@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
#SilenceBreaksForthIntoSong 32
Wait! What? Mason's Use Magik?
If you haven't watched video from SBFIS 31
I encourage you to do so
The videos or readings I include in these threads can be hard to come by...some even will disappear once they realize I've used them
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
How do you know what others believe and gain understanding of those beliefs?
Knowing and gaining understanding only come a few ways
Thru personal relationship- knowing the other
Thru Reading- written documentation of the other
Thru Hearing-listening to what is said of the other
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
I want to hit a hard point home right now
It will offend some
But I need you to really listen and grasp the importance of WHY I am hitting this point right now with you
First
You must remember
I lived thru things more horrific than I shall ever be able to put into words
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
Second
I lived thru these things
With others, especially Christians all around me
I was held to a strictly enforced code of Silence
If I chose to tell
I will admit there were a few occasions I did
The consequence was watching someone horrifically die
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
You may question how in the world the above statements are of any relevance to YOU
And I will now drive my point home....
Do you know how many children are bound in this darkness? Bound by the systems code of Silence?
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
I was surround by evil people
I also was surrounded by good people
People in churches
Who believed Satan was real & active in this world
Yet
They didn't know a block away from Church
The man who "died from the heart attack" the previous night had really been defecting Satanism
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
These Pastors boldly preached Ephesians 6
About the armor of God & that if you wore it
If you were good
God would not allow the enemy to hurt you
Yet, how many children in the system are choosing good?
Did it lesson the reality of our daily fight against the evil we were in?
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
*Warning Graphic Content*
Depictions of child rape
We gathered at Rothschilds Hunting Mansion
My training partner & those my age of bloodline
Had some free time to roam
Before the hunt began
(Hunt is generic term used for the quarterly ritual wood game with children)
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
We loved exploring the Masions, Manors, and Castles of the elite
The places hunts were at
So much to discover
So many hidden places to find
One of the Rothschild children was a living, walking tour guide commentary
He knew everything and was more than obliged to share it
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
As he took us on a private room to room tour
We were busy looking for all that he did not share
Entrances
Exits
Places to hide
We did this everywhere we went because we knew it was vital for survival
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
The night hours pressed on after dinner
We got to watch the hunt begin from the balcony above
One had to be careful to not find themselves on the property grounds...
That would make you fair game if caught for rape or death depending in your Captors mood that night
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
One also had to be careful not to be caught inside the house
That was were the older men and women
No longer as limber and swift as they used to be prowled
When the host ushered everyone from the balcony indoors...the full game was on
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
It was better to be indoors than outside
That night, the littlest Rothschild we found crying in a corner
Since we had found an exit on the second floor
Which would give us a hiding place till day break
We took the risk
Picked him up
Hushed him
And carried him along
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
As we got to the second floor
We heard voices
That of (the head of the estate) and one of his grandsons
The grandson was fighting, resisting, trying to get away
We were in a hall with doors on both sides
Going back down the stairs was not an option
So we picked the closest room
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
We ran in and saw a large budraur
Little did we know that we had picked the wrong door to run into
That was the exact room the head of the estate dragged his grandson
When they entered the room
The three of us in the budraur barely breathed
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
The youngest child sat on the left
My training partner in the middle
I on the right
As things in the room progressed
Such anger overtook me
I looked straight at those budraur doors with all intent of bursting out thru them
And helping the grandson fight
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
But my training partner caught the sheer dread upon the littlest ones face
He knew we might be excused for such an action
But we could not protect the littlest or the grandson from more severe consequences, should we decide to intervene
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
So as he watched me
Seeing the determination
He made a split second decision that could have ended in consequences for himself
I felt his hand come around me
Then his hand across my mouth
His hand and arm remained firm and in place
Signaling I would have to fight him to get out
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
In anger I surrendered to the call he made
The three of us hearing, listening, knowing the evils done to the grandson that night
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
I hated the depths of evil I saw
It gripped the core of my heart
With an unexplainable pain
Depths of sorrow I could not allow
Those depths only led to death
Silence became my fiercest enemy
Death of others my strongest foe
The price of defying
What was the price Of being good?
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
The price of silence
-seeing, hearing, watching gross pain, suffering, and abuses along with only more death
All I do IS to break the silence
To stop the cycles
I can not do it alone
And you can not enter the war without engaging
@CzebotarJessie - Jessie Czebotar
I share from their perspective to challenge you
So you will not fear
So you will understand and know how to engage
