a peak bordering on insanity.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience D7V2 47/149
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Never has the boy known such intensity of feeling. It is as if his every nerve is panicking in the desperate urgency of the situation.” READ/DWL CH… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids D7V2 47/150
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Then the world becomes darker to him as he feels himself being dragged deeper & deeper, to depths unthinkable, & beyond even them until he no longer feels the sea around him. Rather, he seems to be far, far underground.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story D7V2 47/151
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy cannot move & seems to be contained, on all sides, by something very strong yet elastic. It is severely close. The boy sweats & struggles as he tries to get enough air & to stay comfortable in the enclosed place.” -->… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story D7V2 47/152
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He wonders where his Mother is & why she is allowing this to happen to him. Completely forgetting, in his desperation, all that had transpired between them in the previous happy times, the boy curses his Mother.” READ/DWL CH… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story D7V2 47/153
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“His oath is of little consequence as it begins to feel as if the weight of the entire world is upon him. He begins to wonder if he is dying. “The sensations are so excruciating he begins to think the only way to end it *is* to die.” THREAD> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html D7V2 47/154
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However, just as that thought occurs to him, the boy has a flash of an instance of one sunny day in a meadow with his Mother, & he knows that he doesn’t want to die, that he must live so he can be with her once again.” READ CH> https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story D7V2 47/155
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy suffers in this manner for a long time. More so—as the space he is in continues getting smaller.” READ/DWL CH https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience #psyche #bio D7V2 47/156
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He keeps wishing he could die to end it, knowing nonetheless that somehow he must hang on—though minutes seem like eternities—if he is ever to realize again that wonderful joy which has just so recently been removed from him.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth D7V2 47/157
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He struggles for air, for it seems there is not enough. He wants to panic, but he can not move to do so.” READ &/or DW CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids D7V2 47/158
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“This scene is replayed in the boy’s mind over & over. Alternately, it provides him a slight sense of relief, filing off, as it does, the razor edges of his rage;” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal D7V2 47/159
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“but then it makes the pain all the more unbearable as it accentuates the hopelessness of his condition. “Eventually he can no longer even remember his Mother & the time that was before.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/160
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“All he can focus on is that he must live, for some reason or other, that his hanging on is the most important thing in the world.” READ CH… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #PMEs #PainGrids #experience D7V2 47/161
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Outside of this resolve all the boy knows is pain, all he can remember is pain—as everything else is sucked from his being. “He continues pulling for air, though he is by now quite exhausted.” READ/DWL CH> https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/162
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He wants to rest, ever so badly, but he knows that to do so would be to die. So he works at getting air. Mightily the boy struggles as his body aches with the effort.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal D7V2 47/163
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Mercifully, then, he loses consciousness for periods of time. & he alternates between states of hideous nightmares & of a waking horror.” READ CH> https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids D7V2 47/164
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Finally one day, at a point at which the boy no longer remembers who he is nor whether he is dead or alive, there is a change. Formerly his space was simply getting smaller. Now there is a kind of grumblingness in his surroundings.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t D7V2 47/165
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“A clearer awareness once more returns to him as he takes notice of this new event. Without warning, something shoots through him like a thunderbolt. His body convulses with the shock. Again it fires through him, then later again.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html D7V2 47/166
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He feels he is being awarded his last chance at being alive. Somehow he knows he must find the strength, from somewhere, to make it, though he is not exactly sure what “making it” means.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/167
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Despite this emergency awareness, he is not able to summon any more energy from his ravaged & wasted body. The boy feels it is all over but to die.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI D7V2 47/168
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“However just at that moment, when surely all seems lost, he senses a sunny glow inside of his belly. It is in stark contrast to the hideous darkness that has become his whole world & all he can ever remember at this point.” READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth D7V2 47/169
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“From this radiant spot comes, at first, a trickle of energy, which flows up to his brain & casts a light in his mind, brightening his awareness just a bit.” READ CH> https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal D7V2 47/170
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Then this trickle increases & begins surging to his mind in the shape, once again, of images of devastating destruction & explosions.” THREAD https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids D7V2 47/171
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Though his body is racked with exhaustion, he is oblivious to the pain as he moves in the throes of this newfound energy. READ &/or dwl CHAPTER free AT SITE... https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI D7V2 47/172
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Delirious with the images he is seeing of cataclysmic disruption, he begins to leer & hate.” READ CH… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #psyche #bio #shamanic #transpersonal D7V2 47/173
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“His desire for destruction & annihilation of the entire Universe & everyone in it pours out of him & washes through every corner of his being. He sees himself, with the world, in billions of tiny pieces scattered over all of space.” THREAD… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t D7V2 47/174
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He wishes to tear at his insides as he imagines himself ripping into his guts with knives, slashing & tearing & tossing the pieces to speed away into the Universe.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal D7V2 47/175
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The lightninglike jolts increase in intensity & frequency. With every one he becomes more & more hateful & delirious; he laughs fitfully & outrageously, spitting in the face of death.” READ CH… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/176
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The pain finally reaches such intensity that he truly does not know whether he has died or is still alive, or the difference between pleasure & pain, as his ecstasy merges with his searing electrical agony.” READ/DWL CH https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psyche D7V2 47/177
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“& just at that moment it happens. His world *does* explode...(and he blacks out). . *** . READ CH… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #experience #bio #shamanic #transpersonal D7V2 47/178
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
*** . “The boy has no idea how long he’s been asleep. Though it’s been only moments, it seems it could as easily have been an eternity.” READ CH… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psyche #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids D7V2 47/179
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He still aches all over, but now there is a difference. No longer is it a tight enclosed place; on the contrary, there seems an immensity of space around him & he can move freely, though it hurts to do so.” READ/DWL CH> https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psyche D7V2 47/180
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The other most obvious thing about this different place is its incredible brightness. The light sears his eyeballs despite his attempts to cover them. Then he realizes he is shivering.” READ CH> https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness D7V2 47/181
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“A steel freezing wind whistles around him & chills him thru. His recent ordeal has roughened his body so it is as if every nerve—both inside & on the surface—is exposed. Thus even the shuddering, which he can not stop, is causing him pain.” https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX D7V2 47/182
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He is thoroughly exhausted & raw. Barely able to even move, he does manage to roll over,slightly, in his agony. In so doing he notices the surface he is on. Armor hard & chrome cold, it is all just too much. Once again, then, he blacks out.” https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t D7V2 47/183
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“When the boy awakens, he finds that his surroundings have changed again. Now his world is cluttered—w forms & objects, & figures of people too. But he cannot make anything out. His vision is blurred, out-of-focus,& everything is darker now.” https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html D7V2 47/184
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy tries to make sense out of it all, & it occurs to him that it might be some kind of jungle or forest that he is in, & that it must be nighttime. Then he realizes he is still lying on a hard surface.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology D7V2 47/185
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“He tries to raise himself but finds he is tied down; he can not move. He has the terrifying thought that it might be some sort of stone slab to which he is strapped.” READ/DWL CH… https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal D7V2 47/186
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy’s vision clears then, just a little, & he views the figures around him as moving in what might be some sort of dance.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #womb #consciousness #perinatal #prenatal #primal #BPMI #PMEs #PainGrids #doctors D7V2 47/187
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“They are dressed all in white & wear ghastly white masks which cover completely any human features they might possess.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #delivery #consciousness #perinatal #medical #primal #PMEs #PainGrids #doctors #hospital D7V2 47/188
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“A whining sound or eerie singing is in the background. The dancers seem 2b carrying branches from trees, one in each hand, which they twirl about thm, alternately high overhead & then on the ground, making patterns in the dirt as they move.” https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t D7V2 47/189
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“At times the participants seem to duel with the branches as in mock combat, & then to twirl away from each other. “This scene goes on for some time. The boy, in his utter weariness, begins to drift off.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psych #doctors D7V2 47/190
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Just then again, between the cracks of consciousness & unconsciousness, the glimmering of a sunny place comes through to him...though he cannot see it clearly & does not truly remember it.” >… https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psyche #hospital #delivery #baby D7V2 47/191
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“A longing, a bittersweet poignancy envelops him, however, which he can not shake off. & indeed he does not wish to, for even in its painfulness it is still the sweetest thing he knows.” THREAD https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t #birth #story #psyche #hospital #baby #delivery D7V2 47/192
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The boy wants something ever so badly but does not know what it is. All he can make of it is that something is terribly wrong. Inside he feels a flickering glow & a faintly remembered sweetness. Outside are darkness & frightening masks.” >… https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html D7V2 47/193
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
““It is not supposed to be this way,” he screams. “Something is missing!” & the longing returns with aching force. Still, he continues screaming out his last remaining truth.” https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth #story #psychology #baby #delivery #hospital #Pain #trauma D7V2 47/194
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Over & over he shouts the words, reddening himself, expending again the tiny bit of energy that accrued, in the vain hope that someone will hear. But it becomes obvious that from the figures around him there is little chance of consolation.” https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t D7V2 47/195
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“It seems his screaming is entirely unheard, or else that it does not carry across some unseen barrier between them. At any rate, they go about thr actions completely oblivious to him.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #psychology #baby #trauma #hospital D7V2 47/196
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“Just as he pauses to regain the energy to continue protesting these injustices—&, with all his soul in it, he would have gone on—he notices that the dancing has changed. Now they are approaching the slab on which he is lying.” THREAD https://wp.me/pwMlb-3jX #birth D7V2 47/197
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“But hardly to soothe him. One after another their branches are whipped down onto him. All over his body, from his face even to the bottoms of his feet, the whipping continues. “To his already raw body, this is an incredible assault.” THREAD https://1drv.ms/b/s!AvgkzaPrRvlQm_wAbsjk3FRS9dmZmQ?e=tdTM6t D7V2 47/198
@sillymickel - Mickel Adzema
“The burning pain pushes even the thought of protest from the boy’s mind. The figures pour what feels like saltwater over his devastated skin. It gets into his eyes & burns there in an especially excruciating way.” THREAD https://sillymickel.blogspot.com/2023/02/forgettingan-account-in-fictional-form.html #birth #story #bathe D7V2 47/199